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Birthday
• 1992-06-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• I am where I am. Where that is, is none of your concern. Thank you.
Member Since
• 2006-08-29
Occupation
• Philosopher of sorts.
Real Name
• Raine Sage if u may so kindly call me.

Personal

Achievements
• Achievements acknowledged by others countless, yet meaningless. Achievements my most cherished and I acknowledge are few, yet meaningful.
Anime Fan Since
• Who knows when I began.
Favorite Anime
• Loveless, Inuyasha, DNAngel, FLCL, Tsubasa, xxxHolic, Kamichama Karin, Chrono Crusade, Fullmetal Alchemist, Cardcaptor Sakura, etc.
Goals
• To become a doctor and to live my life fully, get married, have at least one child, and die in a honourable way rather than death by cowardice. Probably while protecting someone.
Hobbies
• play guitar, paint, draw, write, listen
Talents
• painting, drawing, writing stories, poetry, play guitar, and to listen

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Thursday, June 7, 2007

heyas

hey all.
wow, no homework and no skl.... now i'm bored... i honestly have no idea wut to do now. which gives my mom an excuse to drag me around doing things. i'd rather go back to skl with twice the homework and tests (and twice the teachers' cruelty) than do wut she drags me to do. oh well.

anyway. ^^ Dra-kun (Metal Dragon) is doing this thing in front of 100+ ppl. he's reciting sonnet 18 (i think.... ^^') today. i hope he does well.

and thats just about ti..... sayonara ppl.
PM me

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Monday, June 4, 2007

*yawn*

Good morning ya'll.... or i think it is.... *checks clock* HOLY--.... er... its 2pm.... ^^ oh well. nice.... 14 hours i think... yup... nice 14 hrs of good old sleep...... hehe... lol. anyhoo..... i'm bored again.... oh well..... sayonara.

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Saturday, June 2, 2007

Inspiration........ and a little Surprise

Hey, guys. I have been watching this anime. Kaleidostar. ^^ U might say its just a bunch of jumping around with pretty lights but it's actually a really inspirational anime. ^^ Probably the only anime to make me cry. And trust me, a movie or anime has to be good to make me cry. lol. well, I got inspired. It's a song really. Or a poem. however u want to take it. I have no tune for it. I just sing it however my mood wants to take it. ^^ my emotions r my muse as I would say. Also... u kno, I always like sharing these things with u all. ^^ it's kinda fun. but only when ppl actually comment. but oh well. At least I get my thoughts out. Kinda funny if u just bottle it all up. I mean, more and more and more and then KABOOM! then wut could i do if i'm a puddle of my remains. ^^' lol. Well, i hope this song/poem will be ok in quality. the only sad thing is, the one person i want to read it, most likely won't. he doesn't even kno about otaku. oh well. but if he is reading it. This is for u, Dad.

Forever Love You, Just Might Not Be Here

You may know this well.
You may know this right.
I don't care who you are.
I'm not losing this fight.

You've gone through my mind.
Destroyed all my thoughts.
But I'll still keep living on.
Till my body rots.

You can tear out my heart.
Stomp it in the dirt.
But I still have this feeling.
I keep to restrain the hurt.

My feeling is
just all for you
Kill me wholly
And I'd still love you
Treat me wrong
Treat me right
I don't care
I still say,
I won't lose this fight.

I am not perfect
I am not pure
And neither are you
You can be so sure.

Whether I'm small
Or I'm grown up
I may not even listen
to how your voice gets rough.

Yell all you want
But I won't hear a thing
I'm enclosed in my mind.
Thinking back on the past
I withold in.

Don't think
You're much better than me
And all your screams
Mean anything to me

I may be your kid
But that's all I am
I'm not a girl
Someone like you could understand

Not a thing
For you and me
Could be right
Can't you see
You think you try
You think your way
But it only
pushes me away

You want to keep
Your "precious" child
But don't you know
She'll be gone in a while.

I won't be always here
I'll be gone in a blink
And then how would you feel?
What would you think?

Unless you come follow me,
I'll leave you behind.
I won't see you again.
So make up your mind.

But no matter what
I'll still love you.
Because you are my father.
And there's nothing I can do.

Well, thats that. Yeah, me and my dad are like opposing forces on a battlefield. He may have the bigger guns and may think he's winning but he's not. I have an escape route. And only my army is small enough to get through. And he won't be able to follow. And it will only be my choice to come back through that same route. But you know, I probably wouldn't come back through. As mean as it sounds, unless he picks up the pieces and reminds himself that he doesn't own me and I can go as I please, I won't come back. He has a few years to shape up. But after that, it's over. I hope the song/poem I wrote was all right. Thank you for reading. I love you all. ^^ Bye

Whassup? I got in major trouble yesterday. Apparently the cellphone company didn't tell us about a few certain details. I've been calling Dra-kun just about every night. Most of the time it would be after 9 or on the weekends so I could get free minutes. But it turns out that California is out of the limit. And its supposed to be nation wide. pffft!! oh well. Altho I did rank up a 350 dollar bill. ^^' lol. oh well, my parents aren't totally mad at me. I mean, I did try to call most of the time when it was free. So its really the company's fault for not telling us. ^^ woohoo. go luck. lol. but wut sucks is that i can only talk to my loving and wonderful boyfriend once a week and for only an hour. T.T I feel sad now. I felt horrible not calling him for a day and now I have to wait a whole week each time I call him. But I guess its ok. At least I can call him.

to Dra-kun: and don't u dare start apologizing again. its not ur fault. its Verizon's fault! >.< oh and when my dad switches plans in october (i kno its a long way off) i can put u in tha my circle thing and i can talk to u for free. ^^ and i'll work on that webcam and mic thing. but i have to do it so my mom wouldn't kno i had one. ^^' but u kno how sneaky i can be. i can manage to do that. lol. also, don't give me that "i see it as my fault" line either. or i'll kick ur ass if u do. i mean it! >.< and don't do the voice either...... its creepy...... lol. message me when u get on later. i kno u won't get on till late. well, i love u. ^^ seeya later.

Hey all! whassup? ^^ i feel so happy today for no reason whatsoever! ^^ lol. well i'm bored too.
hey, u guys kno that kingdom hearts game, right? i have both the first and the second. T.T i feel sad now. skl's been gettin in the way and i've just been able to play my games again. i have only a few bosses left in kingdom hearts 1 and then i'll be able to go on to KH 2. T.T i'm so sad. i can't even beat riku. no matter wut i do. oh well. i'll eventually get it. and then i'll finally be able to play KH 2. ^^ and plz don't make fun of my super slowness. i blame my parents for not allowing me to play videogames on skl days, and then dragging me out of the house every weekend. well sayonara.

Hey you all. For some of you, I know i was feeling kind of down in the dumps, but i'm a little better. And thank u Ryu-chan and wizzie. ^^ and yes. i'm calling u wizzie. (the next FLCL) u two really helped me a bit last night. also another friend of mine who, chances r is not going to read this, lives in canada, thanks for the help last night. ^^ anyhoo, life is like a tree. u could stay at the bottom and die like dirt, or suffer the splinters and climb on up. yup. i think i fell.... a lot. that could explain a burst of stupid every once in a while. lol. ^^ just keep climbing.

to ryu-chan: i think i found wut u found. ^^ i see me yet again. thanks.

to wizzie: thanks for the help. but it seems i've gone into a slump. i am no longer the riddler or enigma i once was. i should talk to u more. ^^ lol

to Dra-kun: i love u Dra-kun. ^^ and no matter wut u think, u cheered me up last night. no matter how long it takes, i'm just glad i got to talk to u for a little while. and i'm sorry i wasted the time we had on the phone. and don't apologize for something ur parents do. and don't apologize for something i caused to myself or someone else i kno. u couldn't do anything. and i still say that if there's perfection in either u or me, its u. and don't start arguing with me. or i'll..... i'll kick ur ass and u'd owe me quadruple ur weight in chocolate!! >.< i mean it! lol. message me when u get home. its around 4:30 right? i can call u then. i'm guessing u only get an hour. that sucks. well seeya round. i love u. ^^

to canadian guy: i think i forgot ur name... if i even knew it.... evan? ... i dunno... i'm too lazy to look it up.. oh well... thanks for the laughs... sayonara.

to everyone else: ... hi... bye! lol. ^^

anyone. PM me. i'm lonely. T.T lol.

I'm doing all right now. My parents made me go on this trip thingy to visit ppl i don't really like. but its ok cuz my dad compensated me with the new mangas to loveless and kamichama karin! loveless, the story opens up with new mystery and kamichama karin, this story ends with true love but another series of it will come again! ^^ oi. for anyone who reads that, kazune-kun and karin-chan r so cute!!! ^^ anyhoo, sorry i can't comment on all of ur sites..... my dad's comp sucks. i can't even see ur comments. also, if u can, tell me if u can see the opening popup and the leaving popup. i can't seem to see both of them. ^^' comps turnin gay. lol. well goodbye u all.

to Dra-kun: hey. i'll call u later. (wish u could call me just to tell me when i can call u.) but oh well right? anyhoo, 5 right? i'll call then. ugh. just 6 hours till then. wut a drag. and sry about the abundance of messages on ur answering machine. i got bored. and i DID say u can delete them all and not listen to them. lol. my fault if u didn't listen to message number 2. ^^' oh and i'll ttyl. but if i can call earlier tell me. i'll probably get on the comp sooner. so if u can tell me i can call earlier than 5 tell me. plz! and i don't have MSN messenger on this comp. so use the PMs and use ur time on it. k? love u so much. seeya later.

read the post below this one.

I'm in love with Dra-kun. The love of my life. I love love love love love him to death! He is everything to me. He is the air I breathe, the beats of my heart, the life i live. Everything. He's so sweet and nice too. check out Metal Dragon's site to find out what he said. He is awesome! ^^ I love you Dra-kun!!

Don't Leave

I need you more than anything
You're the air I breathe
I can't live without you
Don't you dare leave without me.

Do you want to break my heart?
If not, then love me more than anything.
Do you want to see me cry?
If not, then don't ever leave me with nothing.

I love you forever
My heart would break if you left.
Because this lovely crime u commited
my stolen heart, was ur great theft.

dont' leave me
and u won't break me
i love you
just don't leave.

Dra-kun, u kno wut this means. ^^ lol

i am bored. but wait, there is more. i am going to spend the day doing..... nothing..... oh well. lol. tomorrow my dad's gonna buy me and mum lots of crawfish! ^^ 10 pounds of it. i love it love it love it! ^^ yum yum. and for those who haven't had it....... how can you live with urselves! u should be ashamed! i cry for u. T.T but oh well. i'm not much of a southerner when it comes to certain things. but when it comes to Louisiana, i'm all for it. XP oh and Jason, if ur reading (probably not u lazy ass. lol) the south kicks ur yankee butt! lol. sorry. inside joke. no offense to anyone that lives up north. ^^' which to me, there's a LOT LOT LOT of ppl from the north. i barely see anyone int he south at all. oh well. anyhoo, aside from my love for the cajun state, i have discovered lovely news. i have 3 days of skl left! ^^ woot woot! ^O^ *starts dancing* <^^<....>^^>......<^^>.... yeah. i'm that weird. lol. ^^' i feel so random today. oh well. i'm going to go do something even more random...... maybe i'll go terrorize the evil bunnies that live under my bed with a tomato........ i told u i'm random. maybe its the lack of sugar and mountain dew in me. well sayonara. love u all.