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Thursday, July 15, 2004


   Hyde dream o_O;;

about my hyde dream, since a couple of people asked me...

i had it twice. the two best dreams of my life... ^_^

the first time it was during the SAT9 testing or whatever, now i am SO glad they make us do that... the next one was three days ago. i have no clue why but i had it again... wait it's probably because i just bought the laruku CD ^^;

anyway it's in a hospital OR a very plain school (like the empty one in demon ororon vol 2 ^^;), that i can't figure out... but at first it looks like a waiting room with lots of little kids... i'm sitting in a corner and hyde in the opposite... and then all of a sudden i'm alone. and then... i blink and hyde's there like 2 feet away from me.

I'm kind of scared, although i'm not sure why I would be, if hyde was going to kill me in real life i would be so happy!! *niko!* anyway he leans over and whispers in my ear "I'll never forget you..."

"W-Why is that?"

He looks at me like I'm an idiot, like I should know what he's talking about. "Because... You're the first person I'm going to kill."

My eyes go wide but I don't move. And then he starts to choke me, and I make no struggle at all, although when i start to realize what's happening i think "i don't want to die yet i only just met you! hehe XD

"It hurts..."

"I know," he says, half-smiling.

And then I can't even see him anymore, but something's still choking me... then I kind of black out... even though i kind of see all white instead of all black... ^^;

So then the dream goes one of two ways. the first way (from the SAT9's): I don't really die. I'm back in the hospital, and hyde's like locked up ready to be taken to jail. I walk over and see him after which i yell to the authorities "No! He's innocent! I ASKED him to!" and they can't hear me... so I keep yelling. In my head I'm telling myself "No of course you never asked him to kill you why iin the world are you saying this?"... that's all i remember from that one... XD but now that i think of it maybe they couldn't hear me because i was just a ghost and hyde actually DID kill me... ^^;

the second way, the one i had last time, is like this: I kind of open my eyes and I'm in the autopsy room. I try to tell them to not figure out why I'm dead because... well i'm not dead yet. but nothing happens. So it turns out I AM dead, I just haven't left my body yet. Then they finally figure out that i died of lack of air... (obviously) and so they take me to be prepared for burial...

this part i'm very familliar with. I'm in the casket, all dressed up (XD the worst way i would be buried... can't i at least be comfortable when i'm dead?) anyway it's an open casket viewing. so then everyone passes by and some people are semi-sad and the other half are all like "Oh, well I never liked her anyway" Then they take me out to be buried... and after they close the casket i wake up... XD

heheh i love the SAT9s, thanks to them i get to dream about hyde... all the weirdest dreams i have come from the SAT9s... hehe

well hyde succeeded in that one, never knew what happened to him in the second part... ^^;

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Wednesday, July 14, 2004


   Free!

yay no more braces...

and also something that made me happier:

hyde visited my dreams again! he actually succeeded in killing me ^______^ it's so nice to be strangled by a jrocker

the first time i had that dream i was taking the SAT9s or whatever they're called now... now i love standardized testing <3

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Monday, July 12, 2004


   Feeling Fine

words: hyde / music: ken

Are you feeling fine?
Nemurenai yoruniwa kimino maboroshiga...
She said "Loving you made me happy everyday"
Anokoroto onajisa mujyakina kaode hanashikakenaide

Tsunagatte itemo yokanshitetakara saishokara tabun
Tooi kakono kotosa oshietekureta wakareno imi

Itsuninareba itowo tachikiri kimiwo norikoeru?

Are you feeling fine?
Nagai michino tochuude sayonarano kawarini
She said, "Loving you made me happy everyday"
Nanigotomo naikanoyoo sekaiwa mawaru bokuwo nokoshite

Kagirinaku jiyuu... tsukaenaikurai jikanwa tsukinai
Harewataru hibini tozashiteitemo jiyuudakedo

Udewo nobashi doawo hiraite wasurekaketanoni...

Are you feeling fine?
Nemurenai yoruniwa kimino maboroshiga...
She said "Loving you made me happy everyday"
Anokoroto onajisa mujyakina kaode hanashikakenaide

Binetsu karuku dokoka kimiwo...

Imagoro kitto kinimo tomezuni kimiwa yumenonaka

Are you feeling fine?
Mudana teikouwa yamete ashitaeto mukaou
I said "Loving you made me happy everyday"
Itsunomanika nemurini togirete kieta egaonomamade

{Please excuse any spelling errors, i don't type that well XD... translations appreciated)

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Sunday, July 11, 2004


   Laruku CD!

I now own the laruku cd. :) i listen to it every free moment i have...

i've been obsessing over learning the words to ready steady go ^^;

my sister likes to sing to the hydeless version XD

lyrics will come later

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Friday, July 9, 2004


   kyou plushie and more

yes i went to borders and bought the 2nd volume of akuma no ororon... and found out that i really like mitsume ^_^

and then i saw in the section right behind it... they had a KYOU PLUSHIE it was at least 12 inches high... and it even had the little + thingie... ^_^ it was $17 so i didn't have enough money but... I WANT THAT PLUSHIE.

there were also some inuyasha ones, a miaka (fushigi yuugi) plushie, one of those .hack pet thingies, and also a mokona!

there were a couple of stupid people like "o i like that white fluffy thingie let's go to the children's section and see how much it costs!" hahaha the children's section...

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Thursday, July 8, 2004


   o_O;;

wow my hiei wallpaper is number 1 for popularity in the yu yu hakusho thingie... only by one download though... ^^;

thanks to everyone who downloaded!

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Tuesday, July 6, 2004


   Smile available in the US!

Yes, TofuRecords is now offering Laruku's newest album with US prices (no more $35 CDs :P) get it now from www.tofurecords.com for only $13.08 (plus about $3 shipping)

too bad i spent all of my money on gothic lolita bibles... XD i'll find some way to earn back my money...

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Monday, July 5, 2004


time for some changes...

ok my new wallpaper: mana... (malice mizer/moi dix mois)

my new user avatar: riku ^_^ (made with Adobe Image Ready v. 7.0)

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Sunday, July 4, 2004


   sorry for lack of updates

ya... well thanks to everyone who signed my guestbook while i was gone, sorry i didn't get back to updating and stuff... i'll send in some more pics when i adjust the sizes... ok well that's about it...

~soujiro

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Friday, June 18, 2004


   i'll be gone until july

um ya i'm going on vacation and i won't be back until july 1 so... ^^;

i'll miss all of you!

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