Thursday, February 10, 2005

   ???

Well in spite of my last post I am still here. But everytime I look at my site I can't seem to see the wallpaper or the new avatar. SO I put this out to all of you. Can you see my wallpaper? And is my Avatar Tsukasa or is it Cell Shaded Link? It should be Link hence the comment.

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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   Staying

Well first and foremost I changed my theme again. Secondly the song is kind of a reflection on me at the moment. Feeling both dark and depressed. For that it comes with a question on whether I should continue to use MyO. Over the last few weeks the number of people visiting my site has dropped dramatically and I'm lucky to get even 1 every three days. So at the moment I'm at ends for whether to stay or not. I don't even know why I'm posting this. It's not like anyone's going to read it.

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Sunday, February 6, 2005

My latest poem

The Phoenix: Born from the ashes of its former self It is the symbol of a new beginning. In truth it is legendary But as a metaphor it is what we all desire. Continously consumed by its own flames just as we devour our hearts with hatred. It is a symbol of what we hope for a symbol of everlasting life. And like its rebirth after death we too will one day be reborn.

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Wednesday, February 2, 2005

   weather

Well it's been really weird here weather wise. On Tuesday it was a blistering 35 degrees celsius and yesterday it was pouring down rainning and about 10 degrees celsius. Now today it's probably only about 15 degrees. Now it may not seem weird but it's the middle of summer and we had more rain in that one day then we usually do in the month of Feb. How weird is that?

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Monday, January 31, 2005

Away Away

Well it probably went unnoticed but I was actually away this weekend. I was on a camp. Well you could only call it a camp by the fact that we were sleeping in tents. It was more of a large gathering because there were tons of people from all around the country there but mostly just from my state.(Note: I live in Australia.) Anyway the weekend consisted of lots of activities, a comedian, and some good cover bands. I partied so hard those few nights that I got about 8 hours sleep total over the weekend and I lost my voice. It was an awesome weekend.

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Monday, January 24, 2005

Probably my best poem yet

Life Mystery: There are those who do not fail. There are those who sometimes succeed. And finally those who try but never win. I am the third and occasionally the second. When I try, I try hard but never come through. I am the one that trails all. The one seen bringing up the rear. All efforts seem for naught. All trials, though completed, never give desired results. Can it be true that no one's a total failure? If so, where is my small victory? Where is my sole chance to shine? Could it be me or is it destiny or luck? The chances one has, the moments of truth, Why do mine never appear or pass without knowledge? I am as I am, My appearance isn't truth. I am avoided by most, mocked by others, Befriended by the merest few. How can one hope to succeed When I am surrounded by my own failure?

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Friday, January 21, 2005

Music and midis

Well this is just a question so can I add a little extra to my site. I was wondering what sites you all use to get your midis or songs that are on your sites? Also wondering how you get the songs on the site(not the midis)?

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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   Farewell my friend

I'm in a depressive mood at the moment and it's not one that can really be cured by hugs. My friend AnimeBlue Girl has left for good. I don't know where she's going but I won't be able to talk to her again. I wrote this poem for her, though I know she won't be able to read it I'm going to post it up. Miss You (for AnimeBlue Girl) The summer breeze blows gently by And as we talk I remember why. The hours of the night pass still But you know how to keep me thrilled. Our talks never seem quite long But your words are like a song. The peacefulness you bring to me Lasts through the night and on past three. And though we don't know each other well I feel you've been with me, through my hell. As you leave, as you must do Remember that I'll always miss you.

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Friday, January 14, 2005

Going away

Well next week I'm not going to be around at all. I apologise for not being able to visit everyone's sites but I won't be able to access a computer. I hope to get around to everyone when I get back.

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Thursday, January 13, 2005

Any Ideas for a title for this poem

This heat I feel is it passion? is it love? It is both, yet is neither The cold that comes on quickly is it lonliness? is it fear? Both are linked, but also separate This voice I hear is it your's? is it mine? I cannot tell, But it's foreign These things I see are the real? or do I dream? Truth is hidden, but so are lies That which surrounds me is it light? is it darkness? both are different, yet the same To see is to believe To trust is of great fortune The soul is of us, but illusive And Light and Dark are what they seem to be.

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