Sunday, September 23, 2007

Mood: Loved
Date: 3:12pm Sunday 9/23/07

Okay so about a week lol That's not bad. I know I haven't been around and it takes me 4 days or more to get to your guys sites for the ones that comment. Sorry about that lol
I just don't have the time anymore. I know know what i'm saying really. I'm always here, you guys are so awesome.

Today I didn't know what I felt. I just felt Okay... not mad.. or blank. It's weird. Like nothing matters today. Nothing is wrong nothing is great but you just feel great when nothing's wrong. lol

I went to see the movie War yesterday-


That has to be the most kickass movie (not including Die Hard 3) that I have seen EVER. Just the ending was a little "ehhh" That movie had everything. Cars, bikes, swords, asians... i'm sure there was a mexican in there too somewhere.
The cars were incredible. They had two fararii Enzo's. Those cars cost somewhere between 3,000,000 and 5,000,000 a piece. All of the guys were hot, all of the explosions were kickass... #1 reason why guys join the army too-
It's rated R.. probably for the violence. There wasn't that much bad language and there was a few bad... (not meaning violence) scenes but that's pretty much promissed in an R rated movie.

Over all i recomend you see it unless you take movies to heart and believe they're real... like me. Bad habbit. I still feel like i'm a Yakuza hitman running down main street with an AK-47. *nods satisfied* No i'm not crazy... i'm mental.

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In other news:
• I tried to add more music, if you have any songs that you think would math the theme tell me them so i can add them. lol
• I added a chatbox to the bottom of the page. I'm there talking to friends a lot so if you feel like talking sometimes just scroll down but don't be freaked out there's a few insane people *coughs* dark... chase... blood... syal... stevo... meme... oh no wait she's not crazy- lol

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Comments Back: twilight samurai- don't worry about it lol i actually commented you on a saturday because i couldn't get to you on friday. xblood- gotta love spirited away and the cute as hell sootballs(sp?) Roberto24- who are you? akebaneamino- lol yeah the pictures are of hikaru guddosyal- you were very hyper that day weren't you? lol Ms. Sunday- i miss you too! lol seriously, your page is always so cool! xD Magnus Lensherr- we've really got to stop playing tag so much! lol we keep losing contact with eachother! *hugs* good to see you again! bonitachika792- i was thinking about photography but yeah... i would probably be better as an architect

Avi of the day: #107

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

Mood: Sleepy
Date: Saturday 9/15/07


KeTcHuP post^-^

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Quick and Simple:
• I'm still working on getting to the people that commented yesterday. If you did comment yesterday I'll still be coming by.. and if you comment today again.. then i'll figure out what to do when that time comes lol

• Way too much drama lately, so i'm posting in the morning so nothing has happened to ruin the day yet lol.

Photos:

These are all pictures of downtown Charleston's Waterfront park. Personally love being there. Personally can never find a parking place to get there.









Priview?
I'm not showing you guys much! xD
but I had a new idea for a theme. Well two really. I've been working on this for two weeks already and am no where near done so i expect another two weeks or so out of it again. But to show you the main image, i think i could do that.... lol

Comments Back: akebaneamino- *wishes to give you a hug* lol bonitachika792- I died laughing when you said "it's like the movies" haha! yeah actually that's true. Almet- aweee... I wanted to use the superpowers. PinkChii009- "If she hates you so much, and you hate her so much, shouldn't your dad care enough to divorce her? Children come first. Is he retarded?" ...*coughs* sex.. *coughs again* hmm sorry i must have choked on something. Le kun- asking me why there's always drama is like asking you why do i never get to see you anymore! lol I do like flowers... *looks around at page* i love sunflowers haha You're not useless! ;_; >> No I don't want money or gifts or swords(?). I want a hug. lol Ahh they don't even have to worry about kicking me out, lol i'll be gone. lordsesshomaru- damn it would you be a commedian already?! *dies laughing for the 200th time* knightwolfgirl- haha i'll ask the police to drug test and alchohol test her first! lmfao master hiko- for now the whole don't comment after a day of the post doesn't really apply for the moment. on and to your comment "and your dad needs to grow some balls(no offence)" none offence taken and he lost them when he married laura. But then again who wouldn't turn gay when they saw her. Auska-104- *pokes the penguin*

Avi of the day: #106

(I'm saving 105 for a Monday if I ever post on one lol)
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Friday, September 14, 2007

Mood: Blank
Date: Friday 9/14/07; 3:41 PM


Commenting-
• I can't visit sites today but I will get to you when I can. So I will be visiting sites over the next few days for those whom comment.

Drama 411:

You guys seem to enjoy drama. Well that is how the news works too strangly. Most people know girls sort of come with drama... somegirl.. I should like it but I don't.
You can pretty much headline this story and "Jade soon arested."
Bah... if you haven't already guessed, my stepmother tried to get me arrested. This was all fun and games last night.

See my two friends came over and we're chilling and having fun then later I go to give them a ride home and i'm walking towards the car and trip over the hose my dad left out, screwed up my foot (not ankel) to hell. I took them home and come back and laura's screaming to my father about all of the bogus stuff we were doing. How we were running throughout the house... and ton of crap... which we did do she just wasn't home when we did it so it was obvious she was making it up. So later I go to eat dinner. I ate something small in the kitchen and dad gets pissed off because I wouldn't come in the living room to eat. Well I can hardly walk. I honestly didn't want to go sit in the living room for a second then have to get right back up. So he starts screaming about how I didn't have my friends under control... blah blah and how he wants me homework done before any friends come over again... (How that's supposed to work idk)
Well I get fed up and start walking out of the room. Miss slut is standing in the doorway watching dad yell at me, she gets a lot of pleasure out of that and then just denys it. So she won't let me past so i shove past her. Now I can hardly walk if she wanted to all she had to do was push me hard enough and i'd probably fall. i so just shove past her and she puts her arm out so block me so i push it aside and she sceams and yells "Don't you touch me" then goes crying to my dad "Did you see what she did to me!?" then claims later I left eight bruises on her. So she goes to call the police and Idk what happened after that because I just left and they never showed up.
Later dad said if I touched her again that she was going to call the police and I would be arrested on grounds of assult. I swear this is so stupid... I can't hardly walk and i'm going to jail for assult because my stepmother has an active imagination and drinks a lot.
Dad keeps forcing us together but if he keeps doing this i'll kill her. and she knows it.. She think's i'm planning to take fist fights and escilate it to knives and guns... then i'm sure it'll be superpowers- *nods satisfied*

Today I still can't walk. I don't even know what's going on tonight- like where i'm staying. I'm supposed to be staying at the house alone but dad might have changed his mind and i heard a rumor i'm going to my mom's house in lexington for awhile... which i don't want to do either. I just want to stay home.

Avi of the day: #104


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Friday, September 7, 2007

Mood: Sick
Date: 4:58 Firday 9/7/07



Still sick, today it was like a plague though. I can't miss any days of school. (Won't let myself unless i'm dying pratically)

Second peroid: I about died in French class. We had a huge test, I didn't understand any of it so I will not be surprised if i fail that thing. I don't honestly care anymore. That class is WAY too hard.
So after the test I went to the nurse's office and asked for advil or sudifed. They can't give out sudifed... Then she goes to give me advil but sees that the forms that your parrents are supposed to sign and crap saying you can take pills- that wasn't signed because my father wouldn't sign it because my mom was listed before him(She still has primary custody of me which is why I put her first). So they couldn't give me anything- I called him because they would let me do that and get premission that way but then... his phone was off.

5th peroid: Drawing and painting (Art 2) Killed me with a murder headache. These losers.. i'm not being racist but it was a blackguy messing with this girl the entire time and constantly slamming things on the table. I wanted to scream "Would you shut up." So I kept imagining doing that in my head and seeing what everyone's reaction would be. Would have been funny. The teacher let me sleep though. I'm pretty much ahead of most of the people. We're drawing tesselations, not the boring geometry kind, the art ones. i've done a lot of artwork in those classes, i'm thinking of showing you guys some of them.

Then we had a pepralley and when our step team started stepping.... wow that was fun, lol

Soulja Boy up in it oh!
Watch Me Crank It
Watch Me Roll
Watch Me Crank Dat Soulja Boy,
that Super Man Dat Ohhhhhhh---
*looks at everyone staring*
...yes I know the song
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...yes I know the dance shut up >D

The bad and upsetting:
A friend asked me for a ride home and I give Aaron a ride home too. Well most people know I like Aaron, like we're close and everything and hang out a lot out of school but we're not pronounced boyfriend and girlfriend you know. Just sort of hanging out. Soo sophie gets in the car with me and she KNOWS I like Aaron. but this is what she says...
"hey Aaron... so what do you think of Lindsay?(one of my bestfriends)" and she sits there and tires to hook Aaron up with Lindsay. Wtf... how could she do that? She knows...i mean she knows i like Aaron. and Lindsay and Aaron don't go together at all. So... yeah. I didn't say anything and was quiet for the dive home then took her home and everything. I didn't say anything to her about that but I just don't see how she could do something like that.

Avi of the day: #103


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Thursday, September 6, 2007

Mood: Stressed
Date: 5:01 Thursday 9/6/07

[EDIT] SIGN OFF 9:18: I will not visit any pages after Lordsesshomaru unless I will get to them in the morning[/EDIT]

... This feels so weird talking after everything. Omm guys.... please ignore the last few days that I had updated. I would very much appretiate it if you would erase all of that from your heads and stuff. Many moments of weekness...

I'm having a very bad 'month'. Not just day. Not just week.. but month.
*sighs* There is way too much going on and I keep getting sicker and sicker with each passing day it seems. What isn't fair is as soon as I get better I'm hit again with something else and am back to being sick. Not like cold sick either...

Well my two friends were supposed to come over today but backed out at the last minute so i'm here by myself -_-. Very sad for some reason...

I feel like I have a headcold right now, so I bought hot chocolate for the morning to make me feel better. I have to work tomorrow but depending on how I feel depends on if I do. It would be bad if I didn't work. Two reasons mainly. The girl that would have to fill in for me doesn't get along with the girl that's working that night also... main reason because the girl that would fill in for me is a little bit of a snot and is trying to take the other girls job which I will not let happen.

I'm not going to try to kill you with words today even though this is sort of long now so I'm going to go. See ya,
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Wednesday, September 5, 2007

I am Ae no more
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Thursday, August 30, 2007

Mood: EVERYTHING!
Date: 8/30/07

I'm not visiting sites.

Okay, now that that is out of the way....
This is just to let you know for the past 5 years that i've been taunted... dealt with... had to tolerate... and all of this bullshit I've been given to by my Bitchass stepmother... is finally gone and over.

I Don't know at all what came over me but I was so tried of this so I lost it and beat her up. That was the best 30 seconds of my life before my father broke it up. Everything... and no kidding, everything! everything i felt and other people felt and just revenge went straight through me and into my hands. I couldn't think or do anything just cause her as much pain as she's caused me. And for some reason to my surprise...... she is weak. But i don't know why i'm surprised at that.
Anyway- Don't worry I did it perfectly legal. I'm not going to jail. I'm not that stupid so technically every thing's put on her fault even though she just ended up getting her ass handed to her.

I will tell the story.... and my freezer plays a huge role in this. Good freezer....

I walked in from work and went to put my food away in the fridge then noticed the freezer door was open which was why all the ice melted together. This always happens because someone leaves the door open. So I just plainly state to dad that "someone left the freezer open, just letting you know." I went to my room and there laura is behind me when i'm walking talking up a storm already. I get to my room and hear the line "first thing... she walks in the door and already has a bitchy attitude" Now here is where i get lost. I have no idea what came over me... She'd called me a bitch before, wouldn't be the first time but I just didn't care anymore and was debating in myself to walk in there and punch is right in the mouth and walk out. I knew that would never work though because i'd be at fault. so i walk in there and was like "i didn't say you left the freezer open i just said it was open"
Laura: what?! don't you back talk me! you are such a brat!
Me: .... right
Laura: you need to grow up!
Me: and you're near 50, i think you're the one that needs to grow up.
I'm keeping my voice pretty calm at this point but on inside i'm shaking i could feel because i was just doing something i knew was right for once. i was just too scared to before.
So i go over to the fridge to get something to drink and the freezer's open again.... i shut it then realize somethings in the way which is why when someone slams it that it pops open... so i start to fix it by moving a few things.. dad comes in and thanks me for fixing it and she's behind me and suddenly grabs my arm and tries to pull me back forcefully..














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perfect...... legal... pure legal. she is intoxicated and she is touching me and using force. Perfect right to self defence.. all i did was just test her a little and get her started by putting my arm up in front of her and forcing her back a little and of course she comes at me again trying to slap me and push me. That was it i was free to do whatever i wanted. I slammed her into the wall then let her push me back into the fridge.... mind your surroundings... the freezer door was open and i just hit her head against it then dad stepped in. But... i didn't honestly expect him to take my side. which he didn't. My father's much stronger then me. He's had me on the ground in two seconds... which that hurt i remember but i was laughing for some reason. He put his arm around my neck and got me back then i went to my room. I ... was so happy... i was shaking like mad but i was so happy... and now i have no idea where either of them are. i think laura left but if she did then she's dead now because she was drunk off her ass so driving she would have crashed.
dad.... left too i think but he probably won't come home till about 2 or 3.

so he came in and was like "you didn't have to do that!" ..... this is my exact words
"Yeah i know but i wanted to. I'm sick of acting 'mature'. Okay I admit it i wanted to fight her and i did."
Then he said i was moving to Columbia with my mom and left. I was crying then quit and called my mom only to find out that he said "she's moving with you and if she doesn't then just make her think it so she regrets doing that!"
what kind of sick father figure is that? ahhh i swear.

well i'm out.... and yeah i'll see you later. i may may not get to sites. i will try though. i just said that in the beginning to get rid of lazy people.
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Monday, August 27, 2007

Mood: Working/dead now come back later
Date: Monday 5:05 August 27th


Lets see... 10 days before... last post was the 15th.... 27-15... is.... *smoke and just asks a friend* 12! ... sorry i've been gone for just about two weeks... Okay so i'm not really sorry, but I dead right now. I thought I would have time when school starts but i'm burried up to my head in school work and other stuff I haven't been home, forget about getting online.

This past weekend was the best... then i was back in hell *looks over at laura*

Laura episode #10,582,499.
Yesterday I was yelled at for not eating a baked potato for dinner... Dad's excuse for her "Well what do you expect you didn't say hi to her today"

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'neuf said.

Logan

So my baby cousin was born on friday... I still get to be called the aunt though! lol His name (if you have not figured it out yet) Is Logan scott *last name here*.
I have to get pictures off my camera and put them up. Will do that shortly after posting this so if they're not up by the time you get here... try back later?

In other news

• I'm going to stop doing questions.. I know they're fun but I haven't the time or the brain power to do so. Magnus's spiders sucked the life out of my brain... blame her... >D rahahahha HAHA MAGNUS! start doing your questions again! xD
• My rules are going to get really strick now that school's in... i'm turning off my page when i go to bed, if you give me a one word comment guess what you're getting, if you give me a 4 paragraph comment guess what you're getting...etc.
• I now have my licence to where i can drive after 8:00 at night... whoo! *not 17* mouahaha fear me people!
• I like my picture^-^ FINALLY! my last one looked like i was on drugs!

Avi of the day: #102

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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Mood: exanimate
Date: 12:00 August 15th 2007

I am so tired of this..
I wish for everything to go away so much and somehow i'm getting my wish. My memory is going terrably... I sit here for awhile just trying to remember what I was even doing. *sighs*

Laura Episode
Yet another Laura episode... Yesterday my 24 year old cousin wanted to come over to swim. I asked dad, he said sure. She comes over, swims, eats dinner, and watched a movie with me then leaves. Laura later screams about me to my father about my cousin coming over and how I do not respect her. *rolls eyes* I'm never alloud to have anyone over and when I am... they never want to come back because of her. -_-

When school starts
I think when school starts i'm just going to turn my site off when i go to bed then turn it back on when i get back on. That way i don't miss sites. Good idea? tell me what you think.

In other news

• My brother is coming back this saturday from iraq for two weeks then going back.
• I was surprised how many people didn't remember the Blue's travelers. For those who didn't know it was a bad back in the 90s. I had recently heard one of their songs and remembered them.

Comments Back lifes burden- yes saddly i have pushed my dad too far once and he did get me on the ground in about 2 seconds... I remember that hurting but i remember laughing for some reason. I can't remember what for though... not that anything was funny. Take your time on the sunflower lol Why can't you drive? KimmehWolfwood- idc how short your comment was i laughed like crazy lol Zeit- surprised you don't remember then since you are two years older then me.. lol JungWoo- stalker... *eats carotte* xD yes you may kill her... I've had friends for 8 years but they never called it french 1 or 2 or 3 till you got into 9th grade so they don't count that as credits. Ms. Sunday- haha, glad you liked the avi! FF 333- glad you're back! "I would of told her well your the adult if you don't like what I'm having for dinner cook me something then!!" I need to say that xD lol akebaneamino- yeah, sophmore. ZeroEnna- lol that's okay, nice to meet you! and no french really isn't hard but you can't switch to spanish. Roiben- I don't know what IB stands for. Just highest level. SessLover18- yes.. bah to them... mexicans and their crazy recipies... xDDDD *has teken french for 8 years*

Avi of the day: #101

xDDDDD this is one of my favorites if not my favorite! haha!
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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Mood: Rushed
Date: 12:00 August 14th 2007

I'm sorry about the lame comment yesterday guys, I didn't have enough time to read everyone's post completely because I kept having problems. The first few sites I went to I just stayed there for about an hour for some reason... not doing anything not reading the posts, I just couldn't read it! -_-
On top of that we had another Laura episode last night.. *sighs* Story short she gave me a hard time for eating carrottes for dinner because dad wasn't going to cook dinner because she had already eaten. *nods and rolls eyes* Well next time... DON'T EAT AND SPOIL DINNER FOR THE REST OF US AND MAYBE I WON'T EAT CARROTTES FOR DINNER.

I had to pick up my school schedule yesterday which was fun.

Semester 1	Semester 2
Algebra 2 French 2 Lunch Art Art again	IB Biology Architecture English 2 lunch drivers ed

In other news:

• My self esteem has gone down to zero for putting a picture of me up ;_;
• Finally we're on avi #100!!! whooot!^^ now just 400 more! =D

Questions

1) Does anyone remember the Blues Travelers?

Comments Back PinkChii009- Yeah, I like my job but my father and stepmother make it hell because they come where I work and drink a lot and cause problems. TalimSoul- oh get over my music, you know you love it! xD lordsesshomaru- BAHHH goodwill's better! =P twilight samurai- Yes Laura is the 50 year old aneroxic chain smoking slut that wears victoria secrets. Le kun- *takes whip not sure what to do with it* ommmm Ms. Sunday- YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE TO KNOW WHAT AN ILIVE WAS! xD oh and Laura is my dad's wife. She will never be my stepmother. randomized05- Glad the comment are working for you! SessLover18- I love hitch! and i love holister! xD and i'm pretty sure the format's right ;_; C h i b i- love your new theme! glad you're back. kitabug69- sorry i missed your site kimmeh! i missed the last two -_- Lifes burden- I can't do anything to her, I can but i don't feel like getting into trouble or her screaming. If i verbally fight back with her she'll scream and it's bad enough hearing her voice as it is... I don't need it screaming. and I would physically fight back but dad would kick my ass, saddly he can get me on the ground a lot faster then i thought once lol It took two years for that leaf because he's lazy xD I would love to invite you to a movie by the way lol Cloud Strife 7777- STALKER! *dies laughing* just playing just playing lol yeah there's no # on the comment. I'm not really sure how to do that just yet without it being halo scan comments and i don't want haloscan.

Avi of the day: #100

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