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Friday, December 11, 2009


Okay, so I haven't posted in awhile. I'm too busy being addicted to Assassin's Creed 2! Also, I have to deal with work and finals.

I think we all know how it feels to have something or someone stand in the way of an addiction, ne? I was dying in the Psychology final today cause the damn teacher didn't have enough copies of the test so I had to sit there for 10 minutes waiting to start the test, at least the test was short and sweet. I was so excited to get in the car~~ Heading home to play AC2, but right when I walked through that door, my brother's girlfriend was setting up the cursed PS2 so she can play it. First time she's played it since she arrived here!! OUT OF ALL THE TIMES! Infidels! Interfering with my awesome assassinations. T___T I'm gonna go through withdrawals. I can't stay up late either like I did Tuesday (Stayed up til 5 in the morning) cause I have those horrid 6 hour morning shifts. Omg, I think she's gonna be on all day, and when she gets off Dad's gonna want the tv and he's not gonna give it to me ;_____; Such a cruel cruel world. . . . why can't she set her PS2 in her room on her tv. . . WTH!

By the way, still haven't gotten my Quiznos. I lost my motivation to get up and drive 15 minutes just for a Chicken Carbanara with mushrooms on it. Ugh.

I need my Assassin's Creed 2. Aaaaish.

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Tuesday, December 8, 2009


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The world is keeping me away from Quiznos, I swear it is.


I've been trying to go to Quiznos for the past 3 days now (today being the third day)!!

Sunday was off to a good start, but when it came for me to leave and my replacement to arrive, my replacement never showed. My boss acted like she assumed I had nothing else to do and left me to fill the shift. I worked two extra hours but when 5 o'clock arrived, I gave up and just went home. I felt bad that I was leaving the noobs by themselves, but I didn't care. I tried to carry on with my plans, which was to eat at Quiznos and go shoe shopping, but that failed epicly. The shoe place closed right when I got there. I lost my appetite with it too.

Yesterday was retarded too. I had the last day of MWF classes. As soon as I got home, Dad told me he was planning on doing some heavy grocery shopping. Rawr. He did give me the chance to do some shoe shopping though. I found an awesome pair of white pumas, but the outlining is blue instead of gray. What I was looking for was a pair of black winter boots. I found these reaaallly furry ones, but none in my size. My boot search failed. I'm gonna have to travel about 30 minutes to the next town over and look in the mall. =\ I still didn't get to eat Quiznos though because I had work.

The weather is too rainy to go into town today. Dad is making me wait til tomorrow. At least I have ALLLL day off from both classes and work. I smell a whole day of Assassin's Creed II and Quiznos.

I'M COMING TO GET YOU CHICKEN CARBANARA!

Ack, power is off. *waits patiently so she can post this*

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Friday, December 4, 2009


Ahhhhhh. It hurts. T___T

I went to the doctor's today. Turns out it was a deep abscess under the skin; it just didn't make my skin red like they do usually, so that's why he misdiagnosed it in the first place. What sucks is, I knew the whole draining thing was coming, but I became scared and panicky when he used the phrase "cutting open." Then he definitely didn't help when he kept saying cunning things like "This won't hurt me one bit," and "I've talked to people who went through this and I heard it stings like heck!" If it wasn't for his cute charm and personality, I would've punched him. The only thing that hurt was him shooting the numbing shizz, and when he went to actually pop the shit like a pimple. It hurts now too, I don't know from too much movement or just the stuff wearing off, maybe both. It should be better tomorrow just in time for the morning shift, even though I'm not truly comfortable with that.

As for that, let me say TGIF! Monday and Tuesday is the last official classes for the Fall semester. That gives everyone off Wednesday to study for the finals that start Thursday. . . I wonder what my exam schedule is. Awesome sauce, I have no finals on Thursday, but I see I have my hardest exam, Psychology, on Friday, which means I'll spend the whole night studying Psychology. I have Spanish and then Biology finals on Monday (the 14th) -___- Back to back starting at 8!!! EIGHT! Then I World Civ final at eight on the following Tuesday. Rawr. Why eight in the morning?!

I'm starving. Dad's making spaghetti. I bought the stuffs for CUPCAKES! But I can't make em cause of my arm. T^T

In other news, I got my refund check, which is alot of money, but Dad took about. . . 90 percent of it for bills. I'm left with 400, so I plan on buying Left 4 Dead 2, Assassin's Creed 2, winter boots, shoes, and extra winter clothes. Dad wants me to buy him a used computer though. . . hm.

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Wednesday, December 2, 2009


Well, today is my last day off for awhile. ]: That's okay though, my days off are usually annoying, and I need to go back to earn some more money.

Oh what to say, what to say.

I want cupcakes. . . so badly. >__< Right now I need to eat something, maybe chili dogs! :D

I redownloaded Audiosurf yesterday. \m/ It's so awesome with my huge music collection. Woots!

Yeah, it's a random post. I know there's more important things to talk about, but I forgot what it was. . . again.

OH! I made an appointment with my doctor for Friday. My underarm infection is swelling up too much. Plus, now I have a small muscle that's swelling up with it. I did karate yesterday with it, but I was very careful. I have to do it again tomorrow too. Rawr.

Speaking of Karate. We have rank test next week. I don't have the money T_T Plus, we're behind on techniques. We still have to learn a form or two, and about 6 more Otsul techniques. I hope we don't have rank test next weeeeek. I'm behind and I may not be able to participate depending on my infection.

Guess we'll see with time. =|

I'm off to make chili dogs!! I read the latest D.Gray-Man, but oh my word, the story has gotten sooooooo confusing.

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Monday, November 30, 2009


Gah, I'm sleepy, such a busy day and week.

Well, I headed back to classes today. Ugh. Luckily we had the last Biology lab today. I hated that class cause it lasted over 2 hours. Then I think Thursday is our last day for English. As for my other 4 classes, 2 weeks I think. Tired of classes. Rawr.

Crap, forgot to start dinner. Had to run into town to pay the electricity bill. Now we're left with 3 dollars for the next two weeks. Yeah. Luckily, brother's gf just started working days, now we hope she helps. ]:

Today I was waiting for my brother to get his computer class done. I had nothing else to do but stare out the shiny windows, and I saw in the reflection that this class had dismissed and a group of guys had walked out from there. One of them looked back at me two times and stared like forever. Thank goodness my back was to him. xD

I hate chapped lips. Chapstick makes my lips worse too. ]:

Anywho, guess I'll go start dinner. I want to watch D.Gray-Man, but I have no one to watch with. . .

Forgot about the essay that's due tomorrow. Rawr again.

Dad is annoying me. He keeps thinking me and my brother have alot of money. The other night he took the last of our money and bought beer. I know it was a misunderstanding, he thought it was the last of MY money, when it was the last of our money.

Also, forgot to mention, tonight is MONDAY NIGHT FOOTBALL! SAINTS VERSUS PATRIOTS! GO SAINTS! WOO.

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Saturday, November 28, 2009


Hello peoples.

Thanksgiving was cool, as I mentioned in my last post. Thing is, Dad made over 100 dollars worth of food, but we barely ate any of it, so we all agreed to have steaks next Holiday. Cheaper and a whole lot tastier :P

As for work, I am freakin exhausted. I worked 11 to 8 shifts on Monday, Wednesday, Friday; and 11 to 4 shift on Thanksgiving. Today and tomorrow I have 6 hour shifts. I'm getting overworked ;__; I'm gonna die if I work anymore! This better be a damn good paycheck.

I'm glad that I should be getting Monday off. Number one, I have a cursed essay due the next day. I hope my artist block will be gone and my thoughts will flow fluently. Oh, it's a literary analysis on the movie/book "Kite Runner." Anyone got great friendship quotes?

Speaking of college, I'm hitting a few future college roadbumps. Okay, roadbump may be an underestimate. Well, I can't go to my first senior college choice, Southern Miss, because it doesn't carry my major (English as a Second Language Instructor). I then looked at Ole Miss, and now it has me BEGGING to carry my major. The college has a HUGE study abroad program; I'm talking 4 universities in South Korea, 4 universities in Japan, freakin 30 other countries. I doubt they carry my major though. Makes me painfully sad. . . so I went on this site called collegeboard.com and did look colleges that did. The closest college that does carry it is in Tennessee. Now I need to decide if I'm going to go to Tenn and pay twice or triple the tuition (out-of-state fees), or go to Ole Miss, switch my major, and take the study abroad program. Maybe if I'm lucky I could find an online ESL program. Hm.

Anywho. 'Nuff said. I'm out!

You know I almost shot myself at work today. It's only the 28th of November and radio stations are already flooding the Christmas songs.

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Thursday, November 26, 2009


Happy Turkey Day. Yaaay.

Um. . . I dunno what else to say. O__o My mind is fried from overload. Blah. Tummy too full.

Hope you guys had a great Thanksgiving. :]

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009


Sorry if you caught my last post. Depression can be quite maddening and make you say and do out of character and exaggerated things. My depression has cooled down to more of the cautious, distant attitude for now.

You may ask, "What the heck is going on?" Well, I worked eight hours yesterday and came home to no dinner. Of course, Dad was expecting me to make dinner, so I did to my dismay. Then I could never just sit down and relax, I kept having to clean and do other things for the people around here. My dad even made me wash the dog at 10 at night! It infuriated me. I come home from an eight hour shift, no one has done anything, they just sit around and have fun, and I have to come home and do more cleaning. Know how fucking depressing and annoying that is?! Dad told me he tried to talk my brothers into helping me, saying how I work long hours just to clean and cook for them, and they do nothing to help. Sadly, they both got pissed off. One stormed to his room and the other defended himself by saying he takes out the trash and does his laundry. Whatever.

Then today, I was hoping to get on Xbox Live. I forgot that the router is broken and that my older brother has his internet connected straight to modem, so I can't play Live. So, I just got depressed and went to clean. Surprisingly enough, my brothers helped me clean the table. That was cool, no matter how much I hate to admit it. Awkward too. . .

I dunno. I feel hopeless sometimes, like I have no right to enjoy myself. It's painful to see others enjoy themselves while you work your butt off to at least enjoy some of that too.

I'll be super happy if I get the chance to go to the theaters and watch Ninja Assassin this weekend, but I doubt it. . .

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Monday, November 23, 2009


Wow. Just wow. This is a long story to be saved for tomorrow.
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Saturday, November 21, 2009


Blah. My arm is getting worse. I can barely move my shoulder now and if i do it pulls my right chest muscle which hurts sooo badly. Dad said we're gonna wait a couple of more days and if there's no changes, or it gets worse, he's gonna call the doctor. I was hoping it would be gone by now. ]:

Anywho, work sucked today. I nearly cursed out my coworker. Ooo she pissed me off. Well, the highschool basketball coach called and said he was gonna drop by with two bus loads of players to buy stuff. I filled up the pizza thing with 4 pizzas, the most it can hold. We waited thirty minutes and the pizza kept running out. After awhile I had 3 pizzas left up front. I ran to the kitchen for about 5 minutes and when I got back, one pizza was sold and the players had arrived. Right when they walked through the door, some lady came up and bought the rest of the pizzas, leaving the thing empty. Freakin coworker jumped my ass and said if the boss fusses she's gonna tell her that she told me to make pizzas. Freakin b/s. That crap was way out of my control. Gah, get so annoyed just to think about it.

Then I have long shifts for the next 3 days. Tomorrow is the usual 6 hours, but Monday, Tuesday, and Friday are 8 hours shifts. I don't know how long I want to work Thanksgiving. Maybe 8 hours too. If I do though, I want to work Wednesday and have Friday off. Hm...

So sleepy. I can't get any good quality sleep because of my arm. Seems like I'm barely conscious and my arm just throbs with pain the whole time. Plus the stupid cat bugs me sooo much. I think I threw and kicked her off the bed over 20 times last night. She's so clingy.

There was other stuff I wanted to say but it's slipping me.

Girls, Yeast infection SUCK!!!!

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