Wednesday, August 13, 2008

KONBAWA!!

i went to my counselor today and we talked with my mom and such about devorce and my freedom. when we finished we went to the desk and had to make another appointment. so i was standing there and a man in a orange prison suit, handcuffs and feetcuffs walked by us. he was staring at me up and down. he was native american and bald, looked like he was in his 40s. i was liek <___< 0___0 >___> it was a little creepy. where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? 1. in the middle of the atlantic ocean 2. scary shit, bloody murderer, ugly witch -maru-

Monday, August 11, 2008

9 days left...

>=[ what is the point of periods for me? i'm never going to have children! ehhh the medicine the docs gave me for cramps is making me drousy now. -blasts to dir en grey- pretty rain! i love rain ^o^ ...but now my TV lost its signal...oh well i wasn't watching it. ..... wth? lmfao i'm extremely bored right now...i might just go to sleep. where is ani-chan?? we have been drifting apart...although that is most likely my fault. -maru-

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Sakura...sakura...maichiru hana ni

MUSIC: myv, JPN Pride DRINKING: milk LOVING: ani-chan on my period now. almost had a middle aged man see me in my underwear and black top while i was running to get a tampon...but i think his 12 year old boy did >__< I HAVE MY COMPUTER BACK YESSSS!!! ^o^ and he added shit to it so its liek super fast and awesome. we also have new speakers now i can blast to disturbed...at least until mom yells at me to turn it down. school starts the 20th ToT i got only 2 pairs of pants cuz i hate the tight-ass emo pants. i prefer chained tripp pans with ripped shirts. but we don't have much money right now. THANK YOU THOSE WHO COMMENT! you make me feel loved. -kiss- -maru-

Friday, August 8, 2008

maru-addiction!!

read from RIGHT to LEFT (opposite basically) tomorrow we're going school shopping! i'm so fucking terrified of starting school =[ i'll be in 11th grade, but at least this is my last year for p.e cuz in my old school my credits counted up differently. our p.e teacher is a BITCH, NO ONE likes her (even the teachers >__>) i miss my daddy =[ i'm hurt that he chose to stay in that other town with the job he loves. but he still calls me every day...EVERY-FUCKING-DAY...haha i'm crushing on a manga/anime character Shinichi from nana. he's a moonlight manwhore, 100,000 yen a night which is $1,000 a night. >=D sexy punk that necklace is a lighter. he needs a smoke awww (he's the one on my new dp ^^) he smokes and drinks too. -maru-

Thursday, August 7, 2008

hummzzzies

jackie is...relaxing. papers fallen and stuffed, and she slouched big time. she told me how with my talking and talking to my mom how she thinks since i'm her only child she has issues of letting me go. (also from no liscense, no job, not able to dye my hair) since i'm going shopping with gramma soon i think i wanna buy a cheap throw-away camera. then i can take pics of me to my friends...since mine is broken =\ If you had to be handcuffed to someone you didn't like for a week with no key, what would be the worst situation to be in without being able to leave their side?? my answer: them taking a shit, i mean who would have sex with someone handcuffed to them.....yukii-.- -maru-

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

YAY!!

i can post on myotaku!! i commented people who i saw posted. tomorrow i have to see my new psychiatrist thingy...(spell check)...her name is jackie. this one man had to confirm that i needed to see a counselor, his name was Jim Klinkenbeard...I'M SERIOUS. and he's a specialist in my area, he costs 535 dollars an hour...i'm liek DAYUUUUM. he is REALLY good though, he's smart and down to earth. (he offered to be my counselor.) he spoke about my depression and we decided letting down each month, so it'll be about 4 months before i'm off. my mom is telling me how i look so cute cuz i just got outta the shower and i'm in my pjs..and it's only 2pm >_____> BYEBYE MY DEARS!!! *chuu* -maru-

Sunday, August 3, 2008

i am very sorry

my computer has this STUPID anti-virus shit and until i can get it removed it will not let me open the comments box. i can neither read nor give out comments =[ i had to rely on sam-chan to copy and paste the comments from the last post to me. =[ -maru-

Friday, August 1, 2008

rot in your stupidity

1. went to the doctors, she agreed with me lowing my antidepressants to a none. 2. went to humane services and set up an appointment for this thursday. 3 we went food shopping afterwards (i've been up since 3am....) GUESS WHAT?! i'm gonna make..... ...... ........ ......... PEANUT BUTTER CAKE!! zomg yesh i noez, yummerz if you could be any type of fruit, what would you choose? i would be the queen coconut! tough harder shell surrounding the yummy sweetness =3 oi oi oi i read the vampire knight manga up to liek 41 (where her artemis rod turns into a wicked scythe!). does anyone know if that is the end?!?!? PLZ tell maru! T^T -maru-

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

the answer is

at first it seems like a paradox - if everything you say is a lie, then the statement is true. but then if this statement is true, then you've said something that isn't a lie. So everything you say ISN'T a lie. So the statement is false. PWNED >=D |\|00|3 -sigh- I AM NICKNAMELESS. none of my friends can find me any =[ Anika has choco-chan...eden lolli-chan...mayuki neko-chan. all with meaning behind them. maru has none u__u ANIKA NEEDS TO STOP SIGNING IN ON MY MYO BETCH! -maru~chan-

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

NOW USE YOUR BRAIN

riddle: if i say "everything i tell you is a lie," am i telling you the truth or a lie? you must know that i am not this hyper in person ^^ ask ani, she thought i was 12 for real. I GIVE YOU SMEXI MAN Hyde, used to be in L'arc, now in band Vamps. he has a very sexy voice. i live in central America. we had a major storm and lots of tornado warnings, i was scared =[ time to go play sonic! -maru-