Thursday, May 17, 2007

*sigh* I guess I'll update

Yugi is typing about her Tamagotchi. Haha.

Mom hasn't given me my money that I earned from babysitting. It was just enough to buy a Tamagotchi...Rawr.

Anyway, last night on WoW. Tucantango had given the Guild Master position to some dude that none of the guild really knew existed. And for some reason, he started demoting people.....OUT OF THE BLUE.
I don't think my rank was changed though. I'm still a Sergeant. I got that rank for calling Tucantango a dork. He said it shows character. Haha.
Next, another player named Seductres (yes, with ONE "s") called him a schmuck. She got promoted too. Ha.

That was the highlight of my WoW week. That and I finally got to level 10 last night. I can get my pet now. WHOOOO. I just gotta decide what I'm going to get first.

Eh...I guess that's it for now. I have no idea what I'm doing tonight. This weekend is Band Banquet. I'll have fun with that.

Hopefully Sami won't pick up her grades so I can drive to AND from the place. *BUAHAHA*

Peace out homies!
~Maki Wolfess

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

I didn't know about this...

I just figured this out, I looked it up trying to find a good pic for myotaku. I feel so dumb, seeing as how this is my most favorite anime of all time. But at least I know now....

THIS IS SO COOL!

An Shouji (ÇP˾ÐÓ, Sh¨­ji An?, note that the second kanji in her family name, the "ji," is the same kanji as "Tsukasa")
In real life, Tsukasa is a high school student named An Shouji. Her mother died when she was very young, so she was raised by her father.

As revealed by many flashbacks of An's past shown in the series, her father subjected her to physical abuse, neglected her, and distanced her from her gender: he treated her like a boy, refused to allow feminine products and didn't provide basic hygiene products. He also killed the kitten that she was taking care of, and tried to un-plug the life support machines while she was in a coma.

At the end of the series, An wakes up from the coma. Leaving the hospital, she is met by a girl in a wheelchair, who is Mariko Misono, the player behind Subaru. With tears in their eyes the two run towards each other. After the series Ryo Sakuma, the player behind Bear, becomes her legal guardian and allows her to go to a boarding school, and she and Mariko start dating.
- Wikipedia.com

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   NEWS!

AND NOW! NEWS FROM MONTGOM'S CLASS! Reporting kind of live, is MAKI!
...with Yugi right next to her.

At the moment...Yugi and I are updating from Mr. Montgomery's class. It's fun. And I'm sucking on a pretzel...

Jealousy and Emo-ness seems to be the theme of Prom. Bobbith. I feel like there is some law that pertains to social masses and peer delinquency, that says some students have to be designated to sit alone in a chair, looking down in their depression that their date or a friend is dancing with another person. Because there is always somebody that DOES THAT!!!
And it so happens to be one of my friends. Damn.

OH NOEZ!!!
THEY IS TEH DANCING
WITH
ANOTHER
PERSON!!!!

THEY ARE DANCING
IN A PLACE
THAT IS SPECIFICALLY RESERVED
FOR THE FUN OF THE DANCING PERSUASION!!!!

Dude. Seriously. Get over it. It's not a big deal that she's having fun. If you truly liked her, you would have done everything in your power to let her have fun, and NOT BE UPSET ABOUT IT. You need to grab your balls, be a man and talk to her yourself. Do you think she's going to respect a dude that doesn't want to confront his issues face to face and who runs away from them all the time?

You're supposed to be my best friend dude (aside from Yugi, Seth, Kisa, Siris and all those people). If you had a problem I thought you would respect me enough to talk to me like a person. Instead of talking to someone that doesn't even know what's going on.

By the way. Either give him the right facts, or none at all. First off, I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND. Second, How can I ruin your plans, if you didn't have any in the first place. You're not supposed to change the plans the wee hours before the day of Prom. HA. PwNed you there. Third, If you really weren't having any fun, why did you agree to come with us to get food afterwards? Stupid. If you were really just faking it, I would think you would want to get out of there as soon as you could. I think seeing a movie with your grandpa and your aunt was a wonderful idea. You should have done that instead of getting pie.


I don't know if I'm done....but the bell is going to ring. Yugi's and my fingers are on fire. I guess I'll type more later, and attempt to revamp my site too.


Peace out Homies
~Maki Wolfess

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Sunday, May 13, 2007

I just ate some sushi and it was delicious.

I'm going to change my layout soon. And if anyone wants to be invited to the Warren Graduation, let me know so I can put you on the list.
I'm putting a cool senior pic of me in the invites.

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Monday, May 7, 2007

Ashamed
You and your misfit friends leaving dirty fucking messages you're always right, Fuck

You say you love me. That's what your saying
I think you're crazy and the nuts are far behind you. I try to tell myself everything will be alright, I try to wake you up from acting out your stupid dreams. But don't look devastated now, there's more to come from this. Can you hear me? Am I cutting out?

Now it's time to say goodbye. One of us needs to leave this place. Again you're falling right back down. So many reasons why one of us needs to leave this place. Again you're falling right back down


No I can't change what you say. Tired of the games you play, you're dirty words play tricks on me, and you should feel so ashamed of the way...Feel so ashamed of decisions that you made

There's no control over this. So why do you try?
Still find myself esteem in all your dreams to get yourself attention. There's got to be a better way to relay your twisted messages

Hate to be the dick to let you know this is how we let things go. No one needs this shit. Never should have stayed around this long, but I love the pain I feel, like you do, all day long. I want to know why, cause it makes no sense to me

You ask me what is wrong and I'll tell you why. 'Cause I never like the way you treated anyone, especially your own kind. It's so strange sometimes....I wanna know why. I think there's something that I know the stupid things you say, and the fucked up games we play. And you should feel so ashamed.
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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

Simple straight to the point updates are cool.

I know it's a bit late, but I've been a lil busy this week. As some of you know, my 18th birthday was celebrated last weekend with many of my good friends.
I've been wanting to post about this ever since.


The day started off like any other; woke up early and got ready for school. As soon as I walked out of my room, however, I was bombarded by my mom and sister with Happy Birthdays and all that expected such. I gave an enthusiastic smile, as I was feeling pretty enthusiastic at 6 am....
Heh. Then, dear old dad walks into the restroom while mom and I are doing our makeup. Here's what he said: "I've checked the birth certificate. You don't turn 18 until 11:45....You still got a few more hours to be my little girl."


.....Awwwwww....


Right?


Haha. Yeah. I guess. It just made me giggle a little bit as I left the house. Mom was upset that she wasn't able to get me that big mass of balloons that a birthday girl would usually carry around school (I'm happy she didn't).
At school, everything was great. Whoever asked about my b-day, I told them, whoever didn't, didn't need to know. I had fun.
Since I had a little more money, My friends and I had a Feast at lunch.
See, usually, we don't eat very much. But today, I got us all some FOOD.


After that, I left school. Mom wanted to get some stuff ready before the party at Madler's house. I had to get a hair cut, and all that jazz. My hair looks a lot cooler now. Haha.


The party was off the heezy for sheezy. We danced and raved the night away. I made a friend or two and things were great. Some silly person, I'm not quite sure who, decided to turn off all the lights on the back porch, which is where the party was held. It looked awesome! Everyone was glowing and others where shining flashlights in random places. It made it all the more easier to dance and stuff.


And if you are wondering, those who went and may have see: I did get a kiss. But I'm not telling who. No other questions.


Afterwards, I helped out Madler by cleaning up and stuff, Thank you to the other people who helped as well. Then, whoever was left continued out to the front lawn and WoW, Final Fantasy, and other such talk ensued.


The rest of the week was great. I was able to skip a couple of days because of the silly TAKS testing. The gaming room was uber. I played Soul Calibur 3 and kicked someone's ass. Later I got MY ass kicked. Then I played DDR (of course). That was fun as always. Later I got to play Guitar Heroes for the first time ever.


DUDE. THAT GAME IS FUCKING SWEET. It was the sh1t.




Not much else. I got to hang with some old friends over the weekend and got my license on my B-day as well. My sis and I drove around on Sunday.


I'm wanting to treat myself to some new Manga for my birthday, but I need money. I also have one thing on my list above that though, that I also have permission for: I'm getting my lip pierced.


HAHA. I convinced my parents while driving home from seeing my cousin who had her baby at 17. At the same hospital visit, her sister annou nced that she was pregnant as well. AND....The weekend before, my other cousin had her 2ND baby at 16 years old.


Needless to say, my parents said they were grateful that we were discussing lip peircings, instead of whether or not to have an abortion or not. Haha. I'm cool. And I love having good morals.


GUYS, I'm not having ANY kids until I marry and that's final. HA




Peace out guys. I love you all!

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Monday, April 9, 2007

   Silver and Cold~ A.F.I.

I, I came here by day,
but I left here in darkness
and found you, found you on the way.

Now, it is silver and silent.
It is silver and cold.
You in somber resplendence,
I hold...

Your sins into me,
oh, my beautiful one.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into me
oh, my beautiful one.

Light, like the flutter of wings,
feel your hollow voice rushing
into me as you're longing to sing.
So I,I will paint you in silver.
I will wrap you in cold.
I will lift up your voice as I sink.

Your sins into me,
oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into me

Cold in life's throes.
I'll fall asleep for you.
Cold in life's throes.
I only ask you turn away.
Cold in life's throes.
I'll fall asleep for you.
Cold in life's throes
I only ask you turn
as they seep into me,
oh, my beautiful one, now...

Your sins into me,
oh, my beautiful one.
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into me

Your sins into me,
oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me.
As a rapturous voice escapes
I will tremble a prayer
and I'll beg for forgiveness.
Your sins into me,
Your sins into...
Your sins into me
Oh my beautiful one!

Good evening everyone.

I guess I'd like to say that today was a wonderful day at it's best. Thank goodness this ordeal with That Insane Psycho Maniac Biah is over with. Pretty much.
I've had enough with these people.

And....Enough of that.
This weekend is going to be a blast. First off, for my dad's birthday wish, my family and I are going to Braunig Lake to spend a bit of time. Most likely, Mom and I will be the ones sitting and reading or something. That's what we did last time. I'm not much of a fisher anymore, but I will do it if asked. I'll just bring some Manga, and maybe my drawing pad with me and I'll be set.

After that, Mom said she would drive me to O-con. It's a mini-convention that is held at O'connor HS. I can't wait, I'll finally be able to exectute my White Rabbit Cosplay for one night. I still have a bit to work on. If anybody has any ideas to help with it, I would much appreciate it.

There is a bunch of other things that I'm doing this weekend. Some of it is with Project Grad. Then, there's planning for Cracker's party. I don't know how I got dragged into it, but I did.

After this weekend, I'm most excited for. The party at Madler's is going to be awesome. Both of us will be 18 and awesome. A lot of my older friends are saying that 18 isn't all that it's cracked up to be. I guess we'll see. I can understand where most of them are coming from though.
I guess it will be cool.
This one dude keeps on cheering for me because my B-day is on Stoner's Holiday. I remember how Seth, Siris, Yugi and Kisa used to do that last year. Haha.

Well, I guess that's it for now. I just thought I'd give you guys a pointless post because I was a bit bored. Now, I'm off to post in the ER.

Peace out homies. I love you all!

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Sunday, March 4, 2007

I found this article thingy...It says it pertains to marriages, but I think a lot of it can help with any relationships in general. I may need some of it. And for some reason, it seems that this artical thing is aimed mostly at women, as in, "women, do this for your dude", but I think it is good for both sides of the relationship.
I'm not in a relationship right now, but a couple of really good friends need some help right now....and I might just take some of this advice. I really don't know what else to do right now....so yeah. Enjoy?

A 30-Minute Marriage-Saver
To feel loved and nurtured, we must believe deep down that our partner is really there for us. That sounds simple, but it's far more complicated than most couples realize. Although Sally and Gary insisted that they were being attentive, they had difficulty being empathetic. That's significant: Marital researchers have found that couples who help each other weather stressful situations outside the marriage have stronger, happier relationships than those who can't.

The key is empathy. Empathy isn't the same as sympathy or pity. It means being able to put yourself in another's position, to feel what they feel and see what they see, without losing yourself in the process. And it means you do all that even though you may disagree with a partner's perception, opinions, or feelings. Take 30 minutes a day, at a time that works best for both of you, to empathize with the stresses and strains you are each experiencing in other areas of your life. It can make a difference between a marriage that succeeds and one that fails.


Empathy Don'ts
Don't stonewall (ignore what a partner is saying).
Don't minimize a spouse's concerns: "What's the big deal?" "You're always so sensitive!"
Don't rush to fix the problem: "Well, if I were you I'd..." or "You should have..." Many people mistakenly believe that downplaying worries or offering advice is helpful. In fact, pat reassurances often magnify negative feelings, since they force a person to try even harder to feel acknowledged. Women especially resent a partner's interruption with solutions, preferring instead to simply vent and know that someone is really listening.


Empathy Dos
Do pay attention. Set aside the newspaper or catalog and turn off the TV when your partner is talking. An occasional uh-huh or nod of the head indicates you haven't zoned out.
Do validate feelings. "He gave that special assignment to the new recruit? I can see why you're annoyed."
Do ask questions with genuine interest. Make sure your partner knows you heard what he or she has said. "So how did you respond to him?"
Do respond with affection, understanding, and support: "I'm really sorry you have to put up with that." "Oh, sweetheart, that could happen to anyone. Don't be so hard on yourself."
Do show support. Take your spouse's side. "I think your boss went a little overboard, too," is appropriate. "Well, you shouldn't have been late in the first place" isn't.

Getting Him/Her to Open Up
Until the counselor pointed it out, Jamie and Ben didn't realize that the clash between her articulate, assertive style and his inability to give voice to his feelings was at the heart of many of their problems. She's certainly not the only wife to find herself in a conversational tango when trying to get her husband to communicate. To help him express his feelings:

Understand the silences. It can be hurtful and infuriating to try to talk to a man and feel as if you're talking to the wall. But while women often find silence uncomfortable, men find solace in it. What's more, we often read into a partner's silence our own desires, fears, and past experiences. If your parents endured long icy periods when they were angry and didn't speak, you may infer that your husband's lack of response means he's upset with you. His silence may simply mean he really has nothing particular on his mind. Similarly, a man whose father left the office behind when he walked in the door may believe it's inappropriate to talk about business issues or problems at home. Many men have reported that they don't tell their wives things because they don't want to worry them. That protectiveness, however, may be misinterpreted as lack of interest. Also, when he talks to others but not to you, it may be because he views having to make conversation and relay factual information as work. At home, he wants to relax. And that may mean sinking into his own thoughts or reverie.

Ask directly for what you need. Men and women have different definitions of the word "communication." Men problem-solve, often silently. They proceed directly from Step 1 ("Here's the issue") to Step 3 ("Do this"). Of course, you believe in Step 2: bouncing suggestions and possibilities around before coming to a solution. If your man is not the bouncing type, try presenting a specific agenda: "I'd like to talk about Jake's terrible behavior lately" or "We need to figure out how we're going to handle Amanda's ballet practices during the school week."

Phrase your questions to provoke responses. "How was your day?" won't jump-start a conversation. He may just say "fine" or "terrible." "Tell me about your presentation to that new client" might engage him more fully.

Learn to argue constructively. Many men are afraid to say anything because past experience has taught them that they'll be criticized or blamed for past crimes and misdemeanors.

Give him the floor. He may have learned to disengage as soon as you start talking, which makes you talk even more. Someone has to break the cycle; try counting to yourself if he's silent, or give him a friendly look to encourage him to respond.

Appreciate the silences. More likely than not, your spouse will never be as loquacious as your best friend. And you probably don't want him to be, either. So learn to listen to the silence. When he takes you in his arms for a long hug, shares in a joyful whoop with you when your son scores his first hockey goal, or reaches for your hand as you ride in the car, he may be saying a great deal.

Pick the right moment. You prefer talking when you get into bed because it's the first time all day you can relax; your husband falls asleep the minute his head hits the pillow. You like chatting over morning coffee, his brain doesn't get in gear until an hour later. Men often feel ambushed and tend to clam up unless they have a say in the timing of talks. They may also feel cornered when the whole agenda of your conversation is "the problem." If you try raising issues while doing an activity (playing backgammon, cooking a special dinner, or gardening), the talk will flow more easily. Another tactic: Ask him to come to you when he's ready to talk. You might try saying: "We don't have to discuss this right now, but I really want to understand what you're thinking about our moving to a bigger house. Talk to me when you're ready."


Secrets of Sexy Marriages
In every relationship, levels of sexual desire for both partners fluctuate. Some stages are predictable: when you first marry, after you have a child, when the kids leave home, when job pressures persist. These are all times when sexual moods and patterns of lovemaking may shift. Knowing this, and being confident enough to talk about it, strengthens intimacy. Couples with the sexiest marriages:

1. Remember that sex problems are sometimes red herrings. Understanding that impotence is a common problem at every stage of marriage is the first, and highest, hurdle most couples have to clear. Talking about the problem can be reassuring and often lessens the anxiety for both partners. In fact, the more both partners worry about the problem, the more intractable it becomes. However, wise couples recognize that impotence can also be a wake-up call, a signal of stress somewhere in the relationship. Instead of banishing feelings of frustration, unhappiness, or emotional overload -- at work, at home, with your kids or other family members -- ask yourselves if something is bothering one or both of you. Sit down and talk about issues in a nonconfrontational, nonjudgmental, and unhurried way. Once Cindy and Dan found the courage to talk, the episodes of sexual stage fright disappeared.

2. Don't save affection for the bedroom only. Couples whose sex lives bring them the most happiness eroticize their lives -- that is, they give affection physically and verbally through the day in different ways. They touch. Whether it's reassuring or frantically passionate, touch makes the difference between making love and having sex. Touch is a reflection of what you feel inside: You can convey desire, appreciation, delight, a sense of safety as well as boredom, resentment, or anger.

3. Make time for love. Sexy wives know that lovemaking is a habit: The more you do it, the more you like it, and the more you like it, the more you do it. They make lovemaking a top priority, and if that means scheduling sex, so be it. It won't be any less exciting just because it's planned. Sexual excitement feeds on itself. Just do it.

4. Talk every day. Even if it's just 10 minutes in the morning and 10 at night, voice your love. Call each other pet names, remember to say goodbye and good night. Be sure that you don't fall into the mind-reader trap of assuming your partner knows or should know what you're thinking and feeling simply "because he loves me." Those in a healthy, sexy marriage make a point of expressing their feelings and their attraction to each other on a regular basis.

5. Kiss often. We're not talking a perfunctory peck on the cheek but a deep, sensual, teasing kiss. Many longtime couples rarely kiss at all, going straight to intercourse when they have sex. Don't you remember the backseat? The cool, dark movie theater and the thrill of making out? Steal a kiss!

6. Have adventures. Instead of sex behind a locked bedroom door, these couples make love at the beach, in the car, in the shower, on the living room floor. They keep their eyes open during sex -- and sometimes leave the lights on -- because they know that watching their partner's eroticism makes sex easier.

7. Break the rules. Ask yourself: What ruts have we fallen into and how can we get out of them? Explore changes, even small ones, with which you both feel comfortable. Don't nix ideas automatically; instead, be willing to experiment with videos, sex toys, and magazines.

8. Learn what pleases. Know what you like and don't like in bed -- and make sure your partner knows, too.

Excerpted from Seven Secrets of a Happy Marriage: Wisdom from the Annals of "Can This Marriage Be Saved?"

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Thursday, January 4, 2007

Someone has hacked into my Photobucket account.

And changed the email address for it. I can't get my password back. Any of it.

That's why my image doesn't work in the entry below.

I'm pissed. All of my pics are in there.



GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr


I need to release my anger in the fantasy of RolePlay.

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Saturday, December 2, 2006

I got Avi Art from a friend of mine:


Thank you Luna!!!

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