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Thursday, January 25, 2007

how's your week been so far? I hope things are going well. I'm doing ok, the usual. I was over at Ami-chan's house yesterday, so that's why I didn't get to any sites. Sorry about that.^^; I'll visit tonight but I may not this weekend, considering the fact that I have to pack and move. Again.

Anyways, other than that I'm fine. Something odd happened yesterday though, my ex gave a note to my friend out of the blue. I was surprised and so was she. She told me to read it, so I did, and he's just asking her how she's been and asks if I still hate him. Does wanting to run a person's head through a brick wall mean you hate them? Why does he care about my opinion anyway?

Well I'm not going to worry much about it, he conformed to society and I can't stand that. Not the kind of person I'd select to hang around with either. Even though I used to date him, but what's past is past.

Hey am I strange? Random question, but I guess it's worth asking. I've noticed that when I sit in class, everyone else is talking to someone, laughing or in groups. I'm always by myself and studying unless I'm around my close friends. Everyone tells me I'm missing out because I don't socialize much. Missing out on what? Fifteen year olds goofing off or gossiping? Missing out on having fake friends? I've got my true friends that I love deeply, plus I'd rather be alone most of the time anyway.

I just don't fit in and I'm never going to. It's just hard to be understood sometimes, and it hurts when people think I'm weird or dull. But oh well right? They don't know anyway. At least I hope that's the case.

Ha, don't know where all that came from. Just a thought. ^_^
Thank you for reading.

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