Saturday, February 10, 2007

   :Art info and friend:.
Hey,
what's up everyone? Sorry about the ranting on my last post, but I can be really opinionated sometimes.

Anyways, I mainly posted to say that I'm up for requests and trades if anyone's interested. And new art will be posted today as well.
I've recently gotten into requests and such because it keeps me drawing. I want to be as good as some of my favorite artists, and I won't stop till I am. ^_^ Guess you could say that it's a dream of mine.

What else was I going to say..oh yeah, me and my friend had a good time. We watched the FullMetal Alchemist movie(which was awesome) and we were sword fighting with my crappy Katanas. xD Well, it was more like posing than fighting but still fun.

Oh, and I'll actually get to your sites this time too.(lol)
Thanks for reading.

Sayonara,
-Blue

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Friday, February 9, 2007

   .:Heartbreaks, artwork, rant time!:.
Hey,
I noticed that I've gotten twenty one comments on my last post. I was surprised, but that's awesome to me, thank you. *hugs* Thanks for checking out my art as well.

I'm kinda pissed off today, turns out that my best friend's boyfriend broke up with her. She's a really sweet girl, and funny and everything..but he broke up with her for some stupid 8th grader. T_T And she really liked him too, so she's upset about it. I tell you, I saw her crying today, and seeing that made me want to start bawling too. I do that, if someone crys I feel like I'm gonna tear up. Doesn't mean I'm sad, I just feel for them you know?

Especially with heartbreak. I know how bad that stuff hurts, it's horrible. But everyone goes through it, and if you haven't already then you will in the future. But hey, you know you have the someone just for you when they've never broke you that way.

It still makes me mad, I want to tear that jerk to pieces for that. Hurting my friends is not something you want to do. But, it's none of my business so I'm staying out of it. I just really hope she feel better.

Speaking of ex-boyfriends..mine recently wrote my friend back. I don't give a shit about him really, the only thing that made me mad is that him and 'alot of other people' think I still have feelings for him. Now, I don't care what people think of me, but are they really that nosy as to try and figure this out? How are my feelings any of their damn business? No I don't like him but if I did it's still none of their concern. That jerk really needs to get over himself too.
And if one more person asks me if I've bi or lesbo I think I'm gonna scream. People do not understand me, one minute they think I'm gay and the next think I'm pathetically hung up over my ex boyfriend, who is male. What sense does this all make? Lunatics. xD

I swear..I'm really starting to hate guys ..highschool guys at least. They're so heartless and just idiotic. Now, there's a small percent of them who aren't, such and most of you Otaku guys reading this, but..
Ok, I'm going to end this rant, because I don't want to make this post longer than it really is.

My friend DarkStarInu's coming over tonight, so that I'm looking forward too. Can you say anime night? ^_^ And do you like the new music by the way? Within Temptation is the best.

Well, sorry about the long post, and I really am fine just in a ranting mood.^^

Sayonara,
-Blue

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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

Hey,
what's up everyone? Nothing much here, it's a usual schoolday. Which I'm not to happy about, as I don't like the people. Plus I have two group projects and my social skills are absolutely horrible. I'm fine with my friends, or those I'm comfortable around, but to everyone else I'm quiet. And if I do talk, I say stupid things cause I'm nervous. xD Not that big of a deal, it just bugs me.

Anyways, I posted a fanart yesterday. It was a trade for my friend Ms. Bakura Ishtar. She drew me Seras so I drew her Alucard.(And I loved her drawing, it was cool.^^ You all should check out her artwork sometime.)
But I worked extra hard on my newest one, so if you have the time please check it out. ^_^

Well I'll try and get to your sites today, but I also have to finish another trade drawing.
Thanks for reading.

Sayonara,
-Blue

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Sunday, February 4, 2007

Hey,
what's up everyone? Nothing much here, I'm alittle bored. I won't be later though, as I've got to go get a bookshelf(for my mangas mainly) and Clarinet reeds so I can practice.(Which I haven't done for forever. xD)

Anyways, I'm happy though, I finally got pens, so I can draw now. I'm having a creative overload so I'll probably do several pictures today. Oh, and I'm drawing Alucard, which I've never really done before. Wish me luck!

And this month is February isn't it? Valentine's Day. Feh, I don't like it. Makes us who don't have anyone feel bad. -.- Ah well, can't be helped I suppose.

Anyways, I'll try my best to visit sites later.
Thanks for reading. ^_^

Sayonara,
-Blue
(Seras and Pip looking normal. It's cute. x3)

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Friday, February 2, 2007

Hey,
I'm back, and I've missed you all. I feel really empty when I don't have Otaku to go to.

But I'm finally in my new house, and I really like it. My family moves houses alot but hopefully I'll stay in this place till I finish highschool.

It's kinda funny, I looked over my room after I finished unpacking, and Wolf's Rain and Hellsing is everywhere.(Gee imagine that. Lol) I can't wait to get a great big Alucard wallscroll. It'll loom over my bed and scare people. xD

Anyway..the day I got my internet connection back, my friend finished my drawing request. She is a fantastic artist, so please go look at her artwork when you get the chance.^^ Her username is AzraBalta.

Well I'm happy to be back, and I'll be sure to visit sites this weekend.
Thanks for reading.

Sayonara,
-Blue

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

Hey,
thank you all for your comments on my art. *hugs* I'll be sure to post more when I get the chance. I might take requests later if anyone is interested.

Something is bothering me a bit though. I'm not all that great with criticism..I don't get angry it just makes me feel bad. And my drawings really aren't that good.
But oh well, I'll work hard, so I can improve.^^ My art could look soo much better but it's not and it's discouraging. I'll get up there someday though.

Anyways, sorry about the late post, but things are hectic around my house right now. I'm in the process of moving, and I'll be in my new house tomorrow. So I may not have internet access for a few days.

Well have a good week my friends~
Sayonara,
-Blue
(Random pic I found. Kawaii ne?)

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

Hey,
what's up everyone? Hope your weekend is going well for you.

I just posted to say that my new fanart is now up. Please take a look if you want, but if not that's ok too.^^

Anyways, I would like to draw today, but I don't have any pens for the lineart. Oh well, I doubt I'll have time to begin with, I have to pack my room today. I'll be in the new house on Monday.

The good thing is that my grandmother from Georgia is coming up tomorrow. I like being around her, and she cooks the best food. Lol.

Well I'll talk to you all later. Thank you for reading. *hugs*

Sayonara,
-Blue

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Friday, January 26, 2007

Hey,
thank you for your kindness in my last post. *hugs* I'm happy to know that you all understand. That's why I'm here on theO. ^_^

Anyways, I had a pretty good day today for the most part. Except for the fact that some idiot was spreading a stink bomb around school. It smelled like rotten eggs in some places.(lol) It's a real shock when your walking down the hallway.

Oh, I'll probably post a fan art today. So can you please look out for it? Just if you have the time. It's kind of odd though, I'll warn you. I'm poking fun at Seras and it's an inside joke with one of my friends.

Well I'm off to read, but I'll be sure to visit sites later.
Thank you for visiting.

Sayonara.
-Blue

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

Hey,
how's your week been so far? I hope things are going well. I'm doing ok, the usual. I was over at Ami-chan's house yesterday, so that's why I didn't get to any sites. Sorry about that.^^; I'll visit tonight but I may not this weekend, considering the fact that I have to pack and move. Again.

Anyways, other than that I'm fine. Something odd happened yesterday though, my ex gave a note to my friend out of the blue. I was surprised and so was she. She told me to read it, so I did, and he's just asking her how she's been and asks if I still hate him. Does wanting to run a person's head through a brick wall mean you hate them? Why does he care about my opinion anyway?

Well I'm not going to worry much about it, he conformed to society and I can't stand that. Not the kind of person I'd select to hang around with either. Even though I used to date him, but what's past is past.

Hey am I strange? Random question, but I guess it's worth asking. I've noticed that when I sit in class, everyone else is talking to someone, laughing or in groups. I'm always by myself and studying unless I'm around my close friends. Everyone tells me I'm missing out because I don't socialize much. Missing out on what? Fifteen year olds goofing off or gossiping? Missing out on having fake friends? I've got my true friends that I love deeply, plus I'd rather be alone most of the time anyway.

I just don't fit in and I'm never going to. It's just hard to be understood sometimes, and it hurts when people think I'm weird or dull. But oh well right? They don't know anyway. At least I hope that's the case.

Ha, don't know where all that came from. Just a thought. ^_^
Thank you for reading.

Sayonara,
-Blue

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Hey,
what's up everyone? Sorry I haven't posted for a few days, just haven't had anything interesting to say. I had a good time at my friend Abby-chan's house last weekend though. It was cool. ^_^

Anyways, still have nothing interesting going on. Got to watch a video on pregnancy in Sex Ed. last period. Yah, makes me not want to ever have kids when I'm older. The idea of becoming a nun is sounding better and better..(lol)

One thing bothers me, I do think that one of my friends is angry. Apparently she thinks that my other friends are replacing her with me, that I'm now their 'favorite'. That isn't fair, I mean, come on. Since when has there been favorites in friendship anyway? I hope she doesn't feel bad, I really do, but I'm not going to stop associating with my friends because she doesn't like it.

But other than that I'm fine..execpt for the fact that I can't draw. T_T My Indian Ink pens ran out. Hence the reason I've been doodleing in Paint. But new art should be posted soon.

Anyway, I've noticed some people doing this, posting questions, so I thought I'd try it. Just for fun though, don't answer if you don't want to.^^
What anime character do you remind yourself of, and what character do I remind you of?

Thanks for reading,
Sayonara,
-Blue
"je danserai mon chemin avec les loups"

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