Tuesday, September 25, 2007

*boom*
soooo much work...

im so far beind in work... several hthings are late and i couldnt turn them in on time... if this wasnt the 1st month id be so dead cuz unlike the teachers back at ct, they understand some of the problems... (like how i just dont want to do them until theyre late and i get yelled at about it)

but im happy cuz my music finally came today and its awesome =D

now to get fricken imeem to work and im all set... after i get the music i want up il just need photoshop again and im set for life cuz il be able to make my own stuff again which feels so much better than going through a million pics looking for plain old stuff

anyways, yup... im happy for now...


ive been starting to make wallpapers and more designs again in paint til i get photoshop again and honestly... i think im gona kill my self with paint...

its so annoying because it cant do anything, only 3 undos til your screwd, and 1 mistake if you add text to it completely ruins the whole thing... especially if you use grey, black, and white as background and text stuff... (the 1 bg i made i had a white pic, black bg, white text in black areas and black text by the pic and i accedently right clicked when i was moving the mouse over to change types of brushes and stuff and it made it white which messed up my white text, then i redid it by painting it black again with fill and my white pic fused with the black and made it all pixely and messed up the black text i had on the white pic! and at that point i couldnt erase the text that was messed up cuz that step was far behind so i had to redo that and it came out bold and stuff that just really pissed me off and ruined it

(lastly i sized it wrong [ i did 1200x800 off the top of my head cuz i couldnt remember the exact screen size it had to be] and it had to be 1124x768 or something like that i think to fit the whole screen & be able to be accepted to the site i was gona put it up at so when i made it smaller, the resolution got all messed up which made the pic suck AND the text wven more blurry and pixilated then it should almost to the point it couldnt be read)

anyways... yup.... i hate paint... glad i got that outa me...

heres the pic that was efd up by paint



its the big version since the smaller looked so bad (and i almost regret posting it on the site like that without makeing it look nicer or anything and just a pixilated blob but too late now i guess)


quote
"Live and never Regret or Regret you never Lived"
(kinda already ruined that saying ^^; *blames paint* but i promised everybody on the site that id get photoshop soon and make it better than post again so im good for now i guess)


since im already blameing stuff might as well get a pic of it too xD



Go Ovan! xD
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Monday, September 24, 2007

the Epitaph of Twilight
cant have a .hack page without the epitaph of twilight ^^
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Unknown where the Cursed Wave was born...
After the stars doth cross the heavens...
The sky in the East doth darken.
And air doth fills with mourning.
From the chosen land beyond the forest,
A sign of the Wave comes.
Riding the Wave is: Skeith, the Shadow of Death,
to drown all that stands.
Mirage of Deceit, Innis,
Betray all with the flawed image,
and did aid the Wave.
And by the Power of Magus,
a drop from the Wave doth reach the heavens,
and creates a new Wave.

With the Wave, Fidchell,
the power to tell the dark future,
hope darkens, sadness and despair rule.
Gorre schemes when swallowed by the Cursed Wave.
Macha seduces with the sweet trap.
Wave reaches the Pinnacle, and escape none can.
Tarvos still remains with more cruelty to punish and destroy.
And with the turbulent destruction after the Wave.
Only a void remains.
From deep within the void arrives Corbenik.

Yet to return, the shadowed one.
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon
Rumbles the Dark Hearth,
And Helba, Queen of the Dark, has raised finally her army.
Apeiron, King of Light, beckons...
At the base of the rainbow they meet.
Against the abominable "Wave," together they fight.
Alba's lake boils.
Light's great tree doth fall.
Power - all now to droplets turned in the temple of Arche Koeln.
Returns to nothing, this world of shadowless ones.
Never to return, the shadowless one.
Who quests for the Twilight Dragon.

The wife buffeted by "waves" turns her back on the field.
The daughter that waited for the shadows repeated,
"For sure... For sure I can go home."
But the girl did not know...
The truth that waited at the end of the journey
The eternal mourning of her land.

In the place of the calamitous, only life was known.
After the circling stars
When the eastern dark void, the air full of despair
In the depths of the divided forest, in the land of Karma,

Riding fast on the path is Skeith
Bearing death's shadow, it eliminates all that seek to thwart it.
The Confusing Mirage, Innis
Deceives those that see it with illusions, rescues the waves

The wave soaring high, when its head is smashed,
A new wave will emerge
To become Magus's power.
When questioning the wave,
Hope's light will be lost when he speaks of the dark future of where
sorrow and resignation reign.
Using Fiddlehiem's Technique

When engulfed by the Waves of Calamity, Gorre will plan
The sweet snare of conciliation is Macha
The Waves, an exceeding maelstrom
Nothing can escape

When you think you have escaped, Tarvos exists
To destroy those with his exceeding cruelty
Upon violent requital, only to remain is the void, the vacant darkness
is the harbinger that Corbenik is to appear.
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Like a frenzied horse that is driven.
An unseen wind of plague shrieks across the border.
Pandemonium, wailing, and the stench of carnage fills the air.
There is no place to run. No hope of escape.
Those who are mourned will never return.
The hands of time cannot be turned back.
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Shunning the field broken by Wave.
The shadowed girl whispers,
"Surely, I will return."
Alas, the truth unbeknownst.
Awaiting her at journey's end;
Eternal mourning for her land.
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When the finger points to the
yonder moon,
The fool will not look at the fingertip.
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The whole cannot be changed.
We have already lost that chance.
Because the time left to us was short,
We were mistaken in our path.
But now do we realize,
We should change not the whole,
But the parts.
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Wave soars and shrouds the eyes.
No means to fight an omnipresent force,
The shadowless ones just grieve.
Why must it be a Wave?
Divide, if it would just...
Then retaliate, we may.
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Over the Keel Mountains,
Meets an ape with human speech.
The ape asks,
"What clings to you?
Bear it - you cannot.
Accept it - you cannot.
But hidden - it is from you.
Recite its name."
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The Keel Mountains traversed at last,
we met a dragon that spoke thus:
"Sheraton am I, who interprets the signs.
An answer to my question, give.
If you can, complete my role will be,
and I will leave this land.
Though equally it exists before everyone's eyes,
grasp it not one person can.
Tell me—what is it?"
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Plaird of the Seven Sisters
Falling in love with a human,
Became a Shadowed One and
was exiled from the Dark.
Hence, her name came to be
called Plaird the Fallen.
At her wanderings' end,
she settled in seclusion
in Arche Haokar.
However, Those days
may not last.
A reunion may come, or
may not. Plaird's form
vanishes at the coming of the
harbinger of the Wave.
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so star wars fan doesnt yell at me for doing some random post and not telling about my day, i shall...

it was ok


xP
tis 10 so idk yet... but ive been waiting til the last days before i do all my work for the past 2 weeks so so far it isnt that fun =..=

*has been working all day and didnt get a wink of sleep last night for some reason so is feeling miserable + over worked*

anyways... how be every1?

(the .hack osts havent come yet and imeem still wont let me upload me songs T.T)
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Saturday, September 22, 2007

^^
lightening storm!
awesomeness :D

tis 1:40am and i be sitting outside with me laptop watching all the lightening and drinking a mountain dew x3

theres a flash almost every minute

this is truely random but theres rarely this much rain AND lightening in california which is beautiful...

id take a pic of a flash but i only feel like ruining 1 expensive electronic today xD (laptop + rain = angry mom)

back to a more important subject

imeem must hate me or something =..=
ive tried uploading my music ive edited on 3 diff comps, 3 diff days, and even tryd saveing them as all 3 types of files it accepts but nothing will work... i keep gettin an upload error after an hr of waiting for it to finish just to have to start over later to have it not work again!

its annoying =..=
im giving it 1 more day to work and then im just gona try to find another way to uplaod it...

Quote of the Day:

"Tis a Moose!!"


i feel more hyper than normal so im thinking about more things faster than i can remember what i was thinking about which makes it harder to come up with good quotes... oh well

any ways ^^ ttyl
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

long post =..=
Me and my bro are talking about mixing songs…
I found out how on my comp and we have awesome ideas xD

We’re thinking about mixing naruto theme songs with random phrases from various cartoons like billy and mandy and zatch bell and pokemon and crap like that xD

I think im also gona mix “Fighting Dreamers” and “Fly Mecha Grunty” together in some parts of it and itl be awesome xD!

Il make another playlist on imeem and add them to my site…
Totally legal xP
Right?
W/e

But yea… surprisingly I think I actually want to do this no matter how big a burden it is to get it right… even if it is for my own selfish reasons (mostly so il still have them if theyre deleted by the 1st owner and so I don’t have to get all the songs and so I just mix the 1s I wana hear 1st into 1 song which over time can save me a lot of time[and money on my car insurance xD (had to say that cuz I was listening to the caveman in the airport song from geico)] but il still do some fun stuff)

xD its gona be cool, just wait…



(im also gona start “quote of the day”s …. It should be interesting…)

umm so today’s quote… hmm
I guess it shall be from Gabi from .hack

“I got your email!… It was alil hard to read though cuz it was more than 3 lines =D!”

don’t ask why I chose that as the quote… I love that quote though cuz the way he said it was just awesome… I heard it 5 days ago when I beat .hack but I still laugh at it… and that deserves props xD

(when you beat the game he also sends you an email congradulating you on how you saved the world and stuff and it just says “Alright! :D” xD )

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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

xD
ok, me & my are talking about myotaku atm and he really doesnt no a thing about this yet
xD
heres our convo:
him-1 me-2

1:im gona make my site so it makes you scroll down automaticly so when they try to go back up to get out it still goes down!
2:that wouldnt work... lots of ppl no how to stop that and you dont even no how to resize a pic much less that
1:yea but theres 500000+ ppl on here, 1 of them is bound to not no
2:umm not even 50000 ever get on anymore( and they wont all visit your site if they did)
1:........
1:........
1: still!

xD
its a "you had to have been there" kinda thing... lol but it was so funny the look on his face when he actually thought every1 on here was going to see his site and actually fall for lame tricks and after i said that

il post more of the convo when he gets off me and stops killing me for posting this and if he even says more knowing im telling you it xP
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Sunday, September 16, 2007

awesomeness
listen to the 1st 4 songs on the playlist please...
theyre some of the coolest songs in .hack

its awesome i actually found them ^^

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

Sophora & my bro
tis my grunty Sophora


and my bro


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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

my art ^^


rocks huh =P

& my button

http://i125.photobucket.com/albums/p77/TriHaseo/ragglesaggle.jpg


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Saturday, September 8, 2007

****
random stuff:
****
umm im alil freaked out xD
at night always around like 2:30
i see envy online the cb things but when i talk to him his name turns to omi.42 and then when i go to another site i see capa on but when i talk to her, her name goes to its_me ...

both their avvys change too... and they never reply... idk if its possible but i think its a message fom the cboxs *spookey music* its really creepy
idk what it is but i know capa is never on this late and would ever change her name...

if im hilusinateing which to god i hope i am cuz this has been going on for several nights... dont expect me on them that much at night or at all anymore til im sane again xP

really though ive been loseing reality and im extremely confused sometimes... (zomg, just like sora... ((for thee that dont know who he is... *shakes head* i dont know how ye became my friend... hes from .hack//sign and he be awsome... )) woohoo)
anyways.... skip this...
im just talking to myself

what you really want is down there
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
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xD
my mom brought up the most random thing in the car today...
we were driving to a meeting for hopefully one of my future jobs and she knew i liked the color deep blue and she knew my fav characters from .hack had blue hair so she asked me if i wanted to dye it that color xD

that was alil freaky but totally awsome cuz my mom would be the last person to ever allow me to dye my hair and she had already looked up how...

anyways... yup... and megan, if i havent already missed it, you might be seeing me with crazy hair at the football game xD
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