Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Oh well!
Hey guys! I know I said earlier that I wouldn't be posting anymore "life posts", but for some reason, I jsut can't get that serious lately! I've tried, really really hard, but for some reason, it's like my brain doesn't want to function, much like a certain blonde-haired ninja I know *cough cough*.

Anyways, like I was saying, I guess I'll return to posting real post after all. I still recognize that not many people will be on myOtaku, but even if I am talking to myself, or jsut a few of my close friends, does it really matter? If anything it makes it all the better!

So, yeah, I'm going to this awesome anime convention this Friday! I'm really excited about it, especially because me and four or my best buds are going with me this time! With my cosplay still not finished, I've got loads to do!

Well, bye guys!

P.S. Can anyone tell me where to get music besides imeem? It's being really annoying!

Love, `~~Miniwolf Tribe~~`
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Friday, July 17, 2009

Post #002
While I listen to music on my computer, I often think of many things, such as how we would be different from who were are now if not for our experiences. I mean, when you think about it, it makes a lot of sense, doesn't it?

For example, say you had a teacher that really made an impact on your life. They taught you so much about what's important in life, and based upon that, you made many important life choices, such as how you act, what you say and how you say it.

But if you never had that teacher make an impact on your life, how would you be? Would you not be the same as you are now? Would you eventually figure these things out on your own? Or would you turn into someone you can't even recognize yourself?

To me these seem like really interesting questions to ask oneself. I like to ask myself these questions, because it makes me realize how much influence people have in our lives, whether for the worse or for the better. And that makes me have even more respect for those around me.

The outcome of these situations is impossible to tell, since everyone is different and comes from different backgrounds. But I believe that if I hadn't made some of the choices I have made,or been influenced by the people around me the way I have, I believe that I would get lost. But then again, I've always had the influence of the people around me, so who's to know?
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Post #001
I like being on my own without family members, friends or other people to interrupt my time for reflection. Sometimes it seems that I like it TOO much. A lot of the time, people mention to me that I seem distant. Half the time I don't even realize it. It's like I'm in my own little world, not realizing people are trying to connect with me.

Like I said I like to be alone - A LOT. I mean, if you gave me the choice to be surrounded by people for a week or to be alone for a few days, I would truthfully choose the latter. I don't know if it's because I'm just not good at social stuff or something like that.

I just think sometimes that my friends don't understand me completely. I mean I love my friends, all of them, completely and totally. But in my understanding, being a friend doesn't necessarily mean you understand that person, which is okay, because even the best of friends don't know everything about each other. But still, sometimes it frustrates me.

But what really makes me angry is myself. I could slap myself when I say something like "Hey don't cry, we'll see each other at my party". One of my friends was crying because they knew that it was our last day of school together. It seemed like I totally blew them off. But what I was trying to say was:

"Please don't cry. We'll still be able to see each other again. Besides, don't you want our last day to be the best?"

Another time a friend of mine was against something I wanted them to do, and I kept saying "It doesn't matter just do it!" And again, I totally screwed up with that.

And one of the worst times in my life that I screwed up saying something like that? It was the time that I was making a tough decision about something, and I blurted out "It relieves me to..." I was such an idiot! I couldn't believe that I said that after thinking about it. I was injuring another person, and yet I said that I was relieved to be hurting them?! What was I thinking! (Sorry, a little bit of an anger vent).

But I know that if I say I'm sorry, they'll all just blow me off and say that I was being too sensitive. But sometimes I think that they don't really mean what they say. I think it actually hurts them, but they just don't say anything about it.

So, if any of my friends are reading this right now, this is my explanation for saying sorry. You guys are just such good liars, that I would never be able to discern whether or not I hurt you guys! So don't think/say "Oh, geez, she's just being over sensitive again" or "There she goes again, getting all worked up" or some form of that. Really, it just happened to be on the brain *points to foot*. Oops, wrong place!
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Thursday, July 16, 2009

   From Here on Out!
It's nice to finally get a chance to change the wallpaper on my site. I know it sounds a little strange, but it does, you guys should try it! You guys will have to excuse me though, because I'm totally high on sweet-tarts, which are kinda' like smarties, and popcorn!

Well, I've thought a lot about how no one gets on myOtaku anymore and when I looked at the updates dates this past time, I finally decided. I don't think I'm going to post on this account anymore, rather, I think I'm going to write something else instead.

These other things might include my feelings (not mushy stuff, just opinions maybe), thoughts, reflections, ponderings, etc. These might seem a little blunt, or rough around the edges, but it's because that's the way I see things, and that means that it might not necessarily be correct. But I'll try my hardest not to post boring stuff, okay?

Well, later!

`~~Miniwolf Tribe~~`
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Saturday, June 6, 2009

It's funny!
You know, it's rather funny when I check my update list on myOtaku. I see all of these people that updated back in in 06'-08' and it makes me realize how the years just flow by.

I mean, it wasn't too long ago that I went to this aftercare program to watch these kids. They were playing a game in which the oldest of the group went first. So we went around the table and said the year in which we were born.

A little kid shouted "I was born in 2000!" That really suprised me! But what really surprised me is when this other kid shouted. "I was bron in 2003!" I couldn't believe it! It was like "Oh my gosh, I'm OLD!" I mean, I can still remember stuff that I did in 2003. In fact, I can remember using a cd player until the iPods came out! Whew time sure has flown!

But anyways, I just got finished with drivers ed. It was pretty fun since I had my friends in it and stuff. Everything is better when friends must suffer with you BWHAHA (I love evil laughter). I passed with a 97%, but I doubt that I'll get that high on the actual road test. I have to drive this coming Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Wish me luck!

Well, I guess that's about it for now!

Love, `~~Miniwolf Tribe~~`
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Sunday, March 8, 2009

Long time, No see!
It's been forever hasn't it? It really seems like I barely go on myOtaku anymore. I guess because myOtaku is not as popular as it once was, I'm slowly and unfortunately starting to forget about updating and commenting!

I hope that everyone is doing well in both their personal lives and their studies. I know that it's rather hard to maintain both! But for some reason, I feel a sense of peace right now. It's actually rather weird, especially for me who has a load to do!

Well, I hope that all have you have great days, weeks, and coming up St. Patrick's Day! Don't forget to wear green!

Lovez, `~~Miniwolf Tribe~~`

I forgot how to do picture of the day!
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