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Sunday, June 5, 2005


DAMMIT
ello there.. please read my comment aloud, pronouncing every word precisely.. check it out man!
<3 daphne!!




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   GOD SAVE ME
"Reopened wounds"


a family reunion
soon to be
undoubtedly forseeable

tears thick as blood
creeping down this anemic face
putting shattered hearts
in their cadaverous place

what shall become of this
our not so ecstatic rendezvous

who will catch me when i collapse
neverminding my healing
shall i once again relapse?

what do you forsee in the future
for you, and him, and me
a reunited family
is that is what is to be?

wait and see
wait and see
what is incontrovertibly in store for this ever sheepish me









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Saturday, June 4, 2005


   whoop whoop.. GO ME! i guess.. I dunno.. you tell me.. or not.. (undecided)
HASH(0x8d12478)
You are Mikey. Your brother Gerard founded the
band. You learned how to play Bass so you could
help him out and be in the band.(Such a good
brother). You are nearsighted and grew up in
Newark. You have asthma.....:) and are soo
cute<3


What My Chemical Romance Member are you?
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Friday, June 3, 2005


   heres the deal
yesterday: normal day so i though, went to school, came home, hung out with my brother and friends, chilled in the boat like late at night. everyone but me is getting like so plastered and then my mom and her bf get in a fight.. next thing i know i'm in the house chasing after my mom who is about to fall over. She makes it to the bathroom mumbling "this is not my home" and fell into the empty bathtub. She began crying, "This is not my home, i want carl, i miss carl, i wasn't good enough for him, my home is on -grimsby- drive." and she cried and cried and then i began crying. and it took an hour to calm her down, by that time it was like one am. But i stayed up until like 3 and fell asleep on my bro's friend. and that is why i didnt go to school today. cuz of family issues.
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Wednesday, June 1, 2005


INSPIRED BY THE BOOK "WHITE OLEANDER"
"THE RED DRESS"


blood red velvet
portraying my innosence
pressed across my face
a sullen somber disgrace
a segment of my memory
lost within figments and reality
never to be worn
perfected but torn
into the shattered scraps of my memory
a keepsake
a reminder of the suicidal claire
my mistakes
my hopes
my dreams
all part of her
now just a fabrication
hung upon a rack
not meant to be given up
yet tossed towards the crowd of possible clients
soon to be wealthy wench's happily ever after
always reminding me
this is not yours




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Sunday, May 22, 2005


   falling together
This poem inspired by Jocelyn aka AnarchySnowflake

I surround myself around such happy people, full of life, not knowing the pain that I have felt with this razor blade, the dark shade of blood streaming down my arm, hipnotizing me with its vibrant colors... I can never be happy, or can I? I am drowning in sorrow from all the pain in my life, and I will never rest, for I know the sad truth, we all die alone? could it be? should we try? hold hands as the barrels of our weapons make their mark, then pull the trigger.. Will it get dark? Where would we go? Would our death be slow? Could we be together after the passing, holding hands, grinning, and laughing? That would be an end to cherish, being together when we perish, I would not cry or break a tear, I would have no fear because you are here.. United we stand, TOGETHER we fall, seems so much better than being alone.

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Friday, May 20, 2005


   Repitition
hello everyone.. not much going on here, mostly the same repetitive shit over and over..
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Thursday, May 19, 2005


Best of Friends
In kindergarden, my teacher told me to make friends with my classmates.. Therefore, i took the dull scissors and cut them all up, took my favorite parts, and made myself friends.. Of course, after alot of thought, five years in prison (c'mon i was only 5) and a lot of counceling, i've realized that the best of friends cant be made, they are found.. I'm so glad I found you, Jocelyn..
<3 daphne

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   A LIFE LESSON
A true friend is not one who would keep me from jumping, but one who would mount the ledge next to me and hold my had and fall the the depths of oblivion with me<3...
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005


   All to_-To ALL
allow me to make this brief.. its a bit late and im a bit tired... lets see... disneyland today.. FUN FUN with choir (not really fun with the choir, only fun after we got to go roam) i met jocelyns cousin.. Whom happened to be a very stereotypical gay guy (yay! go Justin and Jocelyn) by the way Jocelyn if you read this " your so girly now" haha.. luv u lots.. continueing on.. i took a shower... muahaha.. i had fun pooring hydrogen peroxide on my eraser burn TEHE.. lol yes i'm quite odd. I did a shitload of hw, cleaned my room, and i will be (dun dun duuuunnnn) brushing my teeth.. well TTFN
(ta ta for now) C'mon its gotta be kewl if tigger says it^_^.

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