Tuesday, November 6, 2007

@.@
Wow...
So much has been going on....
After daylight savings time kicked in.... Ive been totally lost......

My nostalgia has pretty much gone away now except for a few times now and then, thankfully... Thank you, everyone who tried to help...

Now I have another problem though, this time its school >.<
I just got updates and stuff on all my grades so far, and lets just say they cold be better... Alot better...
My teachers are suppose to email stuff thats due but most havent so when stuff is due I dont even know because i was never told @.@


Im trying to sort stuff out with my teachers right now to see if I can make up most of it...
Until I get replys from them though, I gotta do all the other work from the last 2 weeks before tomorrow...
I'm way to stuck to the comp its not even funny ><


Oh well.... I gotta start working...
Later..




(Cant think of a quote right now off the top of my head...... Il put one up later[I better not *glares at self*])
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Friday, November 2, 2007

Yay ^^
Most of you will be happy to hear this...

Things are falling into place and my nostalgia is getting better (for me, not it) and stuff is turning back to normal ^^

Thanks Vash for making that wallpaper for me! That really made my day! ^^ (I know I've already thanked you like 3 times now but I'll do it again x3)


Sorry about yesterday's quote ^^;
I got it from one of the guys in 'Paradice' from .hack vol.3 - the guys there are the only ppl worth actually talking to and really reading what they say xDD
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Happy Halloween
Happy Halloween...

Today is depressing yet happy...
I hate days like this especially with nostalgia...

Altimitcorp is closing in 20 min and ive been there since it opened which is really depressing cuz most of my friends i made on there i probably wont talk to again since no real way to keep in touch with them was really made since ppl made more and more sites which scattered most of them and i really cant have or atleast stay active in a whole bunch of sites because il mix up passwords and forget my usernames and all that stuff to the point i probably will have mixed up everysite im on with the others to were i wont be on anything...

its happy cuz its halloween though and i get to see and scare all my friends that i havent seen in years...



i just hate all this though because i cant ruley express anything because i take feelings and emotions so literal that its hard to show them if i feel that they have to be shown manually and stuff so i dont know if im depressed, happy but feel depressed, or if im just happy, or i just feel terrible because of it...



if my nostalgia gets any worse im probably gona have to go for a few weeks to try and fix it so it can atleast be at bay... hopefully that wont have to happen though


im also gona start to try to shorten my posts again <.< it probably gets annoying when i ramble like this analyzeing everything that happens to me...



and so il stop now...
happy halloween... ttyl



Quote of the day:
"Everyone look! Our king! Our Cowardly one has arrived!

Drown, get rattled, and tread!
Tread water and you shall drink it!
Drink water and you get rattled! Nothing you can do, nothing!
Everyone look! Our king! Our cowardly one has arrived!

Bring a life vest,
And he would scream it was too late!
Don't help him,
And he says you're cruel!
Everyone look! Our king! Our cowardly one has arrived!"

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Monday, October 29, 2007

heh
after a long battle... myotaku is finally back up
hooray

i cant believe it took them all dang weekend... that was torture....

heh...
anyways....... im exhausted.... im going to bed, il update more in the morning (if i can get on)

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

*deep sigh*
*sigh*
my life is turning upside down...

i have no idea whats going on...
insomnia and nostalgia...


perfect combination isnt it...



i cant remember but i can and its killing me even though oddly enough it feels good... my life is like too much things right now and even though things are sorta of coming back to normal like i wanted there not and they wont ever be again no matter how much i want and try to change it back...

whats making it worse is im having to watch anime on my free time since i cant get on the comp and the only anime i can watch is cowboy bebop and .hack//roots and .hack//sign; which are having the same "problems" as me right now...

and what makes it more worse is that i have already seen them all several times...
*is watching the last ep of cowboy bebop for the 5th time and the second time today*


and with all the tragedys and everything; i still cant help but smile on the inside...







welp... thats my life... always has been and looks like it always will...

if im not on the next few days, sry cuz il be busy and im not even suppose to be on now...


Quote of the day:
"Life is but a dream..."

Quote for tomorrow if im not on:
"...You'll carry that weight."



Update on fires around here:
theyre getting bigger but theyre moving further from me which i guess is good... i think there are still about 5-8 fires left but theyre getting closer to theme parks which is i guess bad too... in a way i dont even care though... i really dont want to care and shouldnt have to care either....



welp... im off...
til next time ^^
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Saturday, October 20, 2007

BG change?
Im thinking about changeing me bg...

What it is now:

http://www.animegalleries.net/albums/userpics/67290/Tri-Edge2.jpg




What i want to change it to:

http://www.dothack.com/gu/_images/screenshots/Prepare_for_Cubiya/large/snap100.jpg
OR
http://www.dothack.com/gu/_images/screenshots/Prepare_for_Cubiya/large/snap103.jpg




what do you think?
same, 1st one, or second?
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Thursday, October 18, 2007

aida
bad news, good news and more bad news......

itl still be awhile before i can get on the comp as muchh as i use to

the good thing is... |The World| is gonna be a real mmo and will be coming out christmas eve

the last bad news is, the game so far looks like crap unfortunatly and they havent given themselves alot of time to make it look much better... and it almost has 0 texture (so it just looks like a bunch of colorful shapes they put everywhere)


il still play when it comes out because itl be a miracle but it doesnt look much fun atm ><


also... it might be a few more weeks til everything goes back to normal over here... il try to sneak on a couple times to update and stuff for a few like 1-3 times a week if im lucky...


Quote of the day:
i had no time to think of 1 and im running out of time now so i cant have one xP

anyways.. hope every1 is doing ok... ttyl
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Friday, October 12, 2007

failure
=..= welp...1/2 of the resistance failed...

my mom was supposedly napping when i got up to get on the comp but she caught me on and she didnt log me on so she ackd me how and yata yata...
she ended up changing them again and crap so now i gotta either change them again or figure out what they are but then she got complicated cuz i saw a few letters and she made them like 10 letter words

she also didnt know that i changed the passwords so when she tried to get on to change them from the original accounts i was like, oh crap... cuz then she would have killed me if she found out...

i dont think il change them again for some time <.< it was way close...


in other news....
homeschooling is about to kill me with all the fricken deadlines and back and forth crap ><

i have like 3 essays a week and i gotta check my email AND on a special website... my math is driveing me crazy cuz i cant find enough time to learn and do it so i have to do 1 or the other which makes me fail either way ><

science is back and forth cuz the teacher just sends me what she wants done and i gota figure out how to do it and she puts on the website and in email and crap which is very confusing

and english i am completely lost in cuz i havent heard a single word from that teacher and she wants a huge amount of stuff on romeo and juleit and stuff and i was missing some stuff for it that kept me from doing the 1st months stuff for it so i gotta go back and do that too...

now tomorrow (later today), i gotta go down to some place like 2 hrs away to see my math teacher to make up some of the math cuz i cant learn and do it at the same time and get everything done...


i really think im gona die ><
*sighs*

well, w/e

Quote of the day:
"The most beutiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart."

(since i probably wont be on this weekend to update thanks to more passwords to decode il put up the next days too)

Quote of tomorrow:
"The most incomprehensible thing about the world is that it is at all comprehensible."

Quote of that day after the next:
"Do not fear deception, for the world already lies atop it."

Quote of the day that I'l probably be back on but probably won't post on:
"Your actions here can lead to either salvation or destruction..."



xP anyways... back to work for i ><

cya later
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Thursday, October 11, 2007

arg >
every1, stop deleting your sites! >< im loosing gb signings >
i had like 51 and now im at 47 <.<
if your not gona be on you could just turn it off so like in bloods case if you wana come back you havent lost everything ><





anyways.... il finally be on more again =D!
i have raised a resistance army of passwords on all my comps so that were even so i can sneak around easily during the day and night and get on almost any comp!

Muahahahahahaha

Quote of the day(almost said gay ^^; good thing i reread) :
"We're on the ~r~o~a~d~ to nowhere!"

xP... that song was always weird... except very catchy to me after i heard part of it in a game <.<;
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Wednesday, October 3, 2007

   betrayl
my bro has been trying to catch me online at night to tell on me, that lil-...

ive also been waking up at 2 in the afternoon which pisses my mom off which is making her belive i sneak at night so about an hr ago, she changed all the passwords on all the comps in the house and wont tell me any of them!

i had to hack into this 1 to change the password to get in (shhhh)... im gona have to switch it back when i get off...uhg *hates haveing to hack*

i just thought id let you no cuz now i probably wont be on as much if any of you look for me




for star wars fan:
i can meet up with u at Tillers but i also gota see taryn and sam and every1 else that ISNT walking distance from my house xP





anyways... hope i can get on to talk to you all later
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