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Monday, March 12, 2007


Wanna be a shinobi?????

Here's and online RPG thats free!!!! AND adicting lol^^ u can level up, fight ppl and other players, and play other games. so go here http://shinobilegends.com/referral.php?r=Hime

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Sunday, March 4, 2007


Poem Dedicated To My Boyfriend

Through the windows of my heart
There's a picture of your face
And when I feel like hope is gone
You hold me in your embrace

You seem to chase my fears away
And I just want to say
That I'll always cherish the moments
Each and every day

And when I search
The corners of my mind
Deep inside
It's always you I find

You're my strength that lies within
You're my guiding light
You saved me from darkness
You help my wings take flight

I'm so glad I've found you
What matters the most to me
Is that you're here by my side
For all of eternity

I want to build my world around you
For I'd swim the deepest sea
And climb the tallest mountain
Just to find where you'd be

You're my everything
You're my only one
Since the day I saw you
A burning passionís begun

I promise you with all of my heart
That I'll love you for all eternity
And one day we'll be together
A love like the stars infinity

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Monday, February 26, 2007


Dairy Entry # 1: Past

For some reason, today I remembered my sad past. I dont know why, but my heart chose to remember them. I guess its cuz my hearts been scarred so many times tht each scar is now just a bad memory and so i guess I'll tell u my past. My past is a lie. I was born into a family who had high expectations for me and i wanted wat they wanted, but b/c they we're far from the perfect family I despised them with a passion. I had parents who fought, a gambling mother, a drunk for a father, how was I able to meet their expectations when they themselves were stupid fools? I struggled, thts how. Even now I still struggle. They are the reason I tried to run away and wen tht didnt work I resorted to suicide but i was cowardly so I remained tormented by darkness and loneliness till the day came wen I was found. The person I found is my bf. He was the one who showed me light, he was my light and he is even today. That day i thought I left darkness behind but i was wrong. Still people have found ways to cut my heart deep and each cut is a memory I cant forget. My hearts been shattered to pieces several times but I'd always hope tht once my heart was put back together the scars would hav gone but the scars never dissappear. As I look back through the years I wonder how I could be so happy now. I guess its thanks to my bf. Even though sadness lingers deep inside I know I have the ability to be happy b/c of him. Though b/c he's the one who gave me light and purpose, its hard to tell him my pains and woes. idk tht just my thoughts lol^^; dont mind me

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007


You Found Me

Could this be, is this a dream?
So unreal, bur real it would seem

You opened my eyes to all that's right
You broke through the darkness and night

You saw what no one else could see
You were the one who found me

Through all the hardship you stayed by my side
You're the only one for whom I can confide

Through all the ups and the downs
You knew just how to rid my frowns

You saw what no one else could see
You were the one who found me

You found me when no one could see
How did you know just where I would be?

With lips of an angel and eyes of the sea
Yes, you were the one who found me

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Saturday, February 17, 2007


Picture and Poem

here's the pic of my bf tht i drew for him on vday^^ come check it out and vote if u like it please=^^=

My Angel

Hosted By theOtaku.com.
Now here's the poem i wrote him:
How much you mean to me
There's no words to describe
It's like a sweet melody
That resonates inside

I know in my heart
That this is True Love
But it's much more deeper
For the lack of a better word thereof

It's deeper than the deepest ocean
It's deeper than the deepest sea
It's a love everlasting
Like all the stars infinity

It's a love so pure
It can make anyone smile
With a love like this
It makes my life worthwhile

I never want to let it go
I'll protect it with my life
I'll keep holding it close
Even in pain or strife

It's all i need to keep me going
This love inside my heart
A feeling so indescribable
I've felt it from the very start

When your azure eyes
First gazed upon mine
I knew we'd be together
For all of time

You saw past
My lying mask
And assured me
This love will forever last

This love runs deep
And it continues to grow
How much you mean to me
I want to let you know

I want to protect you
With all of my might
And to keep your smile
Forever in sight

I want to let you know
How much I love you
I wish there were words
To describe a love so true

I close my eyes
And I find you there
For it is only you
For whom I care

There's a feeling inside
So hard to describe
I know in my heart
I don't want it to hide

I pray to be only yours
Do you know what's begun?
The moment you cam into view
I know now, your my only one

So I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I be

With all of my heart
I'm giving it all
Because I know you'll catch me
If ever I fall

I could never find the words
To say how much I love you
Because if you only knew
For you, all that I'd do

I'd give it all away
To have you in my life
I'd do anything
To end all of your strife

So I write this poem today
For this love undeniable
In hopes to find the right words
To describe a love indescribable


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Friday, February 16, 2007


It's up!!!

Hey everyone!!! The special picture I drew for my bf is in my fanart section. I've also turned it into a wallpaper. Come check it out. Click Here Now!
My Angel

Hosted By theOtaku.com. and comment or vote plz^^

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Thursday, February 15, 2007


yay^^

LOL I had a great Vday!!!!! I got chocolates and hugs from a lot of people lol^^ I got a big heart shaped box of chocolates from my bf^^ I'm so happy today!!!!!!! lol^^ So how was ur Vday everyone? oh ill be posting my picks on saturday

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007


YAY

Yay my poems finally completed! Although u guys have to wait till the weekend cuz thts wen ill be giving it to my bf. lol^^ I also got my valentine pictures completed but ull have to wait for tht too^^; ne ways today we had a snow day and im lk uber mega happy lol! I hpe every one has a great valentines day


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Sunday, February 11, 2007


nvm

in my last post i said i was going to write a deep love poem, srry to dissapoint, but the muse is gone. I cant write about tht at the moment so maybe next time.

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Saturday, February 10, 2007


trouble

im having trouble expressing my feelings in the next poem im writing. and this is a first for me. Its about the way I feel for him and the way I feel for him is difficult to put in2 words. I dont think there's a word strong enough to describe how much i love him

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