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Tuesday, March 4, 2014
I am a jack o lantern the day after Halloween.
Sacrificed all my guts for a single spectacle. Will anyone read? Will anyone remember? Anyone at all?
I am screaming into a bottomless chasm, waiting forever for a response that will never come. I am a passenger with a cancelled ticket waiting at the gate of a condemned airport for a plane that crashed years ago. I am a dying women on the floor of the emergency room waiting for my insurance to go through. I...need a fucking drink.
If you're with me, than meet me at my house. We'll make our poison to dehydrate ourselves.
I love you all.
Friday, February 7, 2014
Hatsu is a natsu name
I seem to be regressing back to 8th grade so I thought I'd come pour my heart out where I used to then.
"Comparing myself to everyone else around me." I need to get away. I am "just trippin'" as the song goes. Need to read that story, write my response. Be done.
But my brain is so dull and everything is so heavy. Maybe I just need a job. Not a vacation. My brain deteriorates over vacation. I overdo the rest and relaxation and cant think by the time I come back.
ya feel me, sistas? Brothas? Cousins? Fellow geniuses?
There just comes a time where you want to stay busy, but you're also sick to death of proving yourself.
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
I am a bout of twisting sickness chained to my bedroom. I ache to be above the velvety reach of Venus, inside the pretentious gray lectures of Athena, over the illogical screams and stabs of Mars. I want to be Iris.
With all that color there has to be answers somewhere. Right?
I can't remember whether ethos or pathos is the word I want. My memory sucks.
Read Wentzs book. It was depressing and deep and beautiful and possibly half ghost-written. Gave me a right charge.
All I can do is write, read, and feel. Don't know how ANYONE much less myself is supposed to market that but I guess I'll have to. Getting sick just thinking about it.
Featured Quiz Result:
coolness...I'm Rei she's my faveorite charicter....
Yay! I'm kaoru,I love kaoru...hmmmm,shes Kenshins love intrest...I wonder if a sexy Japanese sameri will ever fall in luv with me....
Wow...Shes my favorite character.ALL RIGHT!!^.^