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Tuesday, February 14, 2023


   I CAN buy myself flowers
Fuck it. Let's move to Italy. Venince, maybe. Or, Paris, perhaps.

I was entertaining fantasies of the van life after college, but why think small? Why not plan big? There are AirBNBs for a year. There are seasonal jobs overseas. There are au pair positions. What the fuck am I waiting for?

If anyone sees this... I love you.
Peace out, girl scouts <3 ;P
~Rae

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Thursday, July 28, 2022


   in a city full of rust...
not all the tarot cards or crystals in the world will replace a mother, resurrect a father. Jesus is still here amongst all my candles and alters. I don't celebrate mass the way they'd want me to, haven't touched a rosary in so long, but I breathe words and work into everything I touch, including old blogs, deserted websites.
All hail the diaspora! the leaving, the mass exodus first to myspace, then to facebook, then everywhere else!
But one thing all those sites never had, could never replicate, was intimacy.
I was introduced to myotaku by a cousin, a fellow anime fan, a writer, a lover of horror movies and Samara sympathizer.
Somebody get me out of this well, out of this old TV screen; I'm tired of watching replays and living them.

"I don't want to be a diva. I just want to be free." Am I allowed to quote Brendon Urie on this website still? I don't know what to believe. But the line resonates

Be well
~Belinda

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   in a city full of rust...
not all the tarot cards or crystals in the world will replace a mother, resurrect a father. Jesus is still here amongst all my candles and alters. I don't celebrate mass the way they'd want me to, haven't touched a rosary in so long, but I breathe words and work into everything I touch, including old blogs, deserted websites.
All hail the diaspora! the leaving, the mass exodus first to myspace, then to facebook, then everywhere else!
But one thing all those sites never had, could never replicate, was intimacy.
I was introduced to myotaku by a cousin, a fellow anime fan, a writer, a lover of horror movies and Samara sympathizer.
Somebody get me out of this well, out of this old TV screen; I'm tired of watching replays and living them.

"I don't want to be a diva. I just want to be free." Am I allowed to quote Brendon Urie on this website still? I don't know what to believe. But the line resonates

Be well
~Belinda

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Wednesday, January 12, 2022


   no matter what my haters say...
"As long as my bitches love me... I could give a fuck about no haters..."

Lil Wayne been singing electric in my head lately. I woke up to homeboy's kisses and left to his songs. He wasn't really there, but I'm a writer. I've always had one hell of a vision--an imagination? Perhaps. If it feels real and I'm the only one in the room, what's the difference?
was I ever a teacher?
I've had a classroom for almost a full year now. Moved from room 16 to room 17--a numerological promotion! haha
But was I ever a teacher?
My school went virtual. I went postal. Cosmic. Space cadet. It's always hard coming back to earth. I fall in love with the clouds.
but the work is on the ground and the show must go on

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