Friday, September 26, 2003

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Thursday, September 25, 2003

I dislike the presence of people at this current juncture of time highly

So I do indeed now have a full fleded cold. I am currently in one of the worst moods I have been in for a long while.

The fact of the matter is that I would not have gotten this goddamn sickness if my parents had not pressured me into going with them to the nursing hom to see my grandmother. It pisses me off to no end that no matter what sort of things I do to try to please people, in general I get the worst end of the deal.

Oh well. At least it is not a stomach illness. That has to be the illness that I most dislike- especially since I got solmenella some years back. I got it from some of the food from the cafeteria at school. I lost like 20 pounds of water weight on the first day, my parents scheduled an appointment for me 2 days after. On the second day I faded in and out of consiousness while just sitting and watching tv. Finally, when the day came to go to the doctor, I could not walk at all. I had to lean on my dad's shoulder to the car. When we got to the office I needed a wheelchair.

That was the crappiest sickness-related week of my life.

-_-

I think I will type up a quiz day for you all. I need something to waste some time, anyway.

Sigh.
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Argh.
I regret to inform the populace that the new Limp Bizkit single is actually a single level above total crap.

It is somewhat enjoyable.

And I do not know why. Maybe it is the meloncholy parts, maybe it is the nu metal parts.

Someone kill me. I have not liked anything LB since Significant Other. Ergh, I might actually but the new album.


ARGH.


Man. Alone in the dark, playing Lunar 2 with a cold listening to a new limp bizkit single.

Ever have the feeling that Siberians have a more interesting life than you do? haha.

Oh well.

I hope all of the people I know that are asleep are dreaming well, and those that are still up liveing well.

I have nothing more to add.. and must end this post. The wound on my forehead reopened from this afternoon.

It is not bleeding that bad, let me just stop the stream.

My mother acidentally pushed me straight into a tree branch, a thick hardy branch whos bark had been around long enough to attain sharp, hardy properties. It was painful intailly, but it lulled into that mundane throbbing 'now you know why people do not do slam their heads into things often' pain. I was content with this, but my mother immediately did that motherly 'gasp'.

o.o; I bleed too much. Red is too commonplace in my life. My font, my ideal color.

Now I will proceed to stop the bleeding again. Intill my next post, adios.

[Edit] Mmmm. It has stopped bleeding.

Heh. There is some blood on my wrist.

The last time I saw blood on my wrist, I was dieing. And no matter how much the scar fades, it will always been there in spirit- and physically I can always see it, no matter what.

Damn. I wish I had just od'ed on pills instead of sliceing my wrist open to the bone. The other wrist I just sliced open a few times, not to the bone- so it was not lethal, I think. Still that is like playing russian roulette.

Trust me kiddies. It is better to try it on other spots.

But man was that the most consumeing pain I had ever felt. I was drowning in it, I could barely think.

There was more to this but I deleted it.

No need to further the subject.

Just remember to tell the suicidal people you might know that a kid you used to know tryed it and does not reccomend it.

Especially when there are so many other ways to let negetivity out. Heheh.
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Motherfucker.
I have some sort of cold or flu.

I feel like shit.
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Wednesday, September 24, 2003

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I would like to wish Jenna a happy b-day. ^_^
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Current Music: SuperBeast By Rob Zombie
Current Mood: Content.

The Name Of The Game Is Majority

I heard a debate on CNN that brought to my attention a true fact taht most people miss, or at least I seem to have missed my long standing studies of religion, somehow- even when it was right underneath my nose.

The majority of Americans are Christian. This means that, even under persecution, you have brothers or sisters in faith you can turn to and have agreement with.

As an agnostic I have no one. Absolutely no one who agrees with me, lol. Now this is not a call for me to whine and wallo in pity because I am somehow alone in hateing the majority religion in a large superpower- on the contrary, this is a call for the Christians to stop bitching about persecution. It is to the point idiot conservitives are writing books about it.

On that note, fuck conservitives. You idiotic anti-women, anti-black fools. Go to hell. God I get enough crap from alot of them from being agnostic, but no one tolerates socialists anymore- especially liberal ones. Jesus Christ. Anyway.

Christianity complaining about persecution is hypocritical- after thousands of years of KILLING people who veiwed things the way I do, it is suddenly impolite for me to say one sacreligious statement to your face.

What the flying hell. o_o

Christians are fine people. Moral people, in general. They have great values and nice families. They enjoy what they enjoy, openly.

The keyword is openly.

I am not crying for some sort of forced exodus of Christianity underground, but you have to expect and be able to weather criticism- especailly in an era where your religion is comeing off falser and falser, more debateable and more debateable. Marriage, that oh-so-holy union, is faltering- really faltering. I have lost all faith I had in it, due to family problems ironically enough.

Conservitive Christians whineing about lack of support for their faith in schools and socially should just shut up. If anyone reading this is a conserv christian, which I doubt highly, please- comment, I want to hear the idiocy that I have heard from other conservs. lol.

Just for the record, no one online has bitched about this. If anyone thinks I am pointing fingers at them then you are, sadly, mistaken. As I mentioned, on CNN's Laura Zahn show I saw a small debate- so I am not targeting any of you.

It is just the title of the guy's book that pissed me off twice as much.

"Persecution: How Liberals Are Waging War Against Christianity"

-_-;;;; Please.

Unless someone here that knows something that I do not know about, I find that melodramatic. If trying to remove the relationship between state and religion or school and religion is some sort of war then I am Osama Bin Laden, ugh.

The guy had the gaul on the show to complain about science classes in schools teaching evolution-

science classes.

Damn Conservs.

It should be noted that I have not been able to find anything that really supports this sort of liberal 'war', lol. If anyone has something that points to such an extreme situation, then please, show me. I guess holding an opinon these days is tantamount to open warfare, haha. All opinons are subject to change, of course, as things occur. =)

Lunar 2: Eternal Blue Complete

I bought this a few days ago and have to say it is a great RPG for the PS1/2. The love story that I have seen so far is just the tip of the iceburg I presume- I am only a couple of hours into it, heh. The gameplay in whole- battle system, equip system, story- is great. The characters are memorable, and I have only recruited one, other than the main chars- lol. The mix of anime and CGI FMVs is choice.

I reccomend it.

The Re-emergence Of Love For All Things Zombie

Rob Zombie and White Zombie are choice, once more. I am downloading as much of their stuff as I can- once more, ^_~. If you can find the time try out SuperBeast by Rob or More Human Than Human by White Zombie. Good metal, good music to just chill to.

The intro to SuperBeast is choice as well.

Little Girl: And out of the darkness the Zombie did call,
True pain and suffering he brought to them all.
Away were the children to hide in their beds,
For fear that the devil would chop off their heads! *giggle*

The Thirst Comes Once More

My urge to roleplay has been growing for several weeks now, and I have joined Arcadia's RPG- leaving me currently looking for more, haha.

What fun.

That is all, leave positive comments or unbiased opinons, if you will.

P.S. The hidden stuff in my OB signature I wrote myself, do you like? I think of it as a small story.
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Tuesday, September 23, 2003

Hm.
I would like to strive to get another moderator's spot. Any suggestions as to what area...

a.)I should try to get
b.)Needs a moderator.
c.)Would do well with some Ken-wisdom.

I was thinking of Sony, because I am a fan of the PS2- just, I never find the need to post in there. I know alot about the games comeing out and the ones in dev.. hm.

Any ideas? I would enjoy having a bit more work to do, lol.
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