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Monday, March 21, 2005


well im finally awake. man last night i passed out while watching tv. i must have been moer tired then i tought. probably because i didnt sleep on the bus ride. work was pretty interesting this weekend. for those of you who dont already know im in the California National Guard. at work it rained. and we did our physical training(PT) in the rain. that was fun. and now im on spring break. dont expect any poems this week.
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Thursday, March 17, 2005


good old Saint Patrick's day. a good holiday to get drunk. just like all the other ones. and people are supposed to wear green. and since i punch people that pinch me if im wearing green i started this stealth thing. last year i wore a really really dark green shirt(at a distance it looks black). this year i just dressed like i normally did. i got pinched in the back. then i showed the guy i was wearing green. just so you all know i had a green shirt on underneath my t-shirt. of course te guy complained. so i asked him to show me where it was writen(as a law) that the green had to show. green... one of the colors i will pretty much always have on. black is the other one. oh and im thinking ill submit one of my poems into this contest at school. just because i have absolutly nothing better to do. any recamendations?
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Monday, March 14, 2005


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and we go on with life. the rugby game saturday was... chaotic. no better word for it. i only got to play half of the game in a crappy possition(for me) and i somehow managed to get all brused up anyway. my mom keeps threatening to have me go see a doctor... i dont want to.... dont care for doctors. plus the guy i go to is also an actupuncturist, and they way he pokes me with needles is annoying. my step dad is teaching me how do play some basic blues rifts on his accustic. thats pretty cool. thats about it right now.

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Friday, March 11, 2005


Story of the Year - In The Shadows

We both take the hardest punches
And collect black eyes just to prove it
Still we pass by just like strangers
And we speak just like the closest enemies (enemies)

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Somehow my words are rendered useless
Still I pull my lip down to my chest
Just to show you how my jaw is
Tired from waiting to say the things that you should hear (you should hear)

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Afterall we're still the same
These empty promises seem to never change
there's a smile on my face and it's 2:55 AM
and this cramp in my wrist puts me back to sleep till it all comes around again

WITH A CLOSED FIST!
WITH A CLOSED FIST!
WITH A CLOSED FIST!
WITH A CLOSED FIST!

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can fall into the night unscarred
Woah, in the shadows of our life
We can never let it go this far

Stabbing Westward - Save Yourself

I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So you're searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole

I cannot save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
(I am just as fucked as you)

I cannot save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me

My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
And if I must be lonely
I think I'd rather be alone
(I think I'd rather be alone)

You cannot save me
You can't even save yourself
I cannot save you
I can't even save myself
Save yourself
So just save yourself

From First to Last - Ride the Wings of Pestilence

I'll be hiding in the shadows
I'll be waiting in the dark
to drive this blade straight through your heart
I'll drag your body to the car
as blood races down my arm
I think everyone will wonder where you are, do you?

I'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you
your friends will like you more than they used to

dear diary my teen angst bullshit has a body count
I believe its 6 going on 7 now

I've been dreaming about you
in a pool of your own blood
with your eyes gouged out
by the work of my thumbs
the scent of your insides
from under the floorboards
the perfect perfume
to settle a score.

I'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you
your friends will like you more than they used to
pretend to be you, your friend will like you more than they used to
ride the wings of pestilence

all awsome songs.
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and just so you dont leave with that empty feeling. man im ampted for my rugby game. the reason is because the last rugby game team had i missed. thats pretty much it.

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Thursday, March 10, 2005


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i got the picture of the wolves at http://hal.csd.auth.gr/~ash/pictures/art/wolfpack.jpg
i dont take credit for other people's work. oh and we did this weird survy thing in my English class. we had to vote things that would most likely happen to some students blah blah blah. anyway, one of the things was "Who do you think is most likely to take over the world?" well i got some people to put me down. and i asked my friend who gets to go through all of those to put have me put down for that.

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Wednesday, March 9, 2005


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here on demand from some people.... no force on earth can get me to talk. i repeat no force on earth. well im getting a new boss at school starting next week. shame i liked my boss. he was cool. we just messed around the whole time. in other news in my Government class we listened to The Rolling Stones the whole period. only way that could have been cooler is if it was The Blue Oyster Cult.

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Monday, March 7, 2005


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that is all.

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Saturday, March 5, 2005


not much going on here. yesterday i drove to my friends house and stayed there for 4 hours. would have been longer but i had my mom's car and not my van. i would have taken my van but since there was a rainstorm and blah blah blah she had my take her car. i havent had a chance to buy a lighter yet. ive already got tons of matches. i was supposed to go skydiving this weekend but that got resheduled.
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Thursday, March 3, 2005


..... im gonna go buy a lighter.... maybe a knife.... i can do that legally now.... man 18 years..... what happend....
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Wednesday, March 2, 2005


Hallowed Be Thy Name - Cradle Of Filth

I'm waiting in my cold cell when the bell begins to chime
Reflecting on my past life and it doesn't have much time

Cos at 5 o'clock they take me to the Gallows Pole
The sands of time for me are running low
Motherfuckers, running low

When the priest comes to read me the last rites
I take a look through the bars at the last sights
Of a world that has gone very wrong for me

Can it be there's some sort of error
Hard to stop the surmounting terror
Is it really the end not some crazy dream

Somebody please tell me that I'm dreaming
It's not so easy to stop from screaming
But words escape me when I try to speak
Tears they flow but why am I crying
After all I am not afraid of dying
Don't believe that there is never an end

As the guards march me out to the courtyard
Someone calls from a cell "God be with you"
If there's a God then why has he let me die?
As I walk all my life drifts before me
And though the end is near I'm not sorry
Catch my soul cos it's willing to fly away
Mark my words believe my soul lives on
Don't worry now that I have gone
I've gone beyond to see the truth
When you know that your time is close at hand
Maybe then you'll begin to understand
Life down there is just a strange illusion.

Hallowed be thy name
Hallowed be thy name
Hallowed be thy name
Hallowed be thy name
Hallowed be thy name
Hallowed be thy name
Hallowed be thy name
Hallowed be thy name

the guitar is cool in this song.

Moved from Luminae to here:
Ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you. However, If I don't feel the pressing need to answer them, and refuse, feel free to ask more questions.

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