Wednesday, April 19, 2006

3:41 pm ct

hi! i not only fixed my bg (it went black for a while) i got another 1. still the same theme though (but this time it's resident evil 4 instead of res. evil code veronica:x) somebody who signed my guestbook made me think of it (thank you). RE 4 really does rock! i bought it for myself on christmas (hahaHA). today is good, a little sore, but i dont know from what. i went bowling yesterday, and to a park. ill go now and 2 other peoples sites now. bye. --claire

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

   12:29 pm ct

Terve! hi, um i am going places today. different places. i need to be nice and i need to stop swearing.....................................yeah right! i can lie and act nice but not for long. im a good actor, but i dont want to do any theatre or n-e-thing. im SICK of people asking me if im gothic, or punk, etc....... I'M JUST CLAIRE. jeez. im my own culture. i may dress in black, wear black eyeliner and nail polish, listen to rock, metal and techno music, shop at Hot Topic and Spencers, but im still just claire. yesterday i played sims from like 2:30 pm to 12:30 am. nice! but i didn't set any on fire =(. my bro bought a HIM cd, and now my neice likes them!! Ha! im magic..well not really. ill be back l8er maybe, but im done posting 4 now.bye. AAAHHH WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BACKGROUND???!! HOW DO I PUT IT BACK?? damn it! --claire

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Sunday, April 16, 2006

9:41 pm ct

hey. im back. i was out for a while (obviously). happy easter. i was on a car trip yesterday, for about 8 hours. aaahhh headache. i didn't eat anything until around 2 o'clock, but im used to it. anyways, my bro, his wife, his kid, my cousin, my mom, and my sister are all going to be over today. i like hanging out with my niece. she's fun. we like to be evil. together we play sims on ps2 and set then on fire. but she hates HIM (damn!). that and she follows me around everywhere. well im going now, hopefully i'll update more often, sorry bout that. bye. --claire

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

   6:43 pm ct

so...i keep getting these nervous feelings, and i feel like i want to puke. its mostly when someone wants to see my arm (my cast). that and when people ask me if i cut my wrists. im also nervous because there was a message on our answering machine.........my mom might be called out to the army, and i might have to live with my dad. i dont want to live with my dad. i love him but i dont love him. if that makes any sense........im pretty low right now and my life sux, but i know that there are other teens out there that have much worse lives. i just feel like i never want to wear white again, or any bright colors. i just want to stay locked up in my room with my music playing forever. or go on a tremendously long walk at night in the dark, just to get away. Last night i was laying on my picnic table in my yard at like 9:30pm, staring at the night sky. i loved it so much, i didn't want to ever leave, i wanted the peace and the dark to never stop. but it would, it always does. --Claire

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