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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
ok as promised..... man.... these suck...
Dark Corner
Everything is Black.
It used to be grey.
Things were going...
Okey.
I find myself
In my Dark Corner;
My place of solitude.
Its in my head.
I have no escape,
I can't get away,
The pain is there.
I smash my knuckles;
A temporary fix.
Only pain stops pain.
Death takes it all away.
Begginning of the End
I feel something warm.
It moves down my chest.
My cloths feel wet,
Sweat rolls down my face;
Something is wrong.
Everything is going black.
Have I been hurt?
I move on blinded.
I fall,
This is it:
Freedom
Life or Death
I lay here bleeding
Life flashes before me.
What do I see?
The good and the bad,
What I regret,
What I cherish.
I'm not invincible...
Though I act it....
I'm more or less;
Human.
Should I fight for life?
Do i deserve it?
My thoughts,
All that keep me here.
I'm not worth it.
not the order they were writen in but the order they seem to go in..... enjoy....
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
tomarrow ill post several poems.... looking at them i would have to say i created a new form of crap.... not to mention the are all.... very similure....... ive also noticed that before i left South Carolina i threw away a decent portion of my poems..... not happy about that. trying to come up with some new stuff but have a lack of inspiration.... probably too busy.....
TEARS FOR FEARS
"Mad World"
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
Merry Christmas....... i hope its good for everyone.
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Friday, December 16, 2005
ok... thats me on graduation day standing with 2 of my Drill Sergeants. alright well Irish de Fenal helped me with my poem.... so she gets a prize. anyway....
Refusal
I've been through Hell.
My body has been smashed
My minds been tormented.
Close to death,
Not careing.
Barely able to move,
Still standing.
Thinking clearly
My body refuses to die,
Refuses to quit,
Refuses to be weak.
i wrote that while i was gone... i dont think its too great though....
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Friday, December 9, 2005
the concert was awsome. Nine Inch Nails rules. something i thought was pretty funny is Trent said we were the weirdest bunch hes ever played for. i mean someone threw a shoe onto stage. oh it also turns out almost everybody at the concert knew the words to Hurt. also during the song Hurt someone shouted "we love you jonny". as refering to the Late Jonny Cash. he did a pretty good version of that song too. bought a shirt. enough about that. went to rugby practice. that was a blast. oh and i still need help with that poem...
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Tuesday, December 6, 2005
Nine Inch Nails concert tomarrow! well my brothers graduation went well. i went in uniform so i turned a lot of heads. especially since im army and it was a marine base. my brother and me thought it was funny as hell. military discount. a lot of fun.still not used to makeing my own choices again. its weird. as soon as i get my scanner working ill post up some pictures of me and my brother in our uniforms.
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Monday, November 28, 2005
Gone
I left my life behind,
Must have lost my Mind.
Couldn't hold the past,
It couldn't last.
I can't go back,
Though I try.
There is something I lack,
I want to know: why?
a prize to whoever can finish this poem for me. got stuck after the second part. just need a third. still need to do laundry and unpack..... also got to worry about getting into school. ill get to see my brother in the Marines Thursday. we both will be in uniform too. fun. i need to press my uniform too...... dang....
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
still no poems. havent unpacked yet. i had to clean my room now i have to wash almost all my cloths..... fun..... plus having to press them..... after thanksgiving is going to suck for a couple of days.
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Friday, November 18, 2005
alright. now as promised ill talk. first off no poems yet because i have to unpack my stuff and im not doing that until i fix the war zone called the Lair. well i got to fire m16s, rocket launchers, grenade launchers, throw grenades, fire a machine gun, and play with a 50 cal. fun toys. South Carolina sucks..... Columbia, SC sucks big time. did a lot of field training. that was fun. i got attacked everyday, cleared rooms, attacked people, pulled security and lead a team. only got 1 hour of sleep a night. nearly froze out there too. but like i said i was made team leader. what was funny is my squad wanted me to be squad leader instead of team leader. no one in my team got hurt or left behind unless i had to take care of something else. my squad attacked and broke into the enemy camp site and took their flag(it wasnt capture the flag or anything we just decided to take it). we killed almost all of their forces with that attack. besides all the field stuff i did i was constantly working out. i can now run 2 miles in about 14 minutes(give or take a couple seconds), do roughly 70 push-ups in 2 minutes, and do about 80 sit-ups in 2 minutes. thats my PT(physical training) test. thats basically a summary of what i did. if i went into huge detail then it would take me all day to write it all. some of my friends that i trained with are going to go to Iraq soon. its kinda funny. they will be fine. we had the hardest company for training. they will all be fine.
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Guess whose finally back. after a 5 hour flight and a 3 hour drive i am finally home. i will tell you of my endevers in the morning.
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