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Thursday, November 19, 2009


Still sick. This cold is never going to go away! ;___; Seems the infection is getting worse too, so that means I have to stay out of Karate class today. I tried Tuesday but the falls hurt and the throws were pretty excruciating. I'm hoping the swelling disappears by the end of Thanksgiving week.

I have a rough draft of a literary analysis due after Thanksgiving week. I went in to English class today and tried to write but I have writer's block, and I can't think of anything to write. Driving me crazy.

I paid the water bill yesterday. Dad was able to extend the electric til my next check. This leaves us with 150 dollars and a 140 cable bill. I can run by Gamestop and get 50 dollars back from the games I put on preorder. Maybe that'll get us Thanksgiving dinner. In good news, my brother's girlfriend has orientation with her job tomorrow. Now my brother and I pray that she'll help us, and Dad lets her help us.

Anywho, I'm off.

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009


Well, today is the 9th day I'm sick. I went to the doctor yesterday and waited in the dang office room for 3 hours, even when we were first to sign in. The doctor said I have an infected gland, but it could also be "Cat scratch disease." He said there's a very small chance it could be staff infection since that's a skin condition more than an under the skin condition. Either way, I got some antibiotics that I'm taking now. Sadly it made me super nauseated this morning and I threw up. <__< The directions say to take em on a empty stomach but my dad wants me to try eating it right after a meal to see how that works. If I get nauseated again he's gonna call the doctor and ask for me to take something else. I hope on on the path to recovery.

In other news, I have 3 important bills due on the 20th. Together, my brother and I have only 250 left. Electricity is 150, cable is 150, and the water is 80. The gas is gonna turn off eventually. Soooo, we're fucked. Got to pay the electricity. The cable is what may get sacrificed; therefore, there's a chance I may not be on for a week, unless I update and hang out at school with my laptop.

I'm very sad because that means I don't have enough money to make Thanksgiving dinner. ]:

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Saturday, November 14, 2009


I couldn't go to the doctor's Friday. ]: The stupid boss took too long to go 3 blocks to the bank to get our checks. I mean, does it really take an hour to go 3 blocks? Now I have for Monday for the doctor's appointment. Rawr.

Otherwise, I'm pretty annoyed with cigarette smokers. Right now the smoke is freakin making me suffocate. I can't breathe through my nose right now. Blah.

Nothing much else to say. =\ Sorry I haven't been commented. I'm so ashamed! ]: Probably won't comment until I get to feeling 100 percent better!

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009


Ugh. My bug turned into a nasty cold. Now my nose is freakin stuffed and my head hurts, plus coughing here and there. It's making me feel so blaaaaaah.

So today was that Psychology test on chapters 13 and 10, right. I studied 13 last night. Studied more of 13 this morning in Spanish class. Didn't study 10 til I got into class, then it was too late. I tried to talk to the teacher about rescheduling my test since I wasn't there Monday, but it wasn't possible. So I said screw it and winged it. Think I made a C at least. . . hope I made a C at least.

I talked to my dad last night about the swollen lymph in my underarm. We're planning on a doctor's appointment Friday. I hope it's nothing. =|

Yesterday, my brother and I made schedules for next semester! I can't freakin wait because my classes are pretty laxed, or so it seems. I'm taking World Lit II, Sociology, Intro to Computer Concepts, Art Appreciation, Spanish II, and Karate. I don't have to have any more sciences after Physical Science, but I have to take that next Fall semester. I decided to hold off Public Speaking for next Fall semester too. I really wanted to take Drawing so badly instead of Art Appreciation, but there was only one 2 hour class and I couldn't move my other classes around it. ]: Oh well, maybe another time.

Also, I found out my true major! My degree plan is ESL Instructor. Bwahahaha. My community college doesn't offer the plan, but I think my Senior University does. I need to email them about it. I just have to go with that plan until I transfer.

Anywho, I must go and cook many hamburgers and french fries. I hate smelling like hamburgers...

I'm so mean. Whenever I usually get a cold I'm more than willing to give it to anyone who comes near me in order to make it go away. Better me than you, ne?

Oh yeah. I didn't pay the water bill today, so I'm guessing my water is gonna get shut off tomorrow. Now it's gonna be about 120 to pay it Friday. Plus, I'm never gonna hear the end of it from Dad. Just gotta wait for the refund checks to pay off the remainder.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009


Blah. Still sick. My throat pain is coming back, my fever is going up again. Rawr. Plus, my arm has been ripping with pain. If you remember that swollen lymph node I talked of the other week, it's still there. I think it also made the other side swell too. To say where exactly it's swelling, put your hand under your armpit, and it's that area right under your hand. It's all swelling up. ;__; It's taking your toll on my whole arm. I have this horrible pain through a muscle from the armpit to my index finger. Feels like it's gonna rip.

Otherwise, I'm running into money problems. There's a water bill on the loose. It gets disconnected on the 12th I think. The last day to pay is tomorrow. Tomorrow is Veteran's Day. Not sure if the bill places are open tomorrow. Turns out 2 of our bills are behind. Means I have to ask my bosses for loans, which they're definitely not gonna like. I'm suspicious that they're gonna try to find a reason to fire me in order to save the money lol.

Anywho. I'm going to start dinner. Then watch BoF. Totally just remembered the Psychology test that's tomorrow.

My arm hurts so much. T_T

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Monday, November 9, 2009


I'm feeling a tad better. Now it's all in my head, still lightheaded, plus it felt like my head was gonna explode this morning, but I took 2 advil so it's better. Dad's upset cause both me and my brother skipped classes today. I had an excuse, but Dad doesn't really believe me. My brother skipped cause he just stayed up too late. Now we have to make up lab on Wednesday again, which she's not gonna be too fond of.

I hate not going today because today was the day to meet with schedule advisors. We have to meet them before making Spring schedules tomorrow. Classes fill up fast though, so I have to do it as quickly as possible.

Wondering if I should go to work or skip tonight. Hm.

I hate how I still have to clean and cook even if I'm sick as a dog. =\

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Sunday, November 8, 2009


I'm sick. My throat burns soooooo freakin badly. I'm nauseous and light headed.

Least Saints won their latest game against the Carolina Panthers to go on 8-0. I curse myself for not taking bets this year.

I think it's strep. I have white patches on my tonsils. *read WebMD*

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Saturday, November 7, 2009


Well it's been pretty good so far. I started rewatching my favorite Korean drama, Boys Over Flowers! Gah, I missed it sooooooo much! So glad I'm watching it again cause my happiness level has boosted so much. ^~^ I need to start more Korean dramas. . . the only problem is that since they're 20 episodes, each an hour long, they make me ignore other things like chores and dinner and make me late for work. Hehe.

Annnnnnnnd there goes Dad. . . with his bitch fits. Not gonna let it get to me. That's his problems, not mine.

Speaking of which, I talked to first ever crush on myspace the other night. I liked him when I was like psssh 7 I think. I remember when my best friend found out and told him. He said he would date me when I was older. LOL. Now it's like 10 years later. No dating though. He went in a different direction and now he's all "gangster". Not my kind of man, hehe.

Right now I'm watching "Parking Wars" on A&E. At first I thought it was stupid but then I watched it more and now I love it! It's so funny to see how people react when they get tickets, and also how the Parking Supervisors and officers get bitched out soooo badly when they get caught ticketing a violating car. I mean they even get flipped off, yelled at, cursed at just by walking down the street! Then you had this guy whose car got towed and he was at the lot trying to get it back. He had learned from Oprah how to stay calm and collected in there, claiming he was "very mellow." He totally lost his cool LOL! Ya'll should watch it; it's so funny.

Anywho, think I'll get a jumpstart on chores, then it's BoF time!

LOVE YOU GUYS!

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Thursday, November 5, 2009


It was so hard for me to take that video off. >__< I really do want to know what they were wearing now. . . well now it's SS501's turn. ^//^

Anywho. Dad is seriously being childish. I downloaded the Left 4 Dead 2 demo this morning before heading to class. Dad was suppose to be away til 2 doing errands, but of course something happened and he was here when I got home at 11. I let it slide, I was gonna wait til my brother came home at 12 to play the demo. When I went to pick him up and came back, Dad was playing the xbox. Out of alllllllllllllllllllll the time he could've played it, he decided to play it then and there. I couldn't wait either, cause I got Karate and work today, then Dad controls the TV at night, by then I've lost the mood to play. I asked if we could play our demo and he tossed the controller on the table and threw a fit. Then slammed the back door as he was leaving. Sometimes (all the time) I wish I could be living on my own.

Otherwise, I'm doing nothing but laying around. Cleaning here and there. I really need to finish my drawing but I've hit a wall. Hm.

Still don't know what to do about bills. -___-

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Tuesday, November 3, 2009


Something is wrong with me. I've been seriously bipolar it's ridiculous. One moment I'm happy then the next I'm fuming angry. Maybe it's the hormones. . . I hope it's the hormones.

I also have a swollen lymph node in my right armpit. Knowing myself it was probably misusing antiperspirant and shaving, but I still need to get it checked out because it could mean other bad things like cancer. It wasn't hurting before but now it is. =\

Dad has been making me angry lately (like always). We've got two bills due soon, both over 150. Me and my brother only have about 200 left total. Water versus the cable. Dad of course thinks we still have alot of money. Also, me and my brother went and did grocery shopping Friday. Dad got all moody because we "invited" him. He didn't want to go! Then he said we did a crappy job grocery shopping. BS! Makes me angry.

My boss is cutting my hours once again. She hired a third pizza girl, so my boss wants to rotate me and this other girl on register. Rawr. Need a new job.

I want to move away to SKorea right now!

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