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Monday, February 4, 2008

The Popular Old Question

Ok my annual valentine's day question, what is you perfect valentines day? and whats ur perfect present?

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Saturday, January 26, 2008


im trembling...it's bad...it's really bad. This guy...he wants to kill himself so i got myself involved. I tried to convince him not to kill himself...then he told me he had fallen in love with me. I told him tht i have a bf tht i truly love and tht i didnt love him. He said because he loves me he wont kill himself and as long as i help him out more with the pain he feels. The thing is i want to help him of course but the problem is he's in love with me but i dont want to cause him anymore pain and hav me be the cause of his death. I'm so scared...I'm now responsible for his life, as if high school wasnt enough...i feel sick. I hope my bf understands tht I absolutly hav to help him now if i dont he dies with blood on my hands...my hands...*sob*

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Monday, January 14, 2008

OH NO!!!!

Hey you guys im so sorry i havnt been on in a while. Finals are coming in a few days and im totally a wreck! I've been cramming like crazy. So far i can fail all my finals except math and pass. Geometry is so hard espcially since im in honors. So you're gonna hav to do without me till next week cuz of....*gulp* finals.... JA NE!!!

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Friday, December 21, 2007

New pic plz vote^^

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Monday, December 10, 2007

Breaking Trust ((poem))

Sadness and sorrow fills mine heart
And soon soul and body will depart

Trust is like glass, betrayal shatters it onto the floor
As shadows overcome, the soul is no more

Forsaken and lost is this body of mine
Hiding in darkness so no one will find

Love is a memory as you sink into the night
Clutching your chest as it constricts the light

Eyes well up and fill with tears
Gasping for breath, realizing fears

Heart torn into two and no one to trust
To sink into darkness, this I must

Void now without feeling
This once whole, but now desolate being

for those of you wondering yes me and my bf are still together.

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Friday, December 7, 2007

Ghost story

Ok so today me and my bf and his little bro went to see the movie The Golden Compass. Well, after that, we stood by the exit doors waiting for a ride. We were just talking, both doors securely shut, then one of them opened. We jumped back and examined it carefully and found no wind not even a single breeze. We were like its a ghost!!! And we're like ok if there is really a ghost it will close, and it did! My bfs all lk ok, open! and he counted down form 10 to 1 and with each number he said it opened a little more each time. I'm lk i dont believe in ghosts and it shut on me completely! lol i was so creeped!

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Friday, November 30, 2007


Hey guys!!! Omg im into this new game called Fiesta and its lk runescape almost but prettier! you can go around and talk to other players and party with them defeating monsters (some are cute!!!) lol go to outspark.com and sign up! Oh and if you already have one I'm in the 1st server and my username is Arashina. I'm a mage so im really useful^^

Ok now time for tht question, What is the perfect gift for christmas? What would you want this christmas?

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007


A million dollars
A diamond ring
Nothing can compare
To the happiness you bring

A tiny laugh
Even only a smile
Can brighten my day
And make life worthwhile

Worries turn to dust
When youíre by my side
It is only with you
I have nothing to hide

Itís amazing
What one look can do
And just by being with you
You make all my dreams come true

No matter where you go
We will never be apart
Even a million miles away
You will still be in my heart

You make me happy
Even on the gloomiest days
I know we will be together
Forever and always

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Together Forever Me and You

As I reach out to touch your fingers
No matter where I will call your name
Searching for that smile that lingers
I will not stop calling your name

Transcending time and over the sky
I want to hold and protect you
And as the world passes us by
I will always be in love you

Even this cold wind canít take away
This overflowing warmth in my heart
That keeps me strong day by day
Ever since you gave me your heart

And I know you are waiting like me
To finally always be together
Day and night, forever be
You and me together

One day that wish will come true
An exchange of vows, me and you
And when we finally say I do
Together forever, Me and You.

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Friday, November 9, 2007

Waking Up Next To You ((poem))

Your warm smile
And your gentle touch
Makes life worthwhile
And happy as such

Though tough times come
Our bond holds strong
And unlike some
We do belong

And the days feel like years
Without you right here
To wipe away the tears
And to hold me near

As the day drifts away
I will dream as I do
Of waking each day
Right next to you

So I wake up each day
Hoping you are there
I pray and I pray
But youíre nowhere

But I know one day
It will come true
And Iíll wake up and say
I love you too

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