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Saturday, July 30, 2005

   Unhappy Birthday!!

Seems that ive been absent to often that i forget to even view my otaku... I been very busy in my past days because of the pressure of College studies,im just a newbie in this field so i try to adopt to the environment. Last sunday i had my 17th birthday and guess what, i wasn't happy about it. I dont know whats my problem but i keep on making myself think that im a loner, then 'she' came... still im not that happy to see her,what the hells wrong with me? haha nevermind...

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Thursday, June 30, 2005


Within the alley of unlikely shadows
Piercing my drums with a noise that grows
Powerless did the voice it ded looked
suprisingly, I really did get hooked

Though the beaty of this world has to offer;
there are still things I cannot descifer
As autumn passed into winter,
all i can do is bear this cold and wear my sweater

As i crossed the bridge of the nose, all i saw was a blot of ink
It contained a lot of stars that made me think,
but my eyes showed me more than it can behold
mesmerized am I that I have grown all this mold

I offered more candles to strengthen the light,
but the wind made my fire take a flight
fooled by the beautiful mask you wear
all I did was cry with nothing to fear

I can look at the world in a different light
I dont know what it take s to make it right
so many things I never could see
Too much choices are falling one me...

but this I wil always do, I will never change
I will still love you even until I die.

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Black Sun

Look at the darkness of the sun
It has brought fear to the people's eyes,run...
Darkness has befallen the land
The sun, hiding behind the moon at hand

An eclipse, symbol of the night
In the people's mind, embeds them fright
Beneath the shade, nothing but flee
After the dark, we do nothing but glee

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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

   Island's Grief

I have in my hand the power
To lose this life and jump from this tower
But still bound by this lonely steel
Wounded by this chain that will never heal

All my life,I have tried so quick
To unbound myself from this grasp I squeak
From where this tower I have stood
All I see are legions of bloody brood

Since birth, I have thought about death
This is it, my heart is bait for grand theft
Hungry demons were wanting it
My soul has left and I lay in defeat

Darkness has eaten me in pain
Satan cannot get my power in vain
This is why I am in this chain
Afraid they are, for I might get them slain

But wait! What is this thing I see?
Her light that changed me and put me to glee
But everything has come to fade
And this problems will never come to aid

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Saturday, December 4, 2004

   Another opportunity lost

Learning to love someone is hard
Letting me to court you

For no reason bound by it
Open up your heart and mind
realize what lies behind my eyes

You may now live forever
Or return to this earth
Unless you fell good where you are

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Aloft was the sky
inside our minds
Love was always felt
Everlasting than time
Eternal was my love for you
Never feel hatred for me

Answers wher hidden
Not one word was heard
Deeper secrets to be uncovered

Be happy
Reminisce the past
Inside our minds
Allow thoughts to flood
Never forget...the past

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   I'm back!!

Oh my! It's been a veeeeery long time since I haven't updated MyOtaku. Buw now I already had the chance to update. *lol

Well, here is it, my new theme. A Gundam inspired background and avatar. Wahaha!

I'll try to update as often as I could starting from now!

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