Tuesday, June 26, 2007

-time- 10:30amct -date- tuesday june 26 Morning. I have about 10 sec to post... I have to wear rubber bands for my braces :( well accually i got em about a month or so ago but i just kinda started wearing them. I got tired of having to take em out all the time to kiss my boyfriend and stuff so i just 'forgot' about them... My neck really hurts or my upper back.. i dont know what happened.. its like a stabbing pain.. sympathy pains maybe? who's in pain? Ok, maybe ill post more later, maybe not. It depends, whether youre lucky to have come when I dont have alot to ramble about XD... I wanna eat a sub sandwich with jenny. mayo no pickles ~rabid NOOOO INVISIBLE WOUNDS (DARK BODIES) ISNT WORKING!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

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Monday, June 25, 2007

-time- 2:47pmct -date- monday june 25 Who loves myspace? I DO! And here's to prove how much I do, a little shout out to my fellow users :D ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ To the people who have like 1,000 friends, are you fucking serious? You dont know half the people! You're stupid. Go play in traffic.(HEY..i like to play in traffic^.^) ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ if you open a bulletin and it says something like " Repost this in 100 seconds or a ghost will rape your dog tonight, or "some dead skinless girl is gonna rape your mom " QUIT BEING A DUMB ASS!! You are not going to get raped or murdered idiot! +++++++++++++++++++++++ 6th graders who have MySpace and look like sluts, and act like whores go somewhere else because nobody wants you here. And Parents: QUIT BLAMING MYSPACE for your kid being a hooker, she was a whore before Myspace, and she'd be a whore without it! So maybe you should smack them and ground them and stop blameing others on your bad parenting skills! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up Fucktard (=D) ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Quit crying because you're not on someones Top 8. Who cares? ITS MYSPACE!!! NOT YOURSPACE!!! GET IT THROUGH YOUR IGNORENT THICK SKULL! (*giggle*) +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. And if u do ur a fucking idiot. (haha ima fucking idiot) Everyone is beautiful in their own way. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ There is NO SUCH THING as a myspace tracker. it does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" No, it doesn't. Go back to your little corner of fantasy and shut THE FUCK UP! ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. (O.O) Don't comment and say shit like "i hate you" or "You suck" etc. If I cared about your opinion Woulden't you think i'd ask you you dolt. Geez and don't send hate mail too people you don't even know its just plain Idiotic. GET A FUCKING LIFE And leave me alone I don't have time for youngens who think thier all big and bad just because the insult me over the internet. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Ahhhhh so much better. I wonder how many people want to punch me now... I HAVE HOT CHEETOS im happeh ^.^ OMG jenny dyed her hair BLACK lucky ducky Aww it's gonna take longer now took hook up da internet.. cuz some guy has to come to our house I DON WANNA LET HIM IN to hook it up. I was having fun with my minpins [doggies]. They're small but vicious. And my mom was getting mad cuz they were growling and she was trying to watch TV. Well I was too but I have a short attention span... Their favorite toy is the arm of a stuffed monkey me and my sister ripped off. [my sister is 21..XD]. "Edgar's arm". Poor Edgar... His other three limbs are around the house, somewhere.... I wonder what happened to his body. ~rabid

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

-time- 12:06pmct -date- sunday june 24 Hey beautifuls! I was reading my myO archives. The most comments I ever gotten was like, 8 D: I am unloved by myO I got a laptop. for free. Don't get excited. It's kinda crappy, but thats what you expect for a free one.. My mom is taking compy classes and when she paid for them we got a lappytoppp So it wasn't free.. Confused yet? Well I'm trying [and failing] to hook up wireless internet so I can have the darn thing in meh room. Thenn thenn I will be on myO much more!! I know I have abandoned you all from May to June... Twas a tragic time... I apologize numerous times. But I'm good now. sorta... I'm decent *shakey smile* My nose is peeling but the sunburn is lightening... ehhhh.. I will ttyl friends I must go pop pills and put objects into my eyes... [contacts] ~rabid

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

-time- 4:14pmct -date- saturday june 23 Got back yesterday. I feel drained. So i don't have anything pretty to say about the boat. I hate the sun. It burned my face off. I still feel like I'm rocking back and forth from the boat GODAMMIT I threw up. But before I even got ON the boat I threw up my meds. It was kinda funny. I almost threw up on this lady, but I turned the other way GODDAMMIT Imeem sucks All of my songs are becoming only 30 seconds long. GODDAMMIT I'm frustrated and my heart hurts cuz I haven't seen my boyfriend in more than 2 weeks GODDAMMIT I cant eat anything except for cinnamon toast crunch tostitos with lime mashed potatoes and corn But i drink alot. not alcohol it interferes with my anti-depressants but theyre not working anyway. i see the ASS-LADY that perscribes them thursday imma get a higher dosage i bet i dont care anymore i feel so weak im shaking trapped at home ive been reading tarot like no other "Dont let dissappointments get in the way of you happiness. Beware of overindulgence and depression. Jealousy clouds reason" "Everyone expects the best from you and vice-versa. Arguments with your lover or close associates are likely now. Don't give into intimidation or pressure, and never go to bed angry. Are you seeing things more realistically? Wait one more day to take action" "Take a step back and look at matters from a different perspective. You might notice that your heart has been ruling your head. Share your thoughts--don't be selfish. Do your part to settle disagreements" I don't like what they say. But I dont base my life off of them. Someday Im gonna go and accually learn to read tarot the right way. I use a mini-kit i bought from the barnes n noble check-out line ~rabid GODDAMMIT

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

-time- 11:52amct -date- sunday june something IM ALIVEE MWA HA HA HA OO yes I havent been here for more than a MONTHY wowww. Punish me. Burn me at the steak. *ahem* Kay. But I wont be on until saturday cuz tomorrow I'm leaving on boat. NOT THE BOAT Ehh I have to participate in group activities with strangers. AND AND I can't take my music O_O or my phone, which is my only way of communicating with meh beau. Sad sad separation. I can last through 5 days, I think... Lets hope. I've been watching Moulin Rouge obsessively and crying of course throughout the feature.. ahh a side of me I never knew I had. Because it's...it'ss... It's still insanity so it's all good. HAVE good summerrrrrrs OKAY ~rabid

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Sunday, May 6, 2007

-time- 3:35 pm ct -date- sunday may 6 Whatcha think of my newwy stuff? It's pwetty. The music too. I <3 myO :D This music makes me feel so lonely though. It's pretty but I have no one to share it with X'[ Come to think of it, when I'm at home I'm lonely alot, since I'm usually the only one here. And my dogs. But my sister is coming home in a week!! So that will change. But mostly it's because I miss my love. Donovan is gone for the weekend. *sobs* I've been sleeping all weekend. Yesterday I slept from 1p-6p. Went to bed at 9, I was up numerous times throughout the night. I got up at 6a, had a plate of cookies and some milk, and went back to bed woke up at 10. And I fell asleep doing Algebra homework about an hour or 2 ago. I guess you can say I'm either lazy, or bored. Both? Weekend activities: +Sleeping +Eating junk +Watching Anime +Went out with friends fri night Weekend Activities I would like to have done: +Make my drapes +Draw pwetty pictures +Clean my room +Eat real food XP +And mostly: be with the one person who can make everything bad disappear when I'm with him. I appreciate you guys coming to my site even though I've been crappy at visiting all yours. ~rabid

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Thursday, May 3, 2007

Im not corrupt...

-time- 8:49pm ct -date- thursday may 3 Insane Clown Posse (ICP) My Axe My axe iz my buddy, I bring him when I walk me and my axe will leave your head outlined in chalk My axe is my buddy, he always makes me laugh me and my axe cut bigot spinal chords in half My axe is my buddy, and when I wind him back me and my axe will give your forehead a buttcrack my axe is my buddy, I never leave without him me and my axe will leave your neck a bloody fountain [CHORUS 2x:] everybody everybody everybody run murdering murdering murdering fun swing swing swing chop chop chop swing swing swing chop chop chop My axe is my buddy, we right the planet's wrongs me and my axe leave bigots dead on richie lawns My axe is my buddy, he never make me cry me and my axe will leave a divot for your eye [TYLENOL INTERLUDE] My axe is my buddy, don't take him for a chump me and my axe will leave you hoppin' on a stump [CHORUS 2x:] interlude: look into the deadest tree, tell me baby wut you see don't you hear the branches cry, asking for the reasons why did they hang so many men, from the branches off of them why did humans make them play, with them in their evil way look into the moon's beam, can't you fathom what it's seen bodies dragging from a truck, driven by a bigot fuck why you think the heavens cry, acid rain and blizzard skys aint no covering the tracks, that's why I'm here and oh yes My axe is my buddy, he'll thump into your head me and my axe will make your white T-shirt all red My axe is my buddy, you let that dixie wave me and my axe will fuck your mother on your grave [TYLENOL INTERLUDE] My axe is my buddy, we both cry with the trees me and my axe will bring the devil to his knees ~rabid

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Sunday, April 29, 2007

-time- 5:49pm ct -date- sundae :D 29?? i dont know my numbers... O_o I'm listening to ICP hehe. It's making me see bright green O.O I gotta turn it off.. save it for bedtime...... okay here we go.. Seether. Hey Seether's on my shirt today! Okay so I haven't been on 4 (2?) weeks?? Im sowwy. I've been.. preoccupied.. with both good and bad things.. My Love: is for Donovan. Hehe I got a boyfriend. Yesh. I really love him. Be happy for me!! Jk i dont care cuz it wont matter to me if u arent. no pics i cant pick. O_o ~rabid

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Sunday, April 15, 2007

-time- 7:58 pm ct -date- april 15, i think (it's sunday) Uhhhmmmm, well, heh I uh, well this is what's been rummaging through my head: (yea, I saved it whatsit too ya?) (sry, I had to edit it kiddies; confidentiality) s0u1onfire (10:29:29 AM): hello *friend* (10:32:18 AM): hiya sowwy s0u1onfire (10:32:35 AM): tis ok s0u1onfire (10:33:54 AM): i thinky i made a mistakey *friend* (10:34:07 AM): howy? s0u1onfire (10:34:25 AM): i uh kinda want *him* back s0u1onfire (10:34:31 AM): hah i know its crazy s0u1onfire (10:34:33 AM): but idk s0u1onfire (10:34:36 AM): im confused s0u1onfire(10:34:42 AM): i cried all last night, & these past couple nights.. s0u1onfire (10:34:46 AM): i didnt sleep *friend* (10:34:53 AM): oo *friend* (10:34:55 AM): im sowwy *friend* (10:35:07 AM): :[ *friend* (10:35:10 AM): *hugs* s0u1onfire (10:35:33 AM): but were really good friends, so i guess thats ok 4 now s0u1onfire (10:35:40 AM): i dunno if he still loves me s0u1onfire (10:35:52 AM): but i broke up with him b4 giving myself time to fall 4 him s0u1onfire (10:35:58 AM): and it happened after s0u1onfire (10:36:11 AM): *hugs back* *friend* (10:36:19 AM): i think if u said u want him back he'd take you back.. s0u1onfire (10:36:51 AM): yea.. and if not we could still be close. idk *friend* (10:36:46 AM): yea.. s0u1onfire (10:37:15 AM): but its like i want him to be mine and no one elses. that sounds possesive but i don't mean it like that... s0u1onfire (10:37:21 AM): and i dont want to lose him again s0u1onfire(10:38:00 AM): but im thinking if i should wait a little longer, because we've gotten soo close over break. maybe there's still more to get closer about (ohh confusing) s0u1onfire(10:38:20 AM): and i didnt really know him that well when we first got together *friend* (10:39:06 AM): ooh *friend* (10:39:16 AM): didnt you guys just meet... *friend* (10:39:18 AM): or no.. s0u1onfire (10:39:59 AM): we met like a couple weeks b4 but i never like hung out with him s0u1onfire (10:40:23 AM): but it's like *he* is the only reason im not 100% sure ima lesbian s0u1onfire (10:40:28 AM): if i cant have him s0u1onfire (10:40:33 AM): i will be *friend* (10:40:34 AM): ooh s0u1onfire(10:42:25 AM): if he doesnt want me back, thats ok. because i can move on fast when i know things are for sure s0u1onfire (10:42:33 AM): as long as we can stay friends s0u1onfire (10:42:41 AM): because he's an amazing person *friend* (10:43:50 AM): yeah...just as long as he doesnt hurt you.. s0u1onfire (10:44:19 AM): very doubtful that he will s0u1onfire (10:44:25 AM): i trust him a whole lot *friend* (10:44:24 AM): ooh okay s0u1onfire (10:47:28 AM): when we were together, i didnt much like holding hands. idk it reminded me of lock-in. s0u1onfire (10:47:38 AM): but id hold hands with him now s0u1onfire (10:47:47 AM): because i dont want to let go *friend* (10:50:19 AM): aww *friend* (10:53:35 AM): i hope u guys get back together s0u1onfire (10:53:58 AM): thanx s0u1onfire (10:54:17 AM): i like the way things are now, too. s0u1onfire (10:54:23 AM): and thats where im confused.. s0u1onfire (10:54:33 AM): i dont want anything to change *friend* (10:54:42 AM): yeah.. -pictures- Flyleaf has been rummaging through my head too 4 the past week. ~rabid

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

-time- 12:06 pm ct -date- april 10 I saved the movies for another day Bush and Blair Head to the GAY BAR!!! Browse through only the BEST videos at pYzam.com! omg this is a video of a girl whos afraid of pickles. its on Maury. I reccomend you watch!! Browse through only the BEST videos at pYzam.com! i LOVE pickles meh friends: (who update) alphonse13 Angelusvampire athrunsgurl bbast butterfly killers cant escape CobwebDreams DarkDestinedAngel DarkWolves Faith DeadxOnxArrival Eerie Elf Of Light GB fiend GothicNarutoFan Greenday2747 hotttceresmaiden kenshinlovr14 Len23 lit rebel Little Demon Girl maddhatter22 My Last Breath NarutoBlackmail OddOneOut roxas07 Shireishou Shishou simpleplanluver Spirit792 sweetdevil TehOneRing TimTwins13 Tsukitheninjawolf Xx beth xX xXUrBrokenDollXx I hope that works. Try clicking on your site; they're supposed to be links. If ur not on there lemme know. Not much is happening, but my mom is making me give my minpins a bath noooooooooooo!. AND SHE TOOK AWAY MY COOKIES!! We had easter cookies and chocolate chip and she took ALL 3 BAGS and gave them to my BROTHER'S CO-WORKER WTF!!!?? Why them?? I told her "HOW CAN YOU TAKE AWAY MY COOKIES AND THEN SMILE AT ME?!?" Last night she asked me is she could give them away and i told her no, but she did it anyways!! grrr -pictures- mmm SEXY ~rabid

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