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Birthday
• 1991-12-20
Gender
• Female
Location
• The Lonely OC, CA
Member Since
• 2005-04-19
Real Name
• Daphne.

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• :dragon ball:
Favorite Anime
• Full Metal Alchemist, Case Closed.
Goals
• Find somebody to love.
Hobbies
• Reading. Writing. Myspacing. MyOing.

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Saturday, July 2, 2005

Untimely moment to be On Time.....

O, for these words you proclaim
do damage unto my weakly heart
and all the things you do not say
they shatter into shards
and they cut up my weary soul
but i should not have told you so

theres a hole in this vacant corpse
a reminder of the blows from your sword

and i'm so hurt
and i'm still crying
and i'm fucked over
and i'm dying inside

and you dont even care at all
and you were'nt even there to watch me fall

bellow you balcony
there i rest
my dearest enemy
you remind me so much of me
and how i was before
i turned into this whore

and now i'm condemned to whatever may lie
in this future i will die so soon
thirteen year since sprung from the womb
will you dare to even visit my tomb

may you be plagued with sorrow
for the days of tomorrow and the next

o i pray thee
if you slay me
do it gently

please.
so i may rest knowing your finally at ease.

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

death shall become of us
our puny woeful lives
lest we find immortality
tangled among lifes vines
though our thoughts are all but happy
and our hearts are all but pure
nomatter the circumstances
all are perched over deaths door
we dream of live beyond our end
forever plagued, we still pretend
pretend that we have some small worth
pretend we're meant for this akward earth
and do, if thee believe in the lord
as I may hope to dream,
because life,
though horribly twisted,
is never what it seems.
Death shall become of us
in its somber creeping way
Death shall become of us
Our souls prolonged with dismay

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poem for the weary and worthless
"all of this"

when all you want is love
and all you have is life
and all you need is a hug
and all there is is strife

and all the people around you slowly disappear
and all you can remember has gone away from here
and all you can do now is sit and wait for the day

the day that someone comes along and takes the pain away.
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

day away
today i should be spending my day at Mikado (bianca's) house. maybe bob will come over. muahaha. anyway srry for not posting in a while, i've been kinda topicless. same with the poem thing.. i'm kinda bored out of my fucking mind. for gods sake peeps! i've checked out three books from the library

1)Shakespeares Romeo and Juliet
2)Watch your mouth (perverted book)
3)A Collection of Works by EDGAR ALLEN POE

so i should be busy.

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if i were gone
if i weren't here
if i were away
if i wasn't near
what if i disappeared
would you notice
would you care
and if you did
god forbid
would you try to find me

i doubt you would
if you could
if you even should.

my amount my worth
since my untimely birth
probably isn't worth
more than a dime
so i'm wasting my time
wasting your money
wasting my heart

so goodbye my friends
i bid you adeiu
a so long
a farewell
a goodnight
for a while
at least until
i'm worth the bill

so long my so called friends, so long

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Monday, June 20, 2005

hottie

no poetry tonight.. if i would get off the phone and off the computer maybe i would be able to write in my diary some new shit. oh by the way, jocelyn doesnt know waht the word redundant means, so i'll define it (not than any of you other intellgient teens dont know what it means) (and, i think that jocelyn really knows what it means, but is having trouble comprehending) anyway, redundant means repetative. as in happening over and over. and uneeded as well. thank god for greenday.. moving on, I am on the phone with jocelyn currently.. aka anarchysnowflake.. so i give her my condolences (once again jocelyn, that means apologies, or pity) for picking on her..
xoxo
so long and goodnight..
ps
dont you think gerard way is hot.
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Sunday, June 19, 2005

"Headfirst For Halos"

Yeah!

Well let's go back to the middle of the day that starts it all
I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling
And now the red ones make me fly
And the blue ones help me fall
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling
And as the fragments of my skull begin to fall
Fall on your tongue like pixie dust just think happy thoughts

[Chorus]
And we'll fly home
We'll fly home
You and I
We'll fly home

Come on!

Well now I'm back in the middle of the day that starts it all.
Well I can't begin to let you know just what I'm feeling.
And now these red ones make me fly,
And the blue ones help me fall.
And I think I'll blow my brains against the ceiling.

[Chorus]
And we'll fly home,
We'll fly home,
You and I,
We'll fly home.

Now honestly that's what I said to her, what I said to her
Think happy thoughts [x8]
Think ha... wooo!

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

MOTHERS MADNESS

so obsessed with the credit for raising me
instead of praising me
your devastating me

and all your crys
your rants
your sighs
your "cants"

they dont mean a thing
but its your normal fling

your such a baby
so damn fearful
you drive me crazy
i'll have to be careful..

I hate that whenever i'm around you,
you make me wanna
SCREAM

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HEY!
new myotaku look.
Any thoughts?
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Too Much of Nothing
Everybody's doing somethin',
I heard it in a dream
But when there's too much of nothing,
It just makes a fella mean

-Bob Dylan, "too much of nothing"
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PISS ME THE FUCK OFF

first, i give my condolences to all of those who were hurt/ or their houses were damages by the 7.0-7.8 earth quake in northern CA. But some things go to far when they have us, Huntington Beach, a south facing beach in Southern CA, have evacuations near the beach.. I mean oh my fucking god.. we were just about to buy me a bathing suit (wetsuit top) and then they're like "your going to have to leave there is a tsunami warning. ANd then the warning was cancelled. I mean Oh my fucking god!
much of my anger
xoxo
Daphne
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