Friday, April 15, 2005

   The Storm Wind Blows-Again
The Storm is Here.
And I saw it coming.
My mom and my step-dad are getting divorced.
I'm going through another divorce again.
again.
again.
again.
again.
...................................
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

   A Storm is Building
Oh drat! My computer has caught Niadra's computer's disease. I can't look at my comments either. I'm sorry if I haven't commented on anyone's sight lately because I can't. Is anyone else having this problem??
A storm is building. This isn't the first time I've had to weather a storm like this coming one and it better the hell be the last. I'm sure you all hear about it when over-takes me. Until then...
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

   Cleared
Yeah...
I'm not stupid...
I cleaned out my mailbox so I should be able to recieve PMs now.
Sorry if I haven't answered anybody.
I was wondering why I didn't get mail for like 3 days...?
Yeah
I'm not stupid...
heh-heh
*shakes head*
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Sunday, March 27, 2005

   Easter and MP3 problems
Happy Easter Everybody!!!
*...
* On a different note-
I've been looking for free MP3 music files to download for my site for like an hour and found NOTHING! Rrrrr! I'm so frustrated, I must have gone through 20 links! The only free ones I found had all these wierd songs I haven't even heard of! Do any of you have any ideas??
I'm desperate!
*They have to be legal though.
:-3
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Friday, March 25, 2005

   Diseased
Spring break starts tommorow and I'm sick. Bleehhh...I've been sneezing and hacking all day. Nooooo fun. I feel really weak to. I think I slept 15 hours yesterday. That is I slept till noon.
I want to order some more graphic novels from Barnes and Nobles. I think I'm gonna' get the second and third DNAngel DVD's too.
Now that its spring break I can FINALLY go shopping for new clothes. Lately I've been feeling like I've been wearing the same thing every other day.
As soon as I get better that is.
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Monday, March 21, 2005

   The storm wind blows
Shit's happening again in my family.
Things are getting rough.
My best friend and I are having an arguement, or rather a one sided fight. She is fighting and I'm...falling.
My friend and I have always liked the same guys for the past 4 years. I never blamed her and she never, outwardly, blamed me...until now. She'd always be the first to admitt and I the second. Maybe she thought I was copying her, or something, I don't know. I believe that people are not to be blamed by how they feel, but what they do. I haven't stabbed her in the back by THROWING myself at our crushes. I thought she was worth more than that.
My stepsister is sick. Sick of heart. I'm worried about her.
I've got to be strong. I have to be for the sake of my stepsister and my mother. I've always wanted to be a warrior, a fighter, a leader. Someone strong.
And now I have to be.



The 23rd Psalm

The Lord is my Shephard; I shall not want.
He maketh me to lie down in green pastures:
He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for Hil name' sake.'

Yea, though I walk through the valley of death,
I will fear no evil: For thou art with me;
Thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me.
Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies;
Thou annointest my head with oil; My cup runneth over.

Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the House of the Lord forever.

I hope you read this my friend.
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Sunday, March 20, 2005

   WOooo
Whoa.
I'm in a reallllly wierd mood today. I've been watching old disney classics and other old movies.
As I said before,
I'm in a really wierd mood...
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   Fallen from on High
Blehhh...
I'm house cleaning - vacuuming, dusting, the works. I'm about bored out of my mind right now. This has so far been a THRILLING day.
My personal space has been invaded AGAIN by various family members and their friends. Sometimes I feel like my life is like one long endurance run. I have to just keep trudging, getting through each day.
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

   One Hundred
Yay!! 100 visits!
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Monday, March 14, 2005

   Spazed out and Mellowed
I'm ok now. I've calmed down. I had a fight with a friend on the Otaku but it was just a miss understanding. I think I over-reacted. Anyway, I was having a REALLY bad day. Not that that really excuses my behavior. luckily I had the sense to delete my comments before anyone saw them. I was about ready to blow a gasket at anything really. I was spazing out all day really. Not fun.

Bulletin:
My friend cabinboyrogers10 just got an account on the Otaku so anyone feeling generous of spirit please visit her site and chat with her.
I think you'll find her very interesting. Did you know she's a wall novelist?
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