Wednesday, March 5, 2008

VV
Well it looks like VV is here...
Something just tells me that after a week maybe this whole myo thing will get neglected and everyone will quit...
Just a hunch...

There have been an incredible amount of bugs in the backroom and the comment box like adam said, doesnt look to good...


I'm sure it'l get fixed but before the whole vv launch thing started the site was so fluent and now it just seems like a dead end in the backroom because I cant do anything... half the side bar is gone, I cant pm anyone, and I have to type in a whole nother URL to get to theO...

That and apparently new people cant join the myo anymore and have to join in spaces or Worlds or what ever the new thing is on VV...


I hope this doesnt die though... from the quick look I got at the new O, if this had to be shut down I know it would be extremely hard to find my friends on it since it doesnt have a friends list in the backroom like here...


In lighter news... I got .hack//G.U.+ 2 weeks ago... Its really good but missed a bunch of the story =\... I also got a new graphics card for my gaming comp which will hopefull help it but I still gotta take my old one out and discharge it ( i guess ) And put in the new one and install... I dont know exactly how to and I dont want to ruin it or my comp trying so I gotta wait til my cousin who helped make it with me gets time to walk me through it... The card was 144$ and I had to barrow 60 from my bro cuz I sorta went on a buying spree for awhile after I got GU+ ^^; buying abunch of videogames...

I gotta pay him back too... heh...

Anyways... ttyl
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Friday, February 29, 2008

Lurk
Umm... not much to report... Just posting to show you all I'm alive... Ive been around commenting, just too bored and lazy to post...

A mixture of good and has been going on but when I wait thins long to post I usually forget about most of it so I cant really say it now...

I got a little frustrated with my dad earlier but I'm over it now... Basicly we needed some replacement parts for some helicopter thing and he made me call 10 different stores (and some of them 2ce) so I could "practising communicating"... It frustrated me because he made me call again and again until I asked the people everything perfectly but the reason it took that long was because some of them couldn't understand what we said and I had to say stuff slowly for them while my dad rushed me to say it fast and grouped all in one WHILE I was still trying to talk to them (he was yelling) and I had it on speaker phone...
I really dont know if its just selective hearing or what but he is always yelling and just chooses not to hear me or understand both sides to a conversation making him think I dont talk and "mumble" just because I dont want to yell- and especially not on speaker phone to blow out their ear drums...

The other part of it was when Id ask for directions, they would tell me, and Id write em down, all normal, right? Well then my dad would tell me to wait so he could think for a second, and wait, and wait... Then finally came up with something else to ask them then blamed me at the end for waiting so long to ask them it which made him make me call another place...

Anyways, it was a long day...
But in the end I got to go over to a friends house for awhile and hang out and that helped alot so Im not so stressed about it anymore... Its just so annoying when he does this sort of thing, especially when he thinks its my problem when he chooses not to hear me or yells over my voice...

Sorry ^^; kinda hard to belive im really that over it when I complain that much about it ^^;
Anyways... hope you all are doing good... Ttyl


- and Happy day of Leaping
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Thursday, February 14, 2008

Happy Valentines Day
Not much to report today... Except the fact its the dreaded (for most people atleast) Valentines Day...

I myself dont really care much about this day but I dont hate it either... Its just another day so I treat it that way... But yeah, most of my day's are terrible sooo you can kinda see why I could care less...

Besides... A holiday where you still gotta go to school/work is hardly a holiday...
And one day a year that shows someone you love, how much you love them, doesnt make alot of sence because if you really love them than you should be showing them everyday >.<

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Monday, February 4, 2008

boo
im still alive... i havent posted in a while...

i finally caught back up to where i was in my game and finally finished it off 100% a few hours ago and had time to make my new bg and put it on here, if you can see it... Its not very good but its better than my old and thats all that matters right now...

Im going to try to have more positive post from now on but it might take awhile for some to come around... Anyways, ttyl...
Il post more later if i have time
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Monday, January 21, 2008

   first time using this smilie
*about to pull hair out and strangle my brother*
grrrrrr... Im going to kill my brother! Im so pissed off at him right now! I let him play Folklore for 5 minutes because I was doing something on the comp before I was about to start playing... 5 minues in, he saves his game and he saves over mine and I was 90% through it!! *slams head on desk*
Im going to make him get me back to that point but now that he knows I hate him right now he wont because he will try to avoid me =_=

He better be able to or else.... Some of the spotst are places I dont want to go to more than I have to =_=

grr!!! I wish I could snap his neck right now....
not to mention all the other things hes done to my stuff and my games and electronics... Yesterday he killed one of the spare comps I had just made by playing a stupid game and leaving the screen with it on all day and night while people were hacking in the same area =_= (yeah, it was maple story if that didnt give it away) so the motherboard caught on fire...

If it wasnt a spare I really would have killed him...



Thank god Im going to see "In the Name of the King" with a friend in a few minutes to help relieve the stress of haveing him ruin everything... Im just worrried now that he will do something to something else I /can still enjoy/...

Hopefully theres better news later once he gets me back to that spot =_=
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Monday, January 14, 2008

The famous speaker who no one had heard of said:
Ladies and Jellyspoons, hobos and tramps,
cross-eyed mosquitos and bow-legged ants,
I stand before you to sit behind you,
To tell you something I know nothing about,
Next Thursday, which is Good Friday,
There's a Mother's Day meeting for fathers only;
Wear your best clothes if you haven't any.
Please come if you can't; if you can, stay at home.
Admission is free, pay at the door;
pull up a chair and sit on the floor.
It makes no difference where you sit,
the man in the gallery's sure to spit.
The show is over, but before you go,
Let me tell you a story I don't really know.
One bright day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight.
(The blind man went to see fair play;
the mute man went to shout 'Hooray')
Back to back they faced each other,
drew their swords and shot each other.
A deaf policeman heard the noise,
and came and killed the two dead boys,
A paralysed donkey passing by,
Kicked the blind man in the eye;
knocked him through a nine inch wall,
into a dry ditch and drowned them all.
If you don't believe this lie is true,
ask the blind man;he saw it too,
throught a knothole in a wooden brick wall.
And the man with no legs walked away.

8D
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Thursday, January 10, 2008

Uhg... only 4 hours of sleep over 4 days... So much work...
Im behind in every class and Ive bee so busy lately, Im just now getting around to doing my other work...

5 essays due for english, 2 or 3 more for writing, who knows how many for science... atleast 2 benchmarks and 2 quick checksfor science... 3 portfolios due... Everything due tomorrow and then I have to study for finals since I havent had much time to even look at my books to learn what im doing...
the finals arent my main worry since I normally 'A' tests but still... so much work @_@

If im not dead after tomorrow, Il visit sites but right now, I not only dont have time, but Im so lifeless I probably wouldnt know how to reply...



The quotes I posted in the last post were all from cowboy bebop the movie... Apparently most of you havent seen that either so I cant really talk about it or why I posted them ><;


Im tempted to start posting the movies on here just so I can talk about them...



And lastly, for some who havent noticed, Ive been adding several more songs to my playlist so if you have time you could listen to some of them if you want... Im still trying to find a certain song though...

EDIT
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EDIT

*collapses* Finally...
I was up til 4 last night trying to finish the rest of my work when I had to go check online for the rest of the directions to something I was working on and while I did that... I found more work I had to do =..=

I got 3 hours of sleep before I had to get up to finish everything that I didnt get a chance to study for my finals and I only had time to go over science a bit while I was in the car... I think I did ok on them seeing how I havnt really opened any of my books until now... There were several problems that they worded just to confuse me though =..= and the choices were pretty much the same on some of the multiple choice ones...
They would have something like this:

What is the cause of the Coriolis's force?
A) Earth's Sun
B) Earth's rotation
C) The wind and ocean currents
D) The magnetic poles


Really theyre all right, sort of... Earths rotation causes the effect, the sun heats the water and air so the warm water moves above the cold to make the currents and the wind moves the warm air to colder places which means all around the world, and the currents go to the poles where the bounce back into the equator which is the whole effect.
So that question didnt work too well... All answers worked...

Any ways... When I got back, I finished science and now all I have to do is get all my essays Ive done and put them in a portfolio and write a little about them for writing and get 3 work things I did for english and put those in a portfolio and write a bit about them too and then Im done...

But I still have to write 2 of the essays I have to put in that portfolio so it will take a lil bit longer ><



I found one of the songs I was looking for and I put in my playlist in the front... its the first song that plays but it needs a softer song in front of it that helps the transition alil better... You all probably could care less about the order but his song sorta needs something to start it out with and it actually does, so now im looking for it...
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Friday, January 4, 2008

"Is there an indelible line dividing sanity from insanity... Or do they change, one into the other at the slightest change of events?...
No one can draw a clear line between sane and insane. You move that line as you see fit for yourself. No one else can. You'll understand soon... that the one that's insane is this world."

"This world the butterflies are showing me... Is it a dream? Or is their world the real one and the world where I was, the dream? I don't know."





Are you living in the real world?


(Sorry, optimization killed the font)

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Monday, December 24, 2007

Rejoice
I think Ive finally calmed down after that last post.... Sorry everyone... Il try not to snap like that again...


Today/Yesterday I saw Sweeney Todd...
It was awesome... All day I've been thinking how awesome it would be to live in some of the places in Tim Burtons films... (except Charlie and the Choclate factory if he even did that)

The only thing that sucks now is that I saw it by myself and none of my friends have seen it yet and theres several funny songs I want to show them that I cant because 1 song spoils alot of the movie since the whole movie is basicly a musical and if you listen to the soundtrack, youre like watching the movie with your ears because theres probably only 10 short scenes that arent spoken in a song but those have very minimal dialogue...

But yeah... It wasnt scarey but evferyone around me watching kept flinching everytime he cut someones head off and that was kinda annoying...
I mean hes only slitting their throats... whats so disturbing about that... you can stop whenever you want...

There was maybe 1 actual really gorey scene that I guess I could expect people to be disturbed by but im just weird ^^;



Im going to see it again tomorrow and bring my parents this time and a couple friends and make them watch because its not fun when your the only one singing a weird song thats suppose to be funny but no one recognizes and they dont know why =\


Well I guess that is all...
(if anyone else has seen it yet tell me because if enough people here have seen it then I want to post my 2 favorite songs xP...)




Also thank you people who commented on my last post... You guys really helped... this post might have been another of those last ones if you hadnt...
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Monday, December 17, 2007

Reminice
(if you dont have time you might as well not read this because its gonna be long)
((Note that if any of what I say here offends you, Im sorry and just ignore it, but it shouldnt offend anyone))

I finished watching Lotr The Return of the King
I wasnt able to get on the comp and some channel was playing all 3 and it was already on so I just said what the hell and watched it... Then my mom came home from Houston and we went out to get sushi at my favorite place and although it was still open, we found out the owner had died 3 months ago and since it was like a family that owned it and worked together on it that we were good friends with, that was pretty sad...
So yeah...


And yesterday was Taryn's bday... I avent talked to her in a really long time, she is always busy and doesnt have long to get on and the only way I can talk to her is getting on neopets (I know... its lame... I hate it but I only get on it for her...) but they automaticlly delete the messages after a certain matter of time which usually isnt enough for either of us so if we actually do get each others messages, itl probably stop after 3 messages back and forth max and doesnt happen for atleast a week but usually a month or longer ><... I only hope she sees it so maybe I can get her on here...


Tomorrow is also my lil bro's bday, one who died a long time ago when he was pretty young and several things that my dad didnt want me to touch that have been broken for awhile have been randomly turning on (one is the lights inside of the pool and me and my bro would have to go outside in the middle of winter at 10pm every 15min to turn em off) and it happens that is were he died, so we think it could be him somehow...

While none of it is getting emotional, it does bring back sad times and I really wish these days were alot like the ones baack then...




I have alot I want to say but I dont think you guys really want to hear it all....
All that up there is alot as it is...
Really, Im just reminicing of old friends that I use to be able to talk to whenever I got on but now its mostly decieced to just you guys and not even that because most of you dont get on much anymore either than what I know you use to...


Just talking to one would be awesome... *sighs*



Damn it... I cant even get myself depressed (its mentally a positive state for me when Im remembering stuff like this)









...so many times Ive wanted to laugh but couldnt.... cry but couldnt... ect...
All the nothingness around me as made me virtually empty of everything but memorys that dont even work half the time...

It makes bigger and bigger holes too as time goes on when I have to sneak more and more just to get 10 minutes on here and just to get caught to the point where I have to delete accounts to be safe...
There might come a time when Il have to delete this too......



uhg... I cant even act sad... It sickens yet pleases me... That Im so cold hearted yet kind?





When I say il get around to doing stuff, I wont because the reality is... Theres not enough time for anything anymore...
Pointless knowledge to be gained for what? Almost everyone knows what they ave to about history and they make even more people learn it to "learn from past civilizations' mistakes" but the economy is crashing... We must have learnt alot from that -.- *sarcasm*
Everyone is in a rush because things have to get done because people have high expectations on others and its only making it harder for everyone else...
Theres no time fore anything anymore because people cant stop for even a second to look around to see that their work is pointless...
Cultures, religions, and races are getting mixed into everything and it causes wars and bigger separation that makes alot of people think the world is going to end and therefore work faster to get work done? Lol, what?
If the world was ending shouldnt you enjoy it? ><


The 'terror' crap going around is only a burden on people who beleive in it... If this country was truly free, know one would care what anyone did and that would make crimes meaningless... Law enforcement without blocking emotions... That would make the world perfect because not only would some one who bombs a building get thrown in jail for eternity the second they did it, if theyre not already dead, but they would also realize that what they did had no effect except cause a big mess...
A few of those and people would eventually stop because its pointless and it would prevent stupid things like whats going on from happening...

People ARE going to die one way or another... The only thing tey can do about it is decide how when and where... Its always their choice even when its not...


Im done for now...
Sorry...







Heres a list of what Il be adding to my site(most likely in te order I put it in):

-New Background

-More daily quotes

-Weekly pics

-Fixed scrolly things

-Less lag (really? 0.o wow)

-Less music (maybe)




Things never coming:

-Christmas theme

-New theme

-Count downs

-Ect. of other little annoying things






CONGRATS!!!
You Finished Reading!!!
Give Yourself A Pat On The Back...

The thing I moved was, yes, the comment box thing...
It is now at the top of my page, parallel to where it would be just on the complete other end...

If you have time to comment, Id apreciate it... After all youve read (provided you read all of it, if any of it) you can probably see Im going alil crazy...

*sighs* that tis all.....



EDIT: (4:16 AM)
New background ^^
I made this one too which explains why its so bad... I cant express how bad i need photoshop again...

It doesnt go to well with the grey so might have to mess with it alil later... the link to it otherwize is here and it actually doesnt look that bad...

http://i125.photobucket.com/albums/p77/TriHaseo/Triedge.jpg

anyways... il keep messing with it later... I really need sleep now.. Im getting paranoid to the point that my parents' snoring is starting to sound like really loud people trying to whisper from the back of the house and outside.... Im not sure why it sounds like it would be that far but it just does...
If one of them wakes up im dead...

Anyways... cya
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