Saturday, March 26, 2005

HAPPY EASTER!

Post Date: Sunday 27th March Well Happy Easter to everyone. I'm sorry I haven't visited those who have signed my gb or those on my friends list. I've been busy with uni assignments. I will still be busy next week.

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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   Assignments

Post Date: 23rd March Post Time: 10:38am Well yesterday I got all my uni assignments. Well at least I have a week off next week so I can work on them then. The smallest one I have is 800 words. So by the end of this lot of tasks I'll have typed over 5000 words. Great fun...not. Well anyway...I loe the reception my poem got. Maybe I should just give up posting my poetry on my site and stick to mindless boring chitchat. See how ya like that. And sorry ReincarnatedCat46, you can interpret the poem anyway you like but it wasn't for you. It wasn't really for or about anyone. I just like writing poetry or fiction. It's all pretty much the same. :( My number of guest book entries dropped from 60 to 57 the other day. If you can please get your friends to visit me. I always return visits to people who visit my site. I could use the "company".

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Monday, March 21, 2005

I'm dark and easily derpressed yet also a shy romantic

Meeting in Between As the sunsets over darkened cities I sit and wait and think of you And only when I am alone, I am able to be with you. Though you are leagues away from me I feel your presence near So I am at my happiest My depression quickly fades. Is this love I feel for you? How can I truly know? For one who never found love before It is shocking and surprising. So here I go, I’m off again I feel my spirit soar And may we always meet While I am all alone.

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Sunday, March 20, 2005

I'm back

Well I'm back and I thought I might Reveal a little bit about myself...and I mean a very little bit. I'm actually really really shy. Which is weird why I would use an online journal type site. Maybe it's because I'm unlikely to meet any of you guys in person. I'm not sure but I know this shyness of mine is a problem. SUch a problem that at times I shutup completely. Mostly this occurs around girls who I am either meeting for the first time or that I like. So you can kinda see my problem with this. Well tomorrow I'll put up my latest poem.

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Apology

well this is an apology for not being able to visit people's sites over the next few days. My computer is going in to be upgraded and so I'm not going to be on for a while. It should be good having an upgraded computer though.

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Monday, March 14, 2005

New Theme

Well I have a new theme. If you can't guess what then you are not at all with it. I also changed the song lyrics and now have Lightning Rod by The Offspring. Any way thanks to Blackmagician Girl for the avatar. I'll see ya all later.

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Sunday, March 13, 2005

Disturbed by "Disgrace"

Well the name of the post says it all. For my Literary Studies course I had to read a book called "Disgrace". This book was a very in your face novel and some of the themes in it were very disturbing. Now every time I hear the book mentioned, described or discussed I get a really bad shiver up my spine. I never thought a book could ever affect me in such a way but it seems I was wrong.

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Thursday, March 10, 2005

Thanks

Kinda a short post. I just want to thank those who commented on my last post and made me feel better...kinda. Not much happening with me so that's the extent of my post.

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Wednesday, March 9, 2005

One strange night

Post Date: Thursday 10th March Well It's hard to define but last night I was either tired or depressed or both. I can't be sure. At first I thought I was tired, but when I had a show I thought I might be depressed. This is because I spent 20 minutes just sitting in the shower. What was I doing in there? Well either thinking or staring at the opposite wall. When I was thinking I was thinking of Mai(Animeblue_girl). I'm not sure why but whenever I talk to her or recieve a letter from her I'm happy as can be. Nothing can change me from that. But a few days later I'm usually quite down. Now I talked to her two weeks ago on MSN and already had one of these episodes so I'm thinking this one might come back to my last poem. I was thinking about my last poem(see below) and I came to the conclusion that while writing it I was unconciously thinking of Mai and the way she makes me feel. I did come up for a name for it - "for my only one". Well my train of thought didn't die down while I was lying in bed. An my chest began to hurt. Right about where my heart is.

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Sunday, March 6, 2005

Can someone give me a name for this poem?

The words you speak bring happiness. The voice that speaks them brings comfort. Knowing you are there brings reassurance. You are my light at the end of the darkness. You lift me up when I am down. With you around my spirit soars. But when your gone I'm overwhelmed. I am consumed by my grief. Happiness is lost to me. You are rarely around. I wish to be there for you, but cannot. And thus you are unobtainable to me. I am torn between life and you. To give up who I am to find you would be joyous. But we are not always given the chances we dream of. Should we go to extremes for our desires? Will you love me when I bare myself to you, Or should I remain alone and keep safe?

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