Mood: Hot
Date: 2:03PM 6/5/08 (DMY)
I'm still sick, I stayed home yesterday and got out of school today after first peroid. I felt so bad I just wanted to go home so I called my mom and she took me to the doctor. They gave me medicine but I'm getting flustered because I called applebees and told them I couldn't come in tonight because I was contageous and I had no idea who I was talking to, they didn't sound familar at all but they were like "well sorry you've got to find your own replacement." I don't have numbers or anything so he gives me numbers of people that don't nessarly like me...
1) Do you think computers will eventually replace most people's jobs? Even artists? (to be continued tomorrow)
2) What is the most sick you've ever been?
3) (If you take the time to do this, you'll laugh your ass off, I promise)Yesterday James had this song on his page (a piano form) called caramelldansen. I liked the piano version but I didn't know the original so I looked it up on youtube. It's nuts if you've heard it-
Today for questions three is three videos. Which do you think is the most hilarous? They're all relatively short and if you continue to play number three after the caramelldansen song I am not being held responsible for and brain damage..
If you don't want to read this that's fine i just talk to get anger out of me... if you want to go to Jaedior.com for the questions go ahead.. Click Here
I'm not judging today, this is long and i know it...
This won't take you straight to jaedior today. I can't write this on there because I have people I know in real life that visit there and you have to watch what you say sometimes...
i didn't go to school today. I was too exhausted.
I worked yesterday at 11:30. I got a little frustrated because we had three hosts and one of them was training. She'd been training for two weeks.. why on earth did she need that much so while I was running the door sara got mad because the training girl was supposed to be doing the door. Well.. she didn't even know how to do it. I tried to tell her some tricks and they were just like "we got it- just go buss tables". which to me felt like them saying "you don't even know what you're doing so get out of here piece of trash" I wasn't at all happy. Kara told me it wasn't my job to buss tables (I understand when there's 3 hosts that one should be) but I'm not the type that likes to do that..
So I didn't go near the two of them all morning. When it got to be 2:00 I was supposed to be cut and instead the trainee was.. I was even more mad because she got there at 12:00 so she's supposed to be cut last. I wasn't given special privledges when I was training... "training".
Later after they were cut they just sat at the bar and it bothered me because when I sit there everyone's like "you're too young to be sitting at the bar" but the new girl is younger then me and no one's said shit to her..
So I'm standing up there by myself and Jessica-rich comes up there. She has all of the smoking section and there's only one table in it. "Oh can you please buss off...51...52..53...54...55.. and the 40's? Thanks" she does this all the time. So i'm like "Why am I doing this?" she was just going outside to take a smoke break... she has the time to buss her tables herself.
So I didn't do it then she finally did it herself. She came up to me and she's like "I ASKED YOU TO DO ONE SIMPLE THING BUT NO YOU GAVE ME A SMARTASS REMARK AND TALKED BACK TO ME? TELL ME DO YOU RELY ON THE $4 YOU GET PAID OR THE TIP OUT FROM THE SERVERS? OUT OF MY HARD EARNED MONEY?" I told her I didn't actually care about money and i was just there for expierence... I never say i'm rich... even if it is true but i like earning what i have and having a job makes me feel like I do. so she blew up and i kept cool, she was the little immature brat that went and told everyone in the whole resturant and I just stayed up front doing what i was hired to do.
Carol came up there and said she shouldn't have done that and it was his job to if he thought nessary. He knows i'm quitting and could care less at the moment so he let me do expo today and i liked it. it was cool but i had to go back up to the front for the second shift.
Once j-rich and everyone left it was so much better. I just work better on my own, it's hard to work with other people that try to do their own thing..
Nicole, Keith, robin, and melanie were working so that was nice, they are all really good servers and very nice to me.
I gave keith and robin a paper crane at the end of the night. I felt bad for everyone though. We had a lot of "canadians" (people that don't tip... assumed black people but i am not racist so don't look at me!)
When i was cut i was sitting at the bar drawing around 10:00 at night.. there were these people there, i think the girl was a litttttle drunk... but the guys were cute. they thought i was 18 so the blonde haired one kept talking to me... nope 16 here... i know i don't look it just because i don't have friends my age.
they saw the drawing and told me i should probably to tattoos for people... only problem is i'm not a tattoo fan. they are just weird to me. but i gave them the Jaedior address and then left.
couldn't sleep last night i was so mad and stayed up till 2am... probably later but when my mom woke me up the clock said 1:41pm... *gulps* i don't remember the alarm going off at all. I'm like what time is it? "7:30. get up-" i whined and she let me stay home but i really am feeling very sick. I can't stop coughing. oh well.... Comments (0) |
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Today I felt weird when I got up but still went to school as normal. I felt like I was going to throwup all day but it wasn't my stomach that was bothering me. I am still not exactly sure what it was that was making me feel so bad but as it went on i noticed it got to being my throat too. ...yup once again I am catching strep probably. I normally get it 3 times a yeah and I hate it to death. Last time I went to the doctor they nearly killed me giving me this 'extra medicine, incase' (BAH). I took it like average then lied down and got on the computer. and in no time I was getting very drowsy but i couldn't keep myself awake and I couldn't breathe after awhile. I will never take that stuff again for what it put me through.
Tonight at work was the worst time I've had. People kept blaming me for everything and people that are coming in the door are staring at me expecting me to take them somewhere and I was told I'm not allowed to seat tables because I screw it up.
Well Bren wouldn't tell me what her rotation was and I couldn't figure it out watching her... She kept jumping all over the place. people shouted at me "Menu counts!!!!" "SEAT ME" "STOP SEATING ME" "buss my table-" and by the way i'm not their damn buss boy, that's the waitress' job not mine! "take this to-" "SLOW DOWN" that one i got most of the night "Stand up" When we were dead slow..
I was in tears by the end of the night. My boss was always repremanding me and I couldn't do anything right. You know, I can't walk because of my right foot right now, I hurt it, and right when I walk in the door. I mean RIGHT when i walk it, bren handed me 10 tables to sit, 4 to buss and I can't do all of that. I got back to her and told her "Hey i can't run around and do your chores for you all night while you sit up here doing nothing." she got a little pissed off and later carol told her to take a break. He does not ever tell anyone to take a break. we do not get breaks...
What was wrong with her? She's miss fabulous and because she's stressed out the world's got to stop for her. Myself.. I can't walk very fast, I can barley talk because i was losing my voice, everyone's screaming at me because I don't know what's going on and no one will tell me. It took me near an hour to get control of everyone. I told my mom tonight and she told me i was quitting. They don't treat me right, they don't pay me right, and so on and so fourth...
Questions:
1) How many jobs have you had?
2) Are you assertive?
3) You're in your house and you see someone standing in the corner. They don't talk very much within the time you get to know them and when ever someone in your family passes by you they don't notice that person. No one can see him but you. What do you do?
You guys are terrible at answering number 3 on the qustions... No one comes up with a good statement. I mean yesterday everyone's answer was "oh they wouldn't do that" ... yeah that's why i put the word "if" infront of the question...
Mood: Intimidated
Date: ---- 2/5/08 (DMY)
I have never once in my life ever given into peer pressure with people my age. I know what it's like to go 7 years without a single friend. I know what it's like to have friends that think you don't belong with them and yeah that's true.. I'm not like any one. I don't belond to a group, i stray from each one, a little like one and a little like the other.
Once I moved here I stuck with one group to try to make myself stay with people so I would have good friends not just "Hey i know you-".
I was invited to a bon fire last night and yeah it was a lot of fun. It was for Katie and mel's birthday. So I was going to meed brittney at the Piggly Wiggly to follow her because I didn't know where it was. Well she pulled beside me and I rolled down the window and she starts laughing because I have to roll them down by hand. Nothing in my car is electric... a lot of it doesn't even work and it's an '02 with 100,000 miles on it already. I felt like crap all night because my car... does suck even if i love it because I have one. But the people I hang out with, a lot of them are ... 'well off'. if you're understanding me. New cars.. huge houses.. etc. I'm not exactly pretty in my opinion, i don't care about guys, i just do not fit in for some reason and I really want to.
Questions:
1) Have you ever given into peer pressure? if so what about?
2) Do you drive a car and are you satisfied with it?
3) Your 'bestfriend' or 'husband' or 'boyfriend' suddenly decides to kill you. You're in your home with them for two hours before someone will come home and save you- Where do you hide so that this person doesn't find you for a total of two hours?
I have never once in my life ever given into peer pressure with people my age. I know what it's like to go 7 years without a single friend. I know what it's like to have friends that think you don't belong with them and yeah that's true.. I'm not like any one. I don't belond to a group, i stray from each one, a little like one and a little like the other.
Once I moved here I stuck with one group to try to make myself stay with people so I would have good friends not just "Hey i know you-".
I was invited to a bon fire last night and yeah it was a lot of fun. It was for Katie and mel's birthday. So I was going to meed brittney at the Piggly Wiggly to follow her because I didn't know where it was. Well she pulled beside me and I rolled down the window and she starts laughing because I have to roll them down by hand. Nothing in my car is electric... a lot of it doesn't even work and it's an '02 with 100,000 miles on it already. I felt like crap all night because my car... does suck even if i love it because I have one. But the people I hang out with, a lot of them are ... 'well off'. if you're understanding me. New cars.. huge houses.. etc. I'm not exactly pretty in my opinion, i don't care about guys, i just do not fit in for some reason and I really want to.
Questions:
1) Have you ever given into peer pressure? if so what about?
2) Do you drive a car and are you satisfied with it?
3) Your 'bestfriend' or 'husband' or 'boyfriend' suddenly decides to kill you. You're in your home with them for two hours before someone will come home and save you- Where do you hide so that this person doesn't find you for a total of two hours? Comments (0) |
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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Mood: Loved
Date: 12:00AM 30/4/08 (DMY)
I keep forgetting to update so people will know- >_
It was a long post saying how special you guys were <.< it got sappy- no one wanted to read it anyway. Thank you Chachi for reading it though lol
Well today it is very cold and I'm freezing at the moment, eating sunflower seeds scanning some more artwork. There is another artwork I've submitted in but I do not like it and plan to redo it for James. I think I was just concentrating too much on it and wasn't free enough because to me it looks too structured. However I do have a new one which I'll have up in a few minutes.
The winner of the best response to the question yesterday was Kytes with the wonderful answer of "If it isn't trying to eat me, I'd take it outside and Rule The World with it! Muhaha! It'll be like Resident evil, cept with tiny fuzzy zombies XD" to my question.
Questions:
1) Do you prefer Hot or Cold?
2) What is something you obsess with? (Talim I need no answer from you)
3) If you could do one thing before you died what would it be?
Hey guys,
Very tired, I so want to go back to sleep but I'm at school haha
I have to work tonight so I'll be back late to visit everyone for today. Why does it seem like weekends are so dead here?
I don't have anything to say saddly..
Questions- - -
1) What do you plan to do for a career?
2) Do you have a job now?
3) If your pet turned into a zombie and no one believed you what would you do? Comments (0) |
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
I should never be allowed to see movies. I went to see 21 finally and if anyone remembers what happened when I went to see WAR where I felt like I was a yakuza hitman running down mainstreet with an AK-47 for two weeks- same type of thing's happening now.
I know other people do that too but it sticks to me for some reason. Eh it's a good thing I know I have no luck so I wouldn't bother gambeling even if I could.
I remember being on a cruise ship once and I was playing Black Jack. I was the only one without a single chip at the end of the game out of around 10 people.
If you have yet to see 21 I would recomend it. It's a good movie but you have to have a pretty good passion for math to really understand it. Even if you don't, it's still fairly good. Comments (0) |
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