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Friday, August 12, 2005


bleh...
I officially detest Wal*Mart even more.
I actually found some purple fishnets, and some black fishnets, would my dad let me buy them?
Hell no.
I ended up HAVING to buy 2 pairs of jeans (my dad said the ones I am wearing, which are cut off at the knee and safety pinned back on courtesy of my boredom, have to be thrown away ;-;) and I got a white, button-up, collared shirt that you would wear under a business suit or w/e, so that my Kyo tie will look good on it. That was the only thing I liked.
My dad was fussing b/c my mom was bitching at him over the phone to make me buy “color”.
She is gonna flip out when she finds out I didn’t get what she wanted.
I found plaid skirts, pleated too, but they were hideous colors. Brown and purple? For gods’ sake, people, gross. And anyway, I didn’t want any from Wal*Mart….I didn’t like the styles….
I am in such a stress I want to cry.
And I bought black boots….those are okay too…
I borrowed a shirt from Jen-chan hopefully to make it a little better…
I was hoping terribly to borrow the one that says “Looking for a Japanese Boyfriend” or the one that has a Pocky box and instead of Pocky it says “Bocky” (you’ll only get it if u know what that means in Japanese, XD) but alas, she couldn’t find them and since her dad was bitching when she answered the door and she isn’t supposed to be lending clothes anyway b/c her dad wont let her, she had to sneak it out and her dad is probably mad at her now. And it is a shirt that says…well lets just say its something kind of dirty…in Japanese but if anyone asks I’ll just lie *shifty eyes* Thank you Jen-chan, anyway, for looking for two hours.
Yes but now I have to rearrange my whole outfit b/c the shirt is black red and orange and my bondage pants have pink on them.
*cries in stress*
I hate my parents, both of them, sometimes. I ALWAYS hate my mom, but my dad usually lets me do stuff!
Maybe I’m just spoiled…
But I can’t stand anything today, everything makes me stressed and want to cry.
I am going to be so uncomfortable in the clothes I have to wear.
I could give a damn what everyone else at the orientation will be thinking, b/c the clothes I would LIKE to be wearing would make everyone else cringe anyway. But I want to LIKE what I’m wearing.
*sigh*
And I have to be at that orientation ALONE for six hours (12:30 - 6:30), when my parents come at 6:30 we get my schedule and hopefully get the hell outta there. But of course, my DEAR SWEET mother will make me sit through that dumbass “Fashion show” the school is having.
WOO-FUCKING-HOO LETS ALL GET PEPPED UP FOR THAT, WHY DON’T WE?!
I’m so strained right now I can’t even stand it. I have to go do something….maybe find SOMETHING I don’t actually hate that I can wear.

I hope you all have a good day.




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