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Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Manipulation

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Who has Myo manipulated?

Recently, I've come to a point where I've been scaring myself. To begin, the school boards and councilors- a group of collective stiffnecks- have, over the past 2 years, succumbed to my every request while others crawl out of their offices whining. Lets see, I believe last year I made a post about the first instance; my schedule was the absolute worst last year, I had all the teachers with the worst reputation grading wise and I was missing a class I was promised and really wanted to be in. So I waited in a line with 30 other students all through lunch and quite a bit over, who were all trying to change schedules and get rid of their bad teachers that they literally put a sign outside saying "If your here about teachers, don't even bother."
So I get in to see my councilor and long story short, I get my class and all the teachers I had had in the past AND I coerced getting into one of those new classes with my girlfriend.

I walked out thinking "Well played", I almost wanted to brag but everyone else would hate me.

So this year, I've had several run ins with my councilor about classes. Since its my last, I have few academic classes and more electives. but the academics where tight so I couldn't swap any of those. After long talks and what if scenarios, I dropped one academic class that would have hurt my credits which happened to have a bad teacher at the same time, replace it with an elective, and then that was settled. So then I was missing a 4th period. So I chose Teacher Aid, got my longtime English teacher and got my girlfriend into his class earlier, before I did this.

This year has been great! But this was no real accomplishment over the system. Now, for today. Today, or rather last night, I emailed my councilor about perhaps dropping another class at the semester that I'm not doing too well in under the circumstances. I blamed it on a few realistic health issues and offered an alternative before i truly decide to drop the class.
I was called in to talk about it. I was aware my gf was in the first period of the class I was trying to alter and guess what I got, taking the last and only empty spot(once occupied too).



Really, these little accomplishments sound minuscule, but together, even though I would have settled for anything other than what I had had at the times, in each of these scenarios I have come out even better: each time getting a class with my girlfriend, each time making it more convenient for myself, and each time getting better teachers.



To my point. When the above is added together, that flawless achievement is incredible, given the record of my school. I'm scared of this ability because I have no knowledge to how it became so prominent in my life. Are people instinctively bending to my will? Is it charm? Is it charisma? What are the limits to it and how many aspects of my life does it control, are any of my friends under this influence.
( I'm not a very open person unless it takes being open to persuade someone to open up to me... Or if your a really close friend. And yet I can get almost anyone talking to me or coming to me for problems. Unless its deep and I have to use the exception mentioned prior to this.)


As great as it is to get what I want, I don't want everything handed to me because my devious side will use it and inexorable bad habits will begin...

Thoughts? If anyone?

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