Birthday • 1992-11-13 Gender •
Male Location • In my attic Member Since • 2007-04-21 Occupation • hmm? Hard ta say, uh, guess a screwed kid trying to make it through high school Real Name • Strawberry Miyavi
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Achievements • Not goin to jail for kickin my bro's ass, and not dying from several heart attacks and not being killed by my older brother Anime Fan Since • A long time, maybe since birht? Favorite Anime • Nana, Ouran High School Host Club, Godchild, Prince of Tennis, Beyblade, Digimon, KH/KH2, Final Fantasy Goals • Make it big in the showbiz world! Hobbies • Singing, writing, playing drums, guitar, bass, keyboard, ect... Talents • all of the above in hobbies, being able to live!
myOtaku.com: Strawberry Miyavi
Konnichiwa! Nice ta meet ya, I am Strawberry Miyavi, ya better be nice here, or else, cuz dude, I gots some strict rules here!
1. Don't PM me unless ya know me! (as in signed my GB)
2. No bitchy comments
3. Don't diss me and my fav artist!
4. Don't think my rules are dumb cuz I don't like be harrassed by random people.
Understood? Good, ya better think before ya open ya trap!
If there was nothing left to say...
Then I probably would not be updating this journal. :D
Shasta's puppies turned a month old on the third, and usually it means that on the third of next month I'll have to find em new homes. But that ain't happening, I own this property, there's plenty of room for em and plenty of room for em to run, so I see no problems. :D
Sitka is the oldest and she gets really annoyed with Denahi and Kenai, for a small, one month old puppy she sure knows how to put those boys in their place. Denahi is the second oldest and he seems to pick on Kenai quite a lot... You'd think with Kenai being the third born he'd pick on Winter, but nah, he's protective of her and doesn't let the other puppies bully her. :) Just like his grandmother Soporis.
One of the weirdest things happened last night, I was getting ready for bed and I hear whining outside and then I hear Shasta barking, so I thought I left her outside so I go and check, well she was in the living room by the door. I opened the door and there was a little gray kitten sitting on the porch crying. The poor thing looked so sick and cold, so I brought it in and fed it and now... Shasta's babying it like it's one of her puppies. I called Josh and told him what happens and so we've decided to keep the poor thing. We're calling her Mika, after a good friend of ours. :)
I've been doodling a lot lately, and seeing as I've lost my sketchpad I've been using my notebook... damn lined-paper. *pouts* But hey, I got a lot of doodles, lol I love that word. XD
Sao called me recently to help her, she needs a song for her book and asked if I could contribute and so I did. :) I think it's a good song, Sao loves it and that's good enough for me. :D
Home sick...
Yup, I'm home sick today. Curse my anemia. I guess I'm just prone to illness, eh? Probably right on that one XD But I guess its a good thing I'm home today, cuz Shasta and the pups need watchin. We got four little angels, two boys and two girls, all of each color: 1 black/white, 1 red/white, 1 gray/white, and 1 all white. :aww: The little black and white boy is the spitting image of Shasta, and we've started calling him Denali, the little red boy we've started callin Kenai, and the gray girl we're calling Sitka, and Josh decided to name the white girl Winter. Hahah she's the only one with a normal sounding name, poor baby, but she's special so I love her. :3
So my brother Yatsu called me yesterday with some 'extreme news!' and you'd think with it being him he found like a nickel or something on the ground, but no... it was actually extreme news. Him and my best friend Lizzie are gettin married... :O Dude, that is extreme. And they're coming to stay with me and Josh for spring break, too bad Jewel can't come visit... haven't seen my triplet in forever. But he's busy with his daughter and trying to sort things out with his boyfriend who no one has seen since March of last year. Lord only knows where he went...
Speaking of siblings, Vicious' wife Audra had the baby last month, a little boy they named Hiroki, and guess what else? Audra is pregnant again. XD Vicious and Audra are so far turning out like meh parents XD just watch they'll have twenty some odd kids by the time they're thirty! XD I probably shouldn't pick fun at this. Oh well.
Well, Shasta's whining again so better get off and see what she wants.
Reply to alphonse13:
lol well of course I'm alive, I wouldn't want to say I'm dead when I'm actually quite alive. XD
Yup! Four little angels, all of em look like their mum, specially Denali.
Yeah, I don't get what's so wrong with it, I mean I could be just like them and make a huge scene for them dating the oppisote gender. XD But that would get me nowhere, except the mental home. XD Eh, true, best to take the highroad and ignore their shit.
I know, I got alot of patients with em, and it humors me to see them act like they know everything when they don't and in the end everyone always tells em how stupid they look. I have two brothers who do in fact know everything so... yeah XD
*hug*
I hate school and I hate work.
Okay, so I'm not dead. But I will apologize for my absence, between work and school I barely have time to breathe, I'm not in school today cuz Shasta had her puppies and I'm making sure they're all okay. I'm kinda glad I have to take care of em... it means no work or school today, yay...
School: Sucks. No one really gave a damn about me and Josh when we first started school, they just ignored us. Till they realized we were together, now all anyone does is mock us and whatnot. I swear I am very close to busting their skulls open... Josh keeps telling me if I do not to hit a girl, I dun't see why, I've done it before. Then again it was Kira so technically it wasn't a girl... Well now I see his point.
Work: Is a bitch. There are five workers including me and I'm the only one that handles the sells and helps a costumer find what they're looking for, all any of them wanna do is stand around acting like retards. And almost everyday a bunch of poser-brats come in and almost start a fight with me cuz they think they know everything about guitars and drums, well I'm sorry to burts their bubble, but they don't. I've been raised around music, learned every instrument and mastered it, I think I know what I'm talking about...
And, sorry Saora, I didn't mean to wake you up early, I was trying to call Lizzie, but Josh kept trying to take the phone away so I ended up accidently calling you... Sorry, Sao, it won't happen again, I promise.
I guess I should get going, Shasta keeps whinning at me...
Here we are again...
Well Tuesday when I came home and couldn't find Josh anywhere I called the police station to file a missing persons report... and of course they made me come down there, sadly I don't have a care, so I had to walk and its frickin cold out here in Maine. Well when I got there he asked me what my relationship was to Josh and I said I was his boyfriend, he gave me this look that clearly stated he's a homophob so he made me talk to a different officer (who's gay).
After telling him all the important stuff he drove me home and told me he'd call if they found him. So I went inside and curled up on the couch with Shasta, crying like a frickin idiot and fell asleep.
Woke up yesterday morning and no sign of Josh... I spent the entire morning at home worrying about him, I would've gone into work but my boss said I needed to stay home incase they found Josh. I called my dad and told him what was going on... he seemed pretty worried and so did Candy.
I ended up walking around town all day long, I dropped by Kitten's foster home to visit him, I didn't stay long since I was feeling shitty... and then I did the same as I did Tuesday evening, went home, cried, and fell asleep.
I dunno how late it was but it was pretty damn late when Kent (the officer I talked to) called and said I needed to come down to the hospital. So in the middle of the night, in the cold, I had to walk to the hospital, which is a lot further than the police station. When I got there Kent told me Josh had got jumped... he's fine, just a few minor injuries, like a broken wrist. I also found out that Kent's partner was the doctor who was taking care of Josh, they've been together fifteen years! Wow, that's longer than most of my parents' marriages last.
So Josh is at home with me, he's sleeping right now which is good cuz he needs some rest. I'm gonna go fix Josh some lunch.
Life only throws the worst at me...
Okay, so we officially moved into the cabin two days ago, I got hired at a music store, I get to sell records and guitars. That's probably the best place for me to work, and as for Josh, he works at my great Uncle's farm. And cuz of mine and Josh's high grades and high IQs the school decided to graduate us early, tho we have to go back for graduation in May. Josh and I were supposed to have been in a second year of college but we decided to just go back and finish up high school...
Anywayz, last night Josh and I were talking about our future together, he wants us to get married and adopt... but I'm not sure that's what I want to do. I don't really like the idea of marriage thanks to my parents' hopeless marriages... and I'm not sure I want kids... So were started to argue about it, Josh got mad and stormed out of here...
I went to bed, thinking he'd be home when I woke up and life would just go one like it always would... but no. I woke up and he wasn't home, I called his cell and no answer, and then the worry hit. I've been trying to call him all day and haven't got any answer from him...
This is one reason why I hate being in a relationship... I swore I'd never be weak or pathetic for anyone, that no one could ever break my sheild and get inside... well obviously that didn't work out cuz Josh got passed my sheild, I've been crying and worrying about him all day... What if something happened to him? I don't know what I'd do without Josh, I really don't... I'm so scared of loosing him. He's the only person I've ever truly loved and if something happened to him.....
I dunno what to do. If he doesn't show up soon I'm callin the police... damn regret keeps seeping through the sorrow... The last words we spoke to each other were horrible and if something happened to him the last thing I told him was he was a selfish ass... Now I feel like shit... I'm gonna go look for him, but I needed to get this out... so yeah...
Home sick... 
Life only throws the worst at me...