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WELCOME READERS, to sikaurai's safe haven! SIKAURAI LOVES VISITORS...BUT…
She’s also an ex-club kid. Therefore…hates drama. So don’t even think
about it.

Also...don't take things too seriously here. We're all about 'fun' up in this joint.
And we refuse to be censored.

Also...sikaurai has a 'folio. Don't let it get lonely.

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Thursday, January 24, 2008





My last post was in June...
But...in my defense, I was off living
a wonderful fantasy-life with a beautiful
dark-eyed boy.

Now I'm gearing for a comeback and the
pretty boy and sikaurai are friends.

He encouraged me to return to this site...
just because it was the origin of
a fantastical hobby.

So...yeah.

Hi. And stuff.







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Wednesday, June 13, 2007





Too much stress right now. Can't
freaking stand it.

I'm finally kissing off the Otaku.
Why?

Funny, how when I submitted crap crayon
art, they were getting votes and comments
like mad. Now...when I put my heart
and soul in something...

It doesn't get noticed. In fact...
barely any views at all.

BAH.

SEVEN FUCKING HOURS per piece
on average. And that means a lot,
for someone with as limited spare
time as I have. So I'm ending
things just shy of a thousand votes.

Besides...I have a lot on my plate
right now. I'm relinquishing custody
of my children--temporarily--
so I can pull myself out of this
hole that sperm donor has left me in.
Destroyed credit, possibly felony on
my record, no money. My nursing dreams
are shattered. So now, I have to come
up with a plan B. Or X, or Y, or Z.
FUCK.

Done with it. Done with the OTAKU.
And NO...I don't expect anyone
to try to cheer me up. I'm NOT
LOOKING FOR THAT, so I don't want
any snide comments about it.
And please...if you're response
is going to be FUCKING GLIB to
this...don't bother. Just move
on to the next site on your hit
list.

Will be right-clicking the pics in
my gallery in order to save them to
my hard-drive. And then...well...
thanks for supporting me through
the hard times, I guess.







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Tuesday, June 12, 2007





Nothing to say. Was found guilty in court...possibly facing prison sentence
for felony charge of 'interference with
custody'.

Blargh.

Sentencing is July 16th. Not really sure why
I posted this, here.

Not really sure of anything, anymore.

oh, well. there's always the sketchbook.

New art, for whatever the hell that's worth.















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Tuesday, May 8, 2007


One Step In...One Step Out...




Autumn got kicked out of daycare.
Yeah.
That inspired veritable guffaws from
my best friend Bill …when I told him tonight.
He couldn’t apologize for laughing…
and I guess I didn’t expect him to.

It’s something I’ll chuckle about when
it’s no longer an inconvenience in my life.

Anyway…an artist on the dA network who
lives in the Czech Republic—she’s pretty
Popular, I guess—did a gift art for me. She
rendered my Akiramaru, and I thought I would
share her work. She’s great and she has an
awesome sense of humor. She doesn’t take
Life sooo terribly seriously. That’s coo’ to me.
In the interim, I’m hoping my entry for
KoolAid Guy’s contest will be up by
tomorrow morning. I’ve had a pretty hectic
day, so I wasn’t able to finish it.
So I thought I'd post it, work-en-progresse-
Here on my home page. I don’t know what
to add for a BG, though.

Well, at least spring cleaning is done…and
YAY. My job is giving me a raise. It’s about
time, yo. And speaking of which, this is my
last post for about eight days. Hell Week is
upon me again.



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Monday, May 7, 2007





Soooo…on deviantART I went into this
Huge tirade about the artists who
resent other artists who are evidently proud
of their own work.
A big war is being waged on dA…the
so-called elitists against the artists who
create fan clubs for their own original
characters. Being the antagonistic soul
that I am, I announced that I wanted to
start a fan club for Sascha.

Ummmm…
It started out as a joke.

Imagine my shock when I got the
responses from deviants indicating that
they actually wanted to JOIN.
*ajcomsldfmdajfdSYNAPTICTWITCH
FLATTERED*

Well, CERM is working on creating
stamps for my journal page, soooooo…
I guess I’ll see if she’s willing to make
some buttons for this club. If people
actually want to post them.

Anywayyyyy…thanks to the people
who are still visiting, after all this time.
It’s humbling to realize that there are still
good people out there, despite my own
…naughtiness? I’ll try to come around
more often, and I guess tomorrow I will
have KoolAidGuy’s contest entry posted.

~pleasant dreams…





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