Tuesday, December 2, 2008

   Some Days... I Feel Like Kicking A Puppy

Listening to: Under Rain -- nobodyknows+ Time Start -- 1:13 PM I officially have the worst luck in the world! I finally got my hands on a Breaking Dawn book after 4 months and spent alllll that time avoiding spoilers, and today I got up to page 150, and I was walking out of school when some stupid gay ass mother fucking 7th grade girl said the book spoiler out loud as a was walking by. I swear... I almost walked back and decked her in the face, but I kept walking trying to convince myself that she was talking about something else... totally ruined the book for me. I feel like crying... gonna go emo... nothing goes my way TT__TT Listening to -- Joint -- Kawada Mami Time End -- 1:17 PM

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

As the Rain Clouds Clear

Listening to: Fly Again, Hero -- Last Alliance Time Start -- 4:37 PM Nice way to start the morning by waking up sick to your stomach. I had to skip work today because I'm sick. If it keeps going I may skip school tomorrow... eck school. The holiday went by waaaaaaay too fast. Scares me to think how the Christmas holidays will be. So we start back up tomorrow, school for 3 weeks then of again. I actually have 2 and half weeks since I should be off from the last week due to exam exemptions, except stupid Resource Management. That class is going to cause me to drop off the Superintendent's honor roll then that one girl is going to be the only on it. We were the only two on it the first nine weeks. But the next two weeks are going to be epicly slow. Hmmm, my halo is still not working. I've probably posted on every forum about the problem. It's obivious that some people can fix it using different methods while some, like me, can't fix it at all. Maybe if I bug them enough they'll send me a brand new 360 and Halo 3 for $120 like one guy.... or ban me, depending on which way I swing it. I thought I could get my mind off it by playing Assassin's Creed but that doesn't work because my 360 wants to read it as a DVD all the time now. So that left me with Naruto, which was boring really since I got all the stuff done, and Call of Duty 4, which is boring too... Last night at work was okay. I went in all moody and depressed because of the halo problem but I cheered up when my friend came to work. He's the stock boy. Me and my fun co-worker taught him how to make a pizza and I taught him how to work the register. Then he invited me to his house to watch a movie but I was planning on going home and moping around some more. But I changed my plans and decided that maybe a movie was the best thing for me at the moment. We watched Hot Fuzz, which was really good. Then I got home at 12:30, lol. It was really late but surprisingly my dad din't mind. Today I plan on trying to get through this sickness. Think I may go lay in bed for ahwhile Oh yeah. I worked on Yoji's layout code... Sky's layout code... and some other layout codes. I thought I had it but none won't work. Then I typed up my manga review, but I'm having troubles finding some good images and plus, my doesn't even compare to Nehz's manga reviews... makes me feel stupid. <_< Listening to -- We Gotta Power -- Kageyama (DBZ theme, I think the Majin Buu Saga) Time End -- 4:57 PM

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Friday, November 28, 2008

The Storm in my Heart

Listening to: Gotta Be Somebody -- Nickelback Time Start -- 8:35 PM Geez, I had the worst day... again. I swear my life just keeps throwing depressing crap at me. My dad woke me up this morning and asked me if I wanted to get my 360. So I got up excited, but then I got in the truck and told myself that it would most likely be sold already, so I kept my hopes down. Well, luckily it wasn't sold and I was able to buy it, so I got super happy. Brought it home and hooked it up... but the cd drive was broke and I couldn't get it to respond or anything. Got me soooooooo upset. My dad fixed it actually, turns out there was a hole under the drive that you can stick a paperclip in and manually open it. Well, after that it was opening and closing but the drive wouldn't read the disk. One problem after another. So my dad took it and disassembled the whole thing to the drive. Figured out that all we had to do is bang on the top to get the drive to center the disk and read it. Put my Halo disk in... "Players do not have the content to play" Okay, I have the fucking content. I redownloaded everything. Then it got to the point where it was saying that my disk was scratched and damaged. I cleaned it and it got worse because the damn drive put 5 huge scratch rings on it, making it more unplayable. I reeeally wanted to play Halo, so I convinced my dad to take me to buy another Halo 3. Got to Gamestop and waited in the line. Then the stupid guy said he needed my ID in order to sell me the game. Got my dad to come in and he yelled "SHE'S 18!" and walked out. Dude sold me the game. Got home with my new Halo 3, and I got to play a couple of games. But now it's giving me the same crap as last time. It's saying "Players do not have content" and saying that my disk is dirty when it's perfectly clean. Gave up on that and played the Naruto demo of Broken Bonds. Run a trial and jumped trees, then got to a fight where when I had just beat the guy, my whole system froze. I just gave up period. I may try again in a little while. I spent alllllllllllll day fucking with this machine. The most I got out of it was playing a demo of DeadSpace and Mirror's Edge. I downloaded Netflix and went to go on the site to activate the free trial but it's being a bitch with so I gave up with that. Think I'll just wait a couple of months til my dad's settlement to {hopefully, if ever} come in. Then I'll buy me a new one and I won't have to deal with this shit. Listening to -- Breakdown -- Breaking Benjamin Time End -- 8:47 PM

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Listening to: Green Sunlight -- Last Alliance Time Start -- 1:03 PM Sorry I didn't comment yesterday, some things happened. <_< My dad kinda unloaded on me yesterday. I was pissed off that I had to do dishes and I was hoping that my brother would come help me, but he said that he did the laundry... um, I did the dishes the day before, swept, mopped, vaccumed, cleaned the bathrooms, and then worked for 8 hours. Pissed me off, so I went to do the dishes and my dad came in there and kicked me out and made me to be the bad guy. He says that my brother did good by folding the laundry because its a hard thing to do. Went to work and came back and he unloaded more by bitching me out about posting stuff on myspace like depressing moods that talk about whats going on inside the house, then about how I posted his birthday to a question on a survey. Then he talked about how he doesn't like my gay friend and that he doesn't trust him because he may be faking in order to get to me, and if he was gay, he doesn't like gays because they're weird. *takes deep breath* Same with the guy at work, he doesn't trust him for some reason, but guess who he does trust, the store owner.... Think I'm done ranting. And the world is coming to an end, my WoW brother went to go apply to WalMart for a job. Amazing, I know right? Then I started on my manga review but me and my dad got in that argument and I closed out of it without saving... gots to start over I guess. Yum waffles. I got promoted to Otakuite++ (is that right?) Congrats to Lin who also got promoted with meh. I was kinda angry at the news thing because I submitted a news about Funimation putting up more licenses on shows like Soul Eater, but it got rejected >:o Hmm, that guy my manager is trying to hook me up with came yesterday. I wasn't paying attention because we had no customers so I was doing my own thing and my coworker said she had to go to the bathroom and took off fast. I saw she left a customer.... I said hi but he didn't say anything back, so I stopped talking, lol. He left and she came back saying the bathroom was off limits <_< My dad made a good point about how shyness can be taken as snobyness (sp?) sometimes. He was aiming that at me since alot of people say that I'm snobby when I'm not... sometimes. We get paid today for some odd reason. Guess so the people at work can afford their Thanksgiving with their families. I'm working for... 8 hours that day, 10 to 6, the store closes at 7. I don't have to make pizzas that day since they're turning off the ovens that day *dances* Just me and the register. Bwahaha. Think I'm gonna work on a wolf drawing soon... still need to finish my cherry blossom one. Ohz well. Think I'll get another waffle and chill. Listening to -- Get fun-key -- Home Made Kazoku Time End -- 1:22 PM

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Nothing like the smell of C-4 in the morning

Listening to: This is Love -- Utada Hikaru Time Start -- 12:18 PM I was gonna update last night but I lost the mood. Yesterday was nice. I woke up and did the laundry, washed dishes, swept and mopped the floor, vaccumed the carpet. Chilled out for a couple of hours before work, but then work was so long and slow. 8 hours of standing up can be a pain, and our manager won't let us sit down unless we're sick. Today I'm chilling out til work time... *looks at piled up dishes in the sink and sighs* They can at least wait a week til they pile again <_< I find it useless cleaning them when they just get dirty 5 minutes later. Such a pain.. I'm bored to death right. I was waiting for Shred to get on so we can watch that DBZ special that was released yesterday, but guess that can wait til tonight with Tegami Bachi. Right now I'm tryin to write a manga review for my most favorite manga, which I shall not say the title, for Jomzy's world. I find that I need to reread it.. also having a small trouble writing reviews. It's very tricky for me to write something interesting yet informative and organized. Annnnnd, I added like 20 songs the other night. I was on a roll because I was trying to find the song on my CD since I can not remember the name of the song, artist, or anime its from... so I came across a bunch of other songs I had forgotten. Anyways, I'm off to continue writing this review.... hope it comes out well, but we'll see in about a couple of days. Oh oh oh, Yoji, I want to mess around with your layout code and see what I can make, lol. Listening to -- Pulse -- FAKE? Time End -- 12:32 PM

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Sunday, November 23, 2008

Listening to: &Joy -- COOLON #92 on playlist Time Start -- 10:15 AM Hm, something is wrong with me. I've been soooo moody. Right now I feel like biting someone's head off. Think I've built up too much frustration and it's leaking out. I need something physical to do so I may clean the house when I get home for my break. I would read manga but my brother somehow woke up early to get the comp. Thing is I need music to do the heavy cleaning so I need to look for my cd player before I go. Anyways, I was obiviously messing with the site around here. Got the cool scrolly messege, added a seperate background for my guestbook. Also got the dashed line around my side menu, but the line went all the way down to the bottom of the page instead of cutting off after the dropbar. I'm still trying to figure out how to make a table layout. Added some new music to the playlist, and if ya like some good fast paced dacish music, listen to 'Paradise Lost' It's the opening for Ga Rei ~Zero~ which is a good action show yet it has yuri in it. I was gonna do a review on it but I dropped the show, lol. Crap I just reminded myself about how Darker than Black came out on dvd. I need it ;.; They did awesome with the dubbed voiced for once. I was happeh. Ack, need to go. I have 30 mins til work and I still need to find the cd player, which I probably won't find. If I don't find it I'm gonna get frustrated >< **EDIT** Yay, found my cd player... now I need the cd's. I found a bunch of my early Jmusic collection. Guess I need to try it out. Yay, works fine. Also found my first Jmusic cd from over 2 years ago. Listening to -- Tsukihana -- Nana Kitade Time End -- 10:30 AM

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Friday, November 21, 2008

Some Days I Feel Like Being A Glutton

Listening to: Reckless Fire -- {Forgot who sung this, something Ide} Time Start -- 1:38 PM It's finally the glorious holiday. Woots. Now I must prepare myself for the heavy and busy workweek ahead of me. I'm scared today because I know it'll be busy because its the holiday and gas prices are so low here (1.79 a gallon) Tomorrow and Sunday I'm working from 11 to 1, then taking a 3 hour break, coming back at 4 and working til 10. Then I work Monday through Thrusday, but I'm taking Friday off. I think thats my first day off since I started working there. This morning I have gotten so agitated for no reason. I guess the stupid Resource Management teacher pissed me off by giving us a ridiculous assignment on top of a previous one, which reminds me I need to get a conference with her for a zero she gave me. Anyway, I was doing the assignment and the guys next to me wanted to steal my answers like always, but I told them I wasn't going to put up with it today. They backed off... then walking down the hallway some kid stepped on my whole heel and it felt like it bleeding. Then he did it again after stopping at my locker and going back down the hallway! I was so ready to deck him, but I had made it to the library by then. I was happy when I got into the library but, of course, it was closed for check out because they had put up crap for Christmas pictures. Damn that made me angry. Now I'm getting shit here. I came in and my brother was all freaking annoying like usual and then I told him to back off but he kicked me in the knee like an insecure 19 yr old child. I swear I almost punched him there. Freakin spoiled brat. Then my dad was talking about he made second dinner the other night, when I did! I peeled and cut the potatoes, fried the potatoes, peeled the shrimp, HE made the shrimp batter, I fried the shrimp. Grrrrrrrr. Otherwise... I'm in a good mood. Right now I'm stuffing myself like crazy. Meatballs, shrimp.. think I'll eat some cerel now. Listening to -- Overdrive (High Power Remix) -- MOVE Time End -- 1:56 PM

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Thursday, November 20, 2008

Life is Good When the Tummy is Full

Listening to: Dreamin Day -- nobodyknows+ Time Start -- 1:40 PM My days are getting good now since there's only one day left til holidays kick in. Even though I'm working all week except next Friday, I'm rather excited... haven't figured out about what yet. I came home last night at 8, made a second dinner since dad's friend was gone for the night, which was beer battered shrimp. Oooooo boy, my stomach is gonna explode, and if I could gain weight, this would be the source of it, lol. Yum yums :3 Ooo and thankies to Zakuro for telling me why my comments were cutting, I didn't know it was because the emotes... last time I think it was a log in problem. I forgot what else I wanted to say.... I'm still looking for a background. I would go to anime papers but thats the worst site I ever encountered when it came to freezing up a comp. It freezes my comp to a point where I can't turn the power off <_< I want to stick with abstract wallpapers for now anyway. Oh yeah, I started reading my first Dean Koontz book yesterday, "Tick Tock," It's suppose to be scary but I find it to be more humorously scary like the old horror flicks of the 30's with a monsterous bug destroying the city. This is about a rag doll thats left on his porch but it comes to life and tries to kill him.. and it grows and posseses people. I found it good. I should finish it tonight and trade in for another one by tomorrow, hopefully 'Breaking Dawn' if some stupid fangirl hasn't checked it out yet. I need that book! First one in my school to read them yet the last to finish it.. rawr. Anyways, I'm off. Thanks for the art and post comments Crap, we may be getting our electricity turned off since we can't pay the bill today Listening to -- Breakin Through -- Shuuhei Kita Time End -- 2:00 M

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Everyday's A Struggle

Listening to: Tane wo Maku Hibi -- Kousuke Atari (Bleach ending) Time Start -- 5:36 PM Hmm, updating cause I have nothing else to do... thanks for the comments yesterday, they cheered me up ^^ School was okay... just homework that needed to be done. I finished a drawing during Government. We have a test tomorrow in there <_< I hate those tests. Then after school we went grocery shopping since we got food stamps today. I got to buy some packs of large shrimp and we were about to fix it but my dad's drinking friend came over so we have to save it til tomorrow so he doesn't eat our share; shrimp is a luxury in our house. We were also in the middle of 'Across the Universe,' when he came over. He's a Beatles fan but we know all he'll do is makes comments over it. -_- Then I remembered my Aunt came into town so I visited her, and then she came to our house. She freaked my dog out because she never got so much attention before, lol. My manager teased me the other day saying she'll have that guy she's trying to hook me up with to ask me to eat Thanksgiving dinner at his house... thats... crazy. He hasn't come by to see me since Friday... but I did hear that he thought I was cute. xD Think I may browse around photobucket for a new background... I have to change every once in awhile so it doesn't go dull on me. I get bored of my site often <_< And sorry to those I comment on, it cuts my comment by 3/4 and its so annoying. Anyone know a way to fix that? Wish me luck to surviving tomorrow. Listening to -- Chain Ring - MUCC Time End -- 5:50 PM

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Monday, November 17, 2008

Listening to: Answer -- Flow I swear I really hate my life and alot of people in it, including myself. I keep having anxiety attacks almost everyday, just when I thought I had it controlled, I slipped up and it came back. So friggin disappointed in myself. My dad is adding fuel to the fire because he told me to do the dishes and my brother would help, but then he took it back saying I should do it by myself since he washed the dishes the other night for the first time in a month. I told him that it wasn't fair because I had been working plus doing the cleaning the damn dishes by myself for the past month. Dad got all pissed and bitched me out. Then the other lazy ass pizza girl who is next in line to get fired, (they fired the black girl who rarely showed up for work and left it a mess) keeps trying to shove her work shifts on me. I have to cancel plans with a friend who I was gonna hang out with, and shit, we had just gotten a free day from our jobs. I would've turned the shift down but my dad told me to take whatever hours I can get before he handed me the phone. I have softball coming up so I need to start conditioning. I was thinking of heading down to the track on my free days and running a couple of laps.

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