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I've fallen from the edge but I keep coming back again, each day I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in, cause giving up is not what I'm about to do, there is nothing that I need more than I need you, //Don't leave me, cause I need you more then you could believe, I need security, I need you here with me, Don't let go, just don't let go, just stay here with me forever more\\




Don't Talk to me about Politics Or Religion.

~~Here's 20 things for you to know about me~~

[20] My Name is Stephanie Jay _ _ _ _ _ _ _
[19] I HATE cold weather and Wind
[18] I Hate Criticism
[17] I Love the Outdoors
[16] I Hate fads
[15] I Collect Panda and Lion Plushies
[14] I'm Childish
[13] I'm Scared of octopus and Squid
[12] For some reason I have a pretty big collection of death note stuff
[11] I Love Coffee and Energy Drinks
[10] I Have no Fashion sense
[9] I like confident people
[8] I have a sleeping disorder
[7] I love Dinosaurs
[6] I like super sweet or super spicy foods
[5] I have a hard time trusting people
[4] I love Video Games
[3] I'm halfway blind in my left eye
[2] I pretend to like myself but I Really Hate me
[1] Having fun is mandatory for Life

I'm on youtube as: LuffyisCuteness



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Wednesday, January 7, 2009


It's all Over for you.
Mood: gloomy - Music: Gone Forever - Artist: Three days Grace

Today's kind of sad my friend Trey left to go back home to Alaska, *sigh* why does all my friends live so far away.

Anyways, today I'll be babysitting my lil sis again, it's not too bad except she's sick right now and she's a mega drama queen..

And I was thinking today and I wonder why we have 2 garages but have never parked any of are cars in them, I also wonder why it Always snows here in winter, except during holidays, I also wonder how old my hamster is, he just keeps getting fatter, and he never runs on his Wheel anymore! he's huge, old and lazy..

Oh! I forgot to say I might get my Brother's old room since he moved out! yay! I'll explain later why thats so great! xD

Talk to you guys Later!
--A13

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Monday, January 5, 2009


Sorry had to say something
Mood: upset - Music: I'm Alive - Artist: Disturbed

Warning! I have alot on my mind and I had to vent somewhere!

I think my aunt and uncle are going to get a divorce, I mean I Really think my aunt is seriously thinking about divorcing my uncle..and until I started thinking about it I didn't realize how much that truly bothers me, I mean their my Guardians...for about 5 more months or so but still! it really bugs me.

and I'm almost tired of trusting people I think my trust has been worn thin over the years and I just don't know if I have what it takes to get close to anyone again, I'm so tired of watching people just walk right out of my life like its nothing, I feel like I get attached to someone and they couldn't care less about me. and that goes for alot of people, friends, friends at work or school and even my brother.
everytime I have something go well for me its like it can only last a year and then it all falls out from under me, it happens Everytime. its really starting to make me wonder why I keep trying, and makes me wonder when my next downfall will be and I'm going to panic if things start going well again!

Alright gotta go!

Ah.. and Happy Birthday Lavi!!

and Sorry I didn't plan on making a depressing post my mind started wandering! punish my mind if your mad at me now.

Talk to you guys Later!
--A13

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Sunday, January 4, 2009


bored...boring...boreded
Mood: tired - Music: Breath - Artist: Breaking Benjamin

ugh..I'm tired..and I'm posting rather late in the day.. and today has Been soooo boring

me and my friends went shopping cause we needed food..and realized Lavi's birthday is tomorrow and we needed to buy gifts xD

BUT now that I'm back home I'm kinda bummed out for some reason, anyways if the weather is nice were going to a cabin by Mohican to Snowboard for a day or two for Lavi's birthday.

yup..just felt like posting a whole lot of nothing

Alright gotta go!

Talk to you guys Later!
--A13

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