Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Mood: Sorry/ Happy
Time: 11:26 A.M.
I'M SO SORRY! I haven't been able to post because I asked Steven out and he said yes and I hang out with him until around 7 so when I come home I take a shower, do homework and go to bed! Ok but heres the story of the past 2 days: Ok East Texas time here, Wednesday. Well anyways Sunday I posted early in the morning saying I had no luck with Steven cause I thought that I wouldn't see him all day, but when I was commenting someone knocked on the door. It was Anna and Andrea! So I got off the internet and went outside to hang out at Holly's crib, I was talkuing on my cell phone with my Dallas buddy named Emily. (I moved to East Texas from Dallas a couple of weeks ago to live with my dad over child custody). And I was sitting on Holly's trampoline and hung up with Emily, when someone tall came out of one of the trails. Holly goes "Ooh Falynn I think that's Steven!" I jumped off the trampoline and ran for him. And Holly and Anna followed. I was thinking "Man, now's my chance bu8t I'm etting kind of scared!" and I chickened out for 5 min. until Holly goes "Steven, Falynn's got to ask you something!" and it was kind of obvious of what I was going to do. And I just said " Steven will you go out with me?" and he goes "Yeah! I mean, I guess!" and then that was it, I got his number and everything! But my mom set a curfew so right after I asked him out I was like" oh crap! I gotta get home!" and so I left home and was all like" since, I've already posted today, I cant really post again... so I'll post tomorrow (Monday). And Monday, on the bus ride home (since I live out in the country, my front yard is big, and theres not a soul in the world here that cares about what cha' do) Nick (4rth grader, Holly's lil' bro) goes "Hey can we play football at your place?" and I was all loike "Sure! parties on me!" After I said that (I was sitting with Steven) and his older high school cousin, was messing with me. He goes "Dude! Good job Steven! She's awesome! (to me) Hey Falynn, wanna suck my ****? Wanna see something cool?" and I didnt look.But then he gave me a wet willy! And SSteven was laughing! I got so mad but didnt really show it. Steven goes " I'm sorry, thats my cousin , he's my other cousin, Corey Carey's bro. And Corey likes you..." I already knew though, Corey Carey is a 6th grader who is suposed to be in 7th but he failed, and he is like one of the cooler cuter kids on the bus, he plays football, and is really mean. He has a really big crush on me! EW! But when we got off the bus I told Steven I would talk to him later, got home called my dad, and went in the front yard, with the other 13 guys who came. Now I was a great outside line backer! I wasn't scared to get on the ground and dirty! I wasnt scared of inmjury or anything. But in one play John (9th grader, about 6 ft. tall, Twas running, I managed to try and tackle him, then my teamates were trying to and his back was availanble, so I jumped on it, and brought him down oonly, down the wrong way... down on me, wuith 4 of my teammates including Steven but I was on the very bottom supporting 500 pounds, and all the guys (every one)_ started to jump on to the pile and Steven was yelling "GET OFF OF HER!" and I felt protected... but yeah, and then the game ended around 5 because it got dark (I hate winter) and then I didnt go outside yesterday, I went out of town.... but anyways... wow.. this was a really long post, so I'll go comment now!
Sunday, November 20, 2005
WHEN DOES THE MADNESSS END!?!?!
Mood: Mad/ Sad
Time: 2:53 P.M.
I didn't get my chance! *sighs* GOOD GRIEF! I want to ask Steven out soooooo bad and I kept on telling Andrea and Holly that I wanted to go get him! But we waited at Andrea's house! GRRRRRRRR!!!! Oh well, better luck next time! (I guess)... Well.... I am staying the night over at my Aunts house (she's younger than me) well, we got back from our thanksgiving meal, and I got to see my lil' cousin Ty and all (although he kept on asking me to chase him, so I hid in my dads jeep) and we all just chilled and hung out... I called Matt (my X) and he was at Keaton's (who I was really wanting to talk to) but Keaton was in the shower so... well anyways, I got baptised this morning! XD and when I got done, I walked out of the water and down the (carpeted steps) and when I stepped on to the tile I slid and landed on my butt! It was so hilarious! Then afterwords we went to The Bakery to eat, and I had a juicy cheeseburger with some french fries! ^^ but anyways, I'm going to Comment so ttyl!
Friday, November 18, 2005
Mood: Happy/ Tired
Time: 10:46 P.M.
Well, Holly and Andrea are spendin' the night! We played my flute, watched Dodgeball and the Grudge, and I sisnt get a chance with Steven again! But anyways, I was really mad at this really mean, preppy, pretty, sl** (excuse my language). I'm not jealous or anything, but I told her I liked Steven in 7th period (Steven has 7th period with us) and I was trying to talk to Justin to get his number... well, I told Lana that I liked him and she starts flirting with him, passing notes, giggling, and all, and I got so mad, I was silent the entire period. Well, I walked up to Alana and she said that Lana would steal any guy that one person like quote: Lana would steal my boyfriend if I went out with someone :unquote. Well... I am still mad an d I still dont have Stevens number, so it turns out that I'm gonna have to ask him out (in person) tomorrow... it sucks big time!I'm gonna drag Holly and Andrea with me... well Andrea likes him too so I imagine she won't come with me... Oh yeah! and Lana goes:
"He doesn't like you"
Me: "how do you know?"
Lana: "I asked him and he said no!"
And then near the end of class Alana held up notes and on the paper it said in big letters:
"DO YOU LIKE FALYNN?"
and he shrugged and she scribbled out FALYNN and wrote LANA and he shook his head no and she scribbled out LANA and put ANDREA and he shook his head no again, so I think theres a major possiblity that he likes me, but when I got on the bus he said he wanted to talk with me but I was so mad at him and Lana that I ignored him and pouted the entire trip home. And that might have been my chance! So... I think I will do it no matter whom, or what, gets in my way... I can't take it anymore! I think I'm starting to experience "Lov...I mean... possession!" haha! j/k , well anyways, I'll ttyl guys!