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Monday, February 19, 2007

   ++**_you dont know me_**++
You think you know me
But did you know
This pretty girl
Cries into her pillow
Late at night
When the noise
Has died
And the lights
Have dimmed
And there is nothing
But the sound
Of her wim
When no one cares
And the night is hers
When she thinks
About the pretty boy
That make her feel
On top of the world
You may think I'm lying
That this pretty girl
Could never be crying
But she cries at night
Knowing for sure
No one will see
She's insecure
You think her
Like is perfect
But it's a living hell
Parents that don't trust her
A sister who yells
She thinks to herself
"Why am I here
What am I for
Why do you look at me
Like I'm a hore
I didn't choose
To be born
It's not my falt
I'm not the hoe
Stop telling me
That it's my falt
Stop making me think
That I'm no good
Stop yelling at me
Leave me alone!"
She's stuck in the life
And she can't escape
It's as if she's being blamed
For someone else's mistake
So don't think
For one second
That you know me
Cuz you don't know
The hell I've seen.

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   ++**getting over you**++
It's hard to get over you
When everytime I see you
I go week at the knees
It's just hard to control myself
I just can't forget the love we used to share
But that was when you loved me

Why does everything fall apart
When it's just getting good
What will makes these feelings go away
What will stops the pain I feel everyday
When I see you face

I can't go on like this anymore
I'm falling apart each time I see
The face that broke me heart

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   ++__I Sit And Cry__++
I'm sitting here
I don't know what to do
Can you save me
Can you pull me through
This hole that I've dug for myself
Is getting bigger
And I'm about to fall
He broke my heart
He's in love with someone else
But then again so was I
But that was before he caught my eye
I gave him my heart
He only gave me lies
So here I sit
And I let myself cry
Cry for what I've done
What I let happen to my heart
I tried so hard to protect
From any pain
But look what has happened
No, it will never be the same
Little pieces it now lies
In my hands
As I sit and cry

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Don't talk to me
Don't even start
Why didn't you tell me
Did you think I wasn't smart
That I wouldn't find out
Who she was
This girl of yours
That you keep in your heart
Hidden away for all to see
Except your very own me
Am I not good enough
Am I not what you want
I'm I just here until temporary
To be thrown away
For her to take my place
Why would you do this to me
Why would you break my heart
What have I done
Did I even have your love
I don't care what you say now
I'm through with this, I'm done
Hope you and her bring each other grief
Hope you do to her
What you did to me

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Friday, October 20, 2006


You call me a nerd,
I'll show you my college acceptance letter.
You call me an emo,
I'll show you my scar free wrists.
You call me a goth,
I'll show you my biggest smile.
You call me a quitter,
I'll show you all the goals I've reached.
You call me a loser,
I'll show you a first place ribbon.
You call me a wimp,
I'll show you my bravest face.
You call me lazy,
I'll show you my track record.
You call me stupid,
I'll show you a straight A report card.
You call me a loner,
I'll show you all my friends.
You call me boring,
I'll show you my individuality.
You call me a crybaby,
I'll show you a stiff upper lip.
I just wish that you could see,
How happy I am just being me.
So stop a moment and let yourself ask,
Do you want to live behind a mask?
Let your real beauty shine through,
Let the facades go, and just...be you.

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

One need not be a chamber to be haunted,
One need not be a house;
The brain has corridors surpassing
Material place.

Far safer, of a midnight meeting
External ghost,
Than an interior confronting
That whiter host.

Far safer through an Abbey gallop,
The stones achase,
Than, moonless, one's own self encounter
In lonesome place.

Ourself, behind ourself concealed,
Should startle most;
Assassin, hid in our apartment,
Be horror's least.

The prudent carries a revolver,
He bolts the door,
O'erlooking a superior spectre
More near.

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There is a word
Which bears a sword
Can pierce an armed man.
It hurls its barbed syllables,--
At once is mute again.
But where it fell
The saved will tell
On patriotic day,
Some epauletted brother
Gave his breath away.

Wherever runs the breathless sun,
Wherever roams the day,
There is its noiseless onset,
There is its victory!

Behold the keenest marksman!
The most accomplished shot!
Time's sublimest target
Is a soul 'forgot'!

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

Quiz Result Provided By: theOtaku.com.

What Personality Do You Have?

Hosted by theOtaku.com: Anime. Done right.

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Monday, April 3, 2006

its true!!!

You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!

Rocker, Mosher






Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev








What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy
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