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Sunday, February 25, 2007


Poems

I decided to post sum of my personal and most meaningful poems i have. so here they are. enjoy or not ur choice. either i have no care.

Beneath The Mask

You ask me why I wear my mask,
I wear it to hide from all my fears.
I mask my identity and my sight,
may they never see my tears.
I cann't cry when I don the mask,
To cry would prove no point.
You cannot cry when a mask blocks your eyes,
Tearless is a title I do coin.

You ask me if I'll ever take off my mask,
I only do when I'm alone,
where nothing hurts and pains me so,
Whenever I am at my lonesome home.
To reveal the face that hides within,
Would be my demise.
No one shall see the face beneath,
'Tis would be unwise.

You asked me to show you,
what I am beneath the mask.
I cannot for fear of pain,
I cannot complete that task.
Although my fears are still in wake,
I trust you with my fate.
I take down my mask, await the pain,
But you said, "What a beautiful face."

Can't See

It's not as if I've never seen,
I just choose to turn my eye.
But sometimes lies get tiring,
So truth I follow till it's nigh.
Blood is not something unsees,
It's as common as daylight.
All hands bear blood and deemed unclean,
For everyday holds battles, wars, and fights.
Why can't everybody see,
that life is full of pain?
Why can't I see,
That happiness can bear again?

I See

I refuse to look at them.
What plays before my eyes,
cause tears to shed,
for I see them die.
Happy and smiling,
joy, laughter,
turns my reverie,
into death after.
The sky turns red,
the color of blood.
The moon an inky black,
for reality undone.
Haunting my mind,
my sanity escaping.
God give me strength,
my inner demon's awakening.

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007


Thoughts

I want to finally just open up my thoughts on here. This is the one place I can open up and not give a damn what anyone says. The one place I can be myself.
For so long, I've felt dead. And I know that some or maybe much more may have felt the same as me. Walking like a zombie, just living, but not really living. We are, and some were, dying slowly and painfully. We differ in how we became that way and how we suffered, but pain is pain no matter what. Some may have come from solitude, some from the lack of solitude, confinement, or something else. I myself have nearly died of being alone. Come to think of it, I was alone from the start, my mother being the only one who truly cared. I never had a true friend. Everyone stabbed me in the back, but I didn't care. I just didn't want to be alone. I finally found a true friend in third grade. We're still good friends, just not as close as before but we still love each other. I then shriveled from the thought of friendship. I didn't have anyone. My brother died 4 years ago. He was the most amazing brother ever. He still is. I love no one more than him. He's the most precious thing to me. We would always fight, but regardless of it all, we still loved each other. He would never leave my side, nor I his. But alas, we were separated by that cruel fate of death. Although, I am glad he is dead. I know that he is in heaven. I am a Christian and I am proud of it. I believe in God with my heart and soul and I know that my brother is resting in peace beside God. I don't care what anyone thinks. God is one of the reasons I am still alive. When my brother died, I was empty. I would let no one in. I wanted to be alone and die inside myself. To be engulfed in everlasting darkness. I wanted to be rid of all the pain. I reluctantly lived. I gave up on it. I promised my brother that I would become a doctor for children and help them. If I break this promise, it's like destroying the very meaning my brother meant to me. We never broke our promises to each other. I found friends who slowly but surely led me out of the darkness until i could see light. Even now, I am stuck in the twilight that is between night and day. Many of you have helped me get so far. I love you all. I love you so much that it hurts that I can't tell you all to your face.

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Monday, February 19, 2007


   I like this poem.

A Thing of Beauty (i have to memorize this for skl. so this is practice XP)
by John Keats

A thing of beauty is a joy for ever:
Its loveliness increases; it will never
Pass into nothingness; but still will keep
A bower quiet for us, and a sleep
Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing.

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   ACK!

Ok. i don't kno why i'm on cuz of all the homework i have. but oh well! i'll take any PMs. ^^ i'll just multitask. oh well. PM me if u want.

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Friday, February 16, 2007


   Hey all

I am much better today. Yesterday was an off day but now I'm A-okay! ^^ *thumbs up* yup. so how are ya'll? Pm me if u want. syonara.

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Thursday, February 15, 2007


   Hey all!

Weird day but i'm not gonna say anything so yeah. i'm feeling down and poetic now. so here is a poem i kno so many of u like...... at least i hope so, cuz u guys leave sum pretty nice comments if u dont. o.O aw well. here we go.

Written Words

I cannot vere far without you,
I need a simple word.
I worry when your gone,
And my thoughts become absurd.
I want to know your still here,
Breathing and alive.
If I could hear your voice,
It's tone would stay with me till i die.
If your voice was audible
A day would not go by I didn't listen
But since it's near impossible,
I'll settle with these words written.

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007


   Happy Valentine's Day!!

Love you all! bye! ^^

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Sunday, February 11, 2007


YAHOO!

Go Louisiana! WOOT! i went to mardi gras yesterday. i got a bear that fell off a float, tons of beads and 11 cups. WOOT! and i lost my voice so i'm yelling on hear instead of in real life. ^^' i didn't even yell a lot. i talked all day and i'm not used to talking so yeah thats wut happens. Pm me and here's sum pics. sayonara! ^^

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omg. i luv this pic. ^^
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lol. PMSing Itachi..... *laughs*
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u kno u luv him even more after seeing this. oh yeah. we love u lots ita-kun!
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i did this to sum bitch at my skl while i was at walmart or sumthin. maybe the mall. long time ago really. well it was hilarious. it was one of those girls that they try to slap u but u cna easily move or grab their hand. i grabbed her hand, twisted it behind her back, and as ominously as i could (more like itachi) said "watch it. u might break a nail" then i laughed and walked away. damn do i get mean glares from her now. but all i do is laugh.
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Friday, February 9, 2007


   yup yup.

sry for not posting for a while. today i felt weird. i was lightheaded and felt like collapsing ever 5 minutes. probably would have saved me the time on my stupid geometry test if i just flatout fell over and passed out. well thats my day. PM me if ya wants. sayonara.

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Sunday, February 4, 2007


Itachi is BRINGING SEXY BACK!

for all the girls who wish to see our beloved Itachi naked...... almost...... DAMN U KISAME!!!

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he looks kind of cute in this one! kawai...
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itachi and kisame sexy no jutsu! ......... for the guys
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nuff said.
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we all feel for u itachi!!
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