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Tuesday, April 18, 2006

*Blows dust off her site*

Im super sorry I haven't updated in such a long time!!! I've had a lot of things to do and I've been adding more to my story. By next week I'll have this site straightened out, okay? I'm really sorry!! *sweatdrop* Bye!!

~Tenshi Okami

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Rough Beginnings

I've decided not to put dates anymore. Just to confusing. But this story is still in journal form. I'm thinking of changing it. Anyway...

The three days later...


Kotsu:"Kristen, what's the day you get out of that place you go everyday?"

Kristen:"What place? You mean school? I get two days of three days from now. Why?"

"I want to give you your birthday present. So when you get back, on your last day, pack your bag for your days off."

"Where are we going?"


He left.


I kept remembering that during dance class and got distracted. Afterwards, I realized that I forgot to tell Kotsu that I had dance class after school on Fridays. Raven stayed home this week, so I went by myself. I forgot it was going to rain later that day, too. So after class, I stood in the school hallway and stared at the rain. I sighed. Alana, the girl I used to hate for kissing my, now ex, boyfriend, walked up to me.

Alana:"Hey Kristen. Some guy's outside waiting for you."

Kristen:"What guy?

"Maybe he's your boyfriend."

"I don't have a boyfriend. I'll go see. Bye."


I opened the main door. I got a little wet. I looked outside and saw Kotsu with an umbrella for me.

Kotsu:"Let's get going."


We started to walk down the sidewalk. But I was the one using the umbrella.

Kristen:"Kotsu, don't you think it would be better if we shared the umbrella? You're getting soaked."

Kotsu:"I'm not the one who needs it. I brought for you."


"There's not enough room for two. I'm used to walking in the rain. Just use it."

"...You seem tense. Is something wrong?"

"It's nothing."

It was silent for the rest of the walk home. I started remembering what Alana said. My Boyfriend? The thought of it embarassed me a little. I find it hard to picture Kotsu as my boyfriend. We're just friends. Nothing more. Friends...



"We are you going? The house is right here."

"Sorry. Spaced out."

When we got inside, Kotsu and I dried off.



Kotsu:"Get your bags. Let's leave."

Then Mom came in with a plate of food.

Mom:"Leaving so soon? But don't you want to eat first?"

Kristen:"That's alright. We can eat when we get to... where ever we're going."

Raven:"Let's get our bags."

Raven, Kotsu, and I went upstairs. We got our bags from our rooms and went back into the hall. Raven and I started to walk down the steps.

Kotsu:"Where are you two going? It's here."

He put his hand on the wall and a blue light appeared. A portal opened up.

Kotsu:"Step in."

That's all I can do right now. I'm in the library. I'll see if I can do more though. Laterz!! ^-^v

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Monday, November 7, 2005

Help Me!

Can anyone tell me the HTML code to put on music videos? I lost my data. *sobs*

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Wednesday, October 5, 2005

Rough Beginnings

January 24, 2005


Mom:"Kristen, you're going."

"No I'm not. I'm not leaving Kotsu here."

"You're going to school. Kotsu'll be just fine alone."

"What are you talking about?! Kotsu hasn't woken up from the time he's been here!!! So how can you tell me that he'll be just fine here alone?!"

"Raven's going to school. That doesn't mean she doesn't care."

"She's Raven and I'm Kristen. And she wouldn't be going if I wasn't gonna stay. So I'm not leaving to go anywhere."

"(sigh) Your nust like me. You never give up. You're not moving are you?"


"Okay... you can stay, but i want you to stay home. The only reason I'm letting you stay at home is because of Kotsu."

"Of course. Thanks Mom. Bye."

"Bye. I'll see you later."

After Mom left, Dad otu the door. He must have been late for work. As I was going up the stairs, Raven was coming down.



When she left, I went upstairs to take a shower. I put on some clothes and started blow - drying my hair. I would finish, have some breakfast, and then see how Kotsu was doing. After I was done with breakfast, I remembered my homework. I didn't do the one from over the weekend, and Raven would be bringing more from today. I went into my room. That's where Kotsu was sleeping. I've had to sleep in Raven's room. But that was fine. I sat next to him on the bed. The light from the window was hitting his face. His hair was glistening in the sunlight. He looked beautiful. I moved some hair that was in his face, and then my thumb slid onto his cheek. His skin was soft and warm.
Then I realized what I was doing, grabbed my bag and left. I went into Raven's room and did my homework. I had woken up early, so I took a nap. I slept for awhile. When I woke up, I realized my head was in somone's lap. I looked up to see Kotsu sleeping face. I rubbed my eyes. How did he get here? I shook him and him up.


"Kotsu, wake up."

"Huh? Oh. Hi Kristen."

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah. I told I'd get better in a few days. The reason I was sleeping for so long is because I was healing myself."


I lifted his shirt. He had already taken off the bandages I changed Saturday. There were no scars and you couldn't tell where the wounds were. I poked him.

Kristen:"It doesn't hurt at all?"


I was so happy that I hugged Kotsu.

"I'm so glad you're alright."


I looked up at him. He diidn't know I was looking. He wasn't hugging me back. He was blushing and looking away.


I got off of him.


Kotsu:"Thank you...for taking care of me."

"...You're welcome."


Then it was quiet for a minute.


"What is it?"

"How'd did you get hurt in the first place?"

"I hadn't come all week because Aoshi and I were working on yours Raven's birthday present. On the night of your birthday, I was coming to get you two. But a demon came out of nowhere and attacked me. I killed him, but I was too slow. It took all the energy I had to get here. I was already close by, so I was lucky. But I knew that if I were here, I'd be safe."

"You always will."

"Thank you."

"You don't have to that me anymore."



"I haven't eaten in awhile. What do you have to eat?"

"Nothing really. How about a pizza?!"


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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Rough Begginings/Leaving...

January 22, 2005 4 A.M.

I just got back from our party. It was a great idea to have a Roller Skating Rink. It was the best!! I can't wait for my Sweet Sixteen!! I'm sooo tired. I'm going to bed in a minute. But you know what really ticks me off? Neither Kotsu or Aoshi came to our party. I don't know why Aoshi didn't come, Kotsu isn't being fair!! What did he expect me to say after he said he loves me?! I thought he was more mature than that. I guess not.

January 22, 2005 7:30 A.M.

I'm so nervous. I was sleeping and woke up around six because something sounded like it fell. I didn't want to wake up everyone else, so I got a flashlight. When I went into the hallway, something damp was on the ground. I shone the light on the floor. It was blood. I was shocked and scared. I turned on the hallway light. Kotsu laid on the floor with inujuries in both his sides and in his right leg. He was barely awake. I ran over to him. Blood got on me but I didn't care.

Kristen:"Kotsu!! Kotsu!!"

When he heard me, he looked up at me. He put his hand on my cheek.

Kotsu:"Hey... Kristen..."

Kristen:"Don't talk. I'll help you up. But your leg... Raven!!"

Raven slugglishly walked into the hallway. When she saw Kotsu, she woke up, and ran over.

Raven:"Oh my... Kotsu..."

Kristen:"Quick, help me get him into bed!!"

"But we can't move him. His leg is - "

"Reduce his inujury. I haven't masterd water. I can't do that."

"Raven but her hands over his leg. There was a green glow. It had been reduce but it still looked pretty bad. We carefully helped Kotsu into my bed.

Kristen:"Get me some bandages and stuff to clean his cuts."


She ran out the room. I knelt down next to the bed. Tears started to run down my face. Kotsu looked at me and wiped them off.

Kotsu:"Don't cry. I can't stand to see you like that. I like it better when you smile."

Kristen:"But look at you..."

"Don't worry. I'll be fine in a few days. But right now, it hurts."

"Then stop talking."


Raven came with everything. He made little noises while I was cleaning his cuts. After I cleaned up the blood, we bandaged him up. We had to do it slowly and carefully. That took an hour. After we were done, Kotsu fell asleep. He seemed to be sleeping peacefully. I hope he'll be okay.

That's all I'm typing until I come back from vacation in Panama.

I'll miss you guys! ^-^v

This is my Bye Bye baner. Its to let people know that I haven't stopped coming to my site. Sorry I haven't been typing my story. I've been busy. I'll try more when I come back. I gonna much later today, but I might not be able to come to the computer. So this is later for now!! ^-^v

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

Raven:"... So?"

Kristen:"What do you mean So? Aoshi really likes you and all you've got to say is So? He's a really nice guy."

"What do you want me to say? Besides, I'm not the issue here. So, what's happenin' with you and Kotsu?"


"You know I'm talking about. Could we be looking at Kristen's new boyfriend? I mean, he loves you right? Since you and Kanari are almost the same and everything. So what's your next move Kanari? I mean Kristen?"

"How do you know?"

"Kotsu mentioned it while he was explaining why you fainted. So, what did you do after he told you everything Kana - I mean Kristen?"

"Your the worst sister ever. Making fun of me like that."

"I love you too. So what happened?!"

"Kotsu... I think while he was talking to me... something slipped out. I think he told me he loved me."

"Serious? Wow!! And what did you say?"

"I... didn't say anything."

"What?! You didn't sat anything?!"

"I don't like him. He's like a best friend to me. Why are you getting all bent out of shape?"

"Cause your acting unfair. Kotsu told you he loves you, but you couldn't even say, 'I don't see us being together like that'."

"It's not a big deal!! Quit lecturing me!! I'm not three!!"

"Yes it is!! You could have really hurt him."

"What do you mean I could have hurt him?"

"Think about it. Right now he might feel rejected."

"Look at him!! Does he seem rejected?!"

"On the inside!! You have to consider his feelings!!"

"Who are you to be talking to me like I'm a baby?! Why should I just stand around and take this?! Give me one good reason!!"

"Because you need to finally get over your stupid ex!!!! And act happy for once!!!"

"What are you talking about? I'm over him."

"No your not. Eveer since the party you've been moody and depressed. Something's wrong. Sometimes I actually feel like I don't to be around you. So for your own good, get over Brian, cheer up tell Kotsu how feel! Please!!"

"... Do I really act like that?"

"Yes. So do you understand what I'm saying?"

"I guess so, but you didn't have to be so harsh about it."

"Sorry. It all just exploded out of me. So, what are you going to do about Kotsu now?"

"I don't know. I guess I'll just have to wait for Kotsu to come back."

January 20, 2005

But Kotsu didn't come back. He didn't come back for the whole week. Maybe Raven was right. Maybe I had hurt Kotsu, and now he wasn't talking to me. Man, I've got to think.

Antway, the party us party is tomorrow. Maybe Kotsu'll come then. I hope so. I've been missing him for some reason lately. I hope he comes soon.

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Wednesday, June 8, 2005

Rough Beginnings

Same Day

When I woke up, I was in my bed, with my hair out and the sheet covering me. My parents staying late at work tonight, so only Raven was home. I got out of bed. Kotsu had already left. On the table next to my bed, there was a blue rose carefully placed there. From the bottom of petals, it was white. Then, it faded, into blue so it was blue at the top. It let off a dim light. It was so beautiful. There was a note tied to the stem:

I hope you like this rare blue rose. All you do is ask it for whatever you want, and it will happen.

It was in Raven's handwriting. I guess Kotsu can't write.

Kristen:"Umm... I'd like to see Kotsu... please."

Then, a picture, like a perjection, appeared over the rose. Kotsu was somewhere, like a forest. He was walking down a path through trees.

Kristen:"Where is he?"

Then Kotsu went through some trees. It looked easy to lost. Soon he met up with Aoshi. Aoshi was building something. A half completed house.

Kotsu:"How's it coming along?"

Aoshi:"Just fine. But you know. It would go along a lot faster if HELPED ME!!"

"Alright, fine."

Kotsu started helping him build.

Aoshi:"So what were you doing?"

Kotsu:"I was with Kristen. I... told her everything."

"So, what did she say?"




Aoshi:"So, did you see... Raven?"

Kotsu:"Yes. Why do you ask?"


"You... like her. Don't you?"

Kristen:"Raven!! Come here!!"

Soon, Raven came busting through the door.

Raven:"What's wrong?!"



Raven:"Maybe what?"

Kristen:"Aoshi likes you."


Kotsu:"You do remember she has a boyfriend, right?"

Aoshi:"I know. But I can't help it."

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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

Rough Beginnings

January 15, 2005

Today was weird as always. Kotsu told me to meet him today because he had to tell me something important. Fine, I said. He wanted to talk to me at the park. We met in the afternoon. We sat infront of a tree.

Kristen:"So. What did you want to talk to me about?"

Kotsu:"Kristen, I'm not sure. But I don't think your just... Kristen."


"I know it sounds... strange. But you maybe Kanari's incarnation."

"So, who's Kanari?"

"Kanari? She was... a beautiful, sweet & kind, young villager, with a big heart. And the only humaan I ever loved."

"Loved? Really? Why the only human?"

"I wasn't always how I am now. I'm not proud of my past."

"What? You can tell me."

"I... used to be a..."

"Go on."

"... a dangerous assain. I used to kill... just to see the color of blood. For fun. I was going to kill Kanari. I still don't don't know what stopped me, but I couldn't. Something held me back. Soon, I couldn't keep my mind off her. I couldn't stay away. I would always hide in places like trees and watch her every move. Then I got to know her better. Soon we got close. I wasn't a murderer anymore."

I got up and dusted myself off. I started to walk away, but Kotsu held my hand & stopped me.

Kotsu:"Why are you leaving?"

Kristen:"I just want to go home now."

"Did I say something wrong?"

I turned and looked at him.

"Sounds to me, that you only like me because I'm part Kanari."

"No... you don't understand. I don't love you because you're Kanari. It's because you're you, Kristen. Kanari or no Kanari."

"*blush* Did you just say you... love me?"

"Umm... did I?"

It was quiet for a minute.

"Come on. I'll take you home."

We were walking home. Then it hit me. I wasn't just Kristen anymore. I was a reincarnation. Soon, my knees got weak, and I fell back. Kotsu caught me before I fainted. He had to carry me all the way home.

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Friday, June 3, 2005

Wat Up

Hi Pplz!! I haven't posted here in awhile! I've been busy. But I did have enough time to change my layout. How do u like it? And what about the business card? Image hosted by Photobucket.com

Cute right? Well, I'm writing more of my story tomorrow. Right now, I'm feelin' lazy. Bye!!

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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Rough Beginnings

January 14, 2005

Wow. I haven't written in here for months! I've been really busy, balancing my trainig with school. Kotsu has become like my best friend. Raven has someone helping her, too. His name is Aoshi. He's a fox demon too.

Raven always says to me jokingly that Kotsu and I would make a nice couple. But that's impossible. Kotsu is like my brother. Though it's not hard to tell that Kotsu likes me.

On the 21st, it's me & Raven's birthday! We've decided to party at the rolling skating rink. Kotsu and Aoshi said they were going to take us on a trip somewhere, but they won't tell us where. Oh well.

During my training, I gained more powers. They depended on the sashes we chose. When I have to practice, Kotsu is my sparring partner partner. It's really hard, being how strong he is, to beat him. But I get through it at the least.

School is the same. Brian doesn't talk to me anymore, which makes me happy. Unfortunately, Yasmine moved away to New York. I really miss her. But I'll visit at some point.

Lately, Kotsu has been acting weird around me. Being all quiet and shy. I don't get at all.

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