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Thursday, July 28, 2022


   in a city full of rust...
not all the tarot cards or crystals in the world will replace a mother, resurrect a father. Jesus is still here amongst all my candles and alters. I don't celebrate mass the way they'd want me to, haven't touched a rosary in so long, but I breathe words and work into everything I touch, including old blogs, deserted websites.
All hail the diaspora! the leaving, the mass exodus first to myspace, then to facebook, then everywhere else!
But one thing all those sites never had, could never replicate, was intimacy.
I was introduced to myotaku by a cousin, a fellow anime fan, a writer, a lover of horror movies and Samara sympathizer.
Somebody get me out of this well, out of this old TV screen; I'm tired of watching replays and living them.

"I don't want to be a diva. I just want to be free." Am I allowed to quote Brendon Urie on this website still? I don't know what to believe. But the line resonates

Be well
~Belinda

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