Monday, April 14, 2008

and all my pretty make up

came off when i burst out crying in school. suzanne caught me on the way to the lockeroom, and soothed me until my mom came to get me. =[

Friday, April 11, 2008

i guess enough is enough

for 6 months, ever since we moved here. my dad has stayed in our old town, working and living with his ex wife. we haven't seen him since 4 months ago, cuz he works. now my parents are talking about divorce. =[

Thursday, April 10, 2008

im such a bitch

i'm pissed off and fuckin crying. i fuckin bitched out anika, all she wanted to do is talk. BUT WE TALK EVERYDAY! god wtf is wrong with me??

Friday, April 4, 2008

Please Read. Important.

The National Day of Silence brings attention to anti-LGBT name-calling, bullying and harassment in schools. This year’s event will be held in memory of Lawrence King, a California 8th-grader who was shot and killed Feb. 12 by a classmate because of his sexual orientation and gender expression. Hundreds of thousands of students will come together on April 25 to encourage schools and classmates to address the problem of anti-LGBT behavior. br />LGBT stands for Lesbian Gay Bisexual and Transgender

maru misses everyone here. so you can have maru's emails!! add me if you love me =] aisuru_maru@yahoo.com ooorrrr crazychibi@hotmail.com *chuu* miss ya maru-pyon~~

Monday, March 31, 2008

yay!

i got a 91% in my math test!!! math is hard ToT so don't tease me. my other grades are going up. ANI-CHAN MIGHT COME OUT FOR THE SUMMER!! YAY!!! ^O^ but mom says i have to pass all my classes =[ so i think i'm going to give up bible camp. then marina will come june 22 (my birthday) and leave in july. and anika will come after XDDD i ordered a book from school, so it should be comming in in a week or so. i forgot what it is called >__< the twilight series god, i love those books @.@ i'm a book whore ^.^ maru~

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

beauty

when i seriously ask people if i am pretty, the reply is "I think your gorgeous! you've got a beautiful face" but then i honestly wonder what do they see on me? i honestly can look at myself in the mirror and admit i am not pretty. i know i have low confidence, but i'm also an honest person. so when i ask you if you think i'm beautiful...will you reply with my looks or my personality? maru~

Monday, March 24, 2008

ToT

i'm so sad.... my heart hurts. why am i so depressed now? =[ maru

Sunday, March 23, 2008

   yay

yukii got on today. anika and i were very happy. so for a celebration i'm staying up late..lmfao it's sad when we have to celebrate when yukii gets on. my tummy hurts ToT maru-chan~

Friday, March 21, 2008

wonderland

its slushy here. the madhatters and i are dining inside care to join if you wish to leave?