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Tuesday, August 2, 2005


   SHIELD YOUR EYES!!!!
an old pic I did a while ago... *sniffle* its sooo bad, I cant believe it didnt burn my scanner into a pile of melted plastic when I put it up... *sigh* oh well... My mom punched through the glass a few months ago, so I havent bee able to scan some of my new pics yet...


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Thursday, July 28, 2005


   rainin!
Currently Listening
Ready Steady Go
By L'arc-En-Ciel


*jumps*



I JUST FINISHED SUMMER SCHOOL!!! YAAY!!! but we had to run 2 laps in the pouring rain, and by the time I got down there, everyone said we didnt have to. I was going to do like alex, and finish it any way, because that pissed me off, but I fell down and landed into a gigantic puddle. so yea.

ohhh ^.^ I'm going to spend the night with michi saturday!!! ^.^ we're prolly gonna do nothing but watch gravation with her brother, and complain about how thiers no new inuyasha episodes on adult swim... then call stephanie and yell at her for not being here. I was gonna hold my huge anime party, but I cant get a hold of cassie and shannon, steph's up in clevland or columbus or whatever, and I really wanted them to be there. plus I donno if char can come. same with michi... -.-

but shes commin over today, just to hang out! W00T! lol in just a few minutes... but anyway!

*sniffle* summer just ruins all my plans!!! mabye I'll postpone it till my birthday, so we can watch all the new anime dvd's I'm gonna be getting.

(hey I only know, because I go shopping with my parents to show them the exact ones I want. it takes out all the surprise, but its better than getting princess tutu instead of fushigi yugi.)

well gots ta go get michelle...



ja ne!


-kari izume

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Monday, July 25, 2005


   flippin bored dude.
oh man...



I'm so bored I'm going fuckin blind. and its so fucking hot inside my house. cuz I'm a dumb ass and I said it wasnt that hot, so now my sister has all the windows down. FUCK! sorry. just gurr... hot. way hot. ha ha ha ha ha and everyone is going to band tonight. I think. I donno, but it'd be fun if they did.

so only 2 days till summer school is out. and I still have like 13 chapters to do. bleh. dont really care. *yawn* I finished a lot of work yesterday, and last night. but I spilled a plate of nachos all over my chapters 7-9, so I gotta re-do those... *sniffle* but only 2 more days. ^.^ happy

*yawn* but I'm still ready to jab my thumbs into my fuckin eyes, I'm so fuckin bored. I'm to bored to sleep. and theres no way I'm fuckin practicing trumpet when I'm this hot. wayyyy to many bad memories. *shiver* but one good thing, is I'm off the hook with sean. I was going to go out friday with him, kinda as a "I'm sorry your such a loser, but no wories I'll take your stinkin ass out on a date, just as a friend so you'll stop your bitchin"

but he didnt call me, and his execuse, was that he was playing halo. WHO THE FUCK GIVES UP A DATE TO PLAY FUCKING HALO?!?! NO WONDER THE FUCKER DONT HAVE NO GIRLS! ALL HE DOES IS SIT INFRONT OF THAT GOD DAMNED X-BOX AND PLAY THAT DUMB ASS GAME ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!

ha ha ha. I'm not freaked though. his chances of getting laied are slim to none. shit, sears is more likley, no dave keeton had better chances gettin some booty, than that creep. *yawn* well I've been putting off this shit for long enough. I'm off to do my health work, then go play tennis with kelsey. if shes not drunk or high. this is usually around the time she gets up.

and shes that type of person, that as soon as thier feet touch the floor, thier pouring them selfs a shot. ah oh well, it'll be alot more fun to play against her when shes drunk. shes a bitch when shes sobur.


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Sunday, July 24, 2005


   *yawn*
soo what I'm doing right now...

kari-uhh putting of my health homework. I shouldda done it sooner, I've had a week an a half, but I kept putting it off... I got chapters 7-9 to re-do, cuz I spilled nacho goo all over them, then 21-29... *sigh* guess I'm pulling one of my famous crash course cramming nights. but one good thing, is that I only have 3 more days of summer school!!! *squeal* then I'm outtie!!!

haru- *sitting on her desk eating an apple* thats not very good for your health you know.

kari- what? staying up till 3 in the morning doing homework, only to get up for a 7 am work out, having only 2 red bulls and a cup of coffie for breakfast?

haru- no. I mean eatin nachos. thier really high in colestrol.

kari- *anime fall*

marik- hes right you know. blood is so much higher in protien

kari- but its so thick, and it clots so easily... plus its so hard to get these days...

fred- *laying on her bed in a wife beater, and a pair of boxers* so... *throws a book at her head* you pervert!

kari- what? *confused*

fred- *Waves the book at her* I had no Idea you where like that?

kari- *looks at the book* omy gawd! gimmie my gravitation back!!!!

fred- *holding it abover her head flipping through it* THIS BOOK IS FILLED WITH NOTHING BUT FLAMING HOMOS KISSING AND... *turns page, and blushes* oh my...

kari- *turning red* its a good series!

fred- *being comforted by haru, and marik*

haru- poor guy... hes not very used to yaoi....

marik- thats better than him reading about some of the fanfictions... *shiver*

haru- oh yea wasnt there one where he was having sex with his twin, and that potter boy?

marik- oh yea, they where in some place called a quidditch field...

fred- *bitter cry* waa! *wailing*

kari- poor guy, guess this is what happens when you start surfing on nc-17 sites... thier good, but.. for some people... I guess... he just wasnt ready for it... *pats his back*


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Friday, July 22, 2005


   the inside of confusion chapter 1
"Love is blinding. It makes you do stupid things, it makes you make mistakes. You can only hope you don't mess up so bad, that those mistakes unravel you. Because then, you might just lose the one you have lost it all for. And you don't want that. You have to say things you're scared to say, and do things you're not sure you should do. There are those who think they are saying everything they need to, but sometimes, there is the misinterpretation. Oh, misinterpretatioons. Horrible incidents..."

-blaize zabini 7th year


sometimes its hard to admit you've become weak...

when you've lost everything, that would ever be considered pure...

your mother, your identy, your normality...

and you manage to wear your mask all the same.

cold, unfeeling, reluctant to trust. your heart has become stone.

yet...

your face still smiles.

you still laugh.

you forget to cry

you only emotions, are anger, and happiness.

but suddenly, your mask falls off. in one single night, you relize, your mother is dead, and so is your father. not only that, but a man most close to you. like a grandfather. all gone. and the only reason you cry, the only reason you break down... is because you saught, and executed revenge. you regained your fathers honor, by destroying his killer. you've done something many people can never do. yet you weap over thier loss.

why?

because you realize now, you have killed. drenched in blood, you weap, and you imagine the horrified faces of the on lookers. your friends and family. all in the room with you, backing away slowly, petrified of you. but as you slowly look up into the faces, you notice something strange. though grave, thier eyes flash compassion, understanding, and love.

why?

"you did what you had to do. you killed the death eater who had killed your father." lupin whispered. Rose looked up, the nights cold summer breeze filtered through the open windows in the hospital wing of hogworts. she felt warm, comfotring srms snake around her sholders. she looked up to see fred weasly, hugging her from behind, as her shivers of grief, and coldness, melted away. "I would have done worse. much worse, had I been in your shoes. its nothing to be ashamed of. and nothing to grive over" fred whispered in her ear.

she sighed and looked to harry, his hands clutching the locket that rightfully belonged to her. "Harry, mum an dad are happy. I can feel it" she gave a weak smile, and fred helped her to a bed. harry couldnt help but smile a little, and hand her the broken locket. "your right, the brave and noble criminal siruis black, and the dashingly beautyful latin quidditch star esperanza martinez, are smiling from somewhere up there..." kiki flint whispered, from the bed next to her.

Rose smiled gently, and pulled out a cut, and bloody hand, and clasped her friends pale, and shaking one. "your right, they're smiling, and I'm sure, my mums protecting draco, even if my father objects." kiki gave a husky laugh, as did everyone else, and the last thing rose felt before she fell asleep, was the warm lips of fred weasly, kissing her fore head gently.

_______________________________

so thats it... lol this is more for stephanie than any one, cuz she wants to do a harry potter story so bad. if you havent guessed yet this is kinda a prolouge thing... lol see ya'll later!!!

-kari

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Tuesday, July 19, 2005


   know your state motto!
KNOW YOUR STATE MOTTO




Alabama
Hell Yes, We Have Electricity.

Alaska
11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong!

Arizona
But It's A Dry Heat.

Arkansas
Literacy Ain't Everything.

California
By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda.

Colorado
If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother.

Connecticut
Like Massachusetts,
Only The Kennedy's Don't Own It Yet.

Delaware
We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water.

Florida
Ask Us About Our Grandkids.

Georgia
We Put The Fun In Fundamentalist Extremism.

Hawaii
Haka Tike Mou Sha! 'ami Lee ki Toru
(Death To Mainland Scum, Leave Your Money)

Idaho
More Than Just Potatoes...
Well, Okay, We're Not, But The Potatoes Sure Are Real Good

Illinois
Please, Don't Pronounce the "S"

Indiana
2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free

Iowa
We Do Amazing Things With Corn

Kansas
First Of The Rectangle States

Kentucky
Five Million People; Fifteen Last Names

Louisiana
We're Not ALL Drunk Cajun Wackos,
But That's Our Tourism Campaign.

Maine
We're Really Cold, But We Have Cheap Lobster

Maryland
If You Can Dream It, We Can Tax It

Massachusetts
Our Taxes Are Lower Than Sweden's

Michigan
First Line Of Defense From The Canadians

Minnesota
10,000 Lakes...And 10,000,000,000,000 Mosquitoes

Mississippi
Come And Feel Better About Your Own State

Missouri
Your Federal Flood Relief Tax Dollars At Work

Montana
Land Of The Big Sky, The Unabomber, Right-wing Crazies,
and Very Little Else.

Nebraska
Ask About Our State Motto Contest

Nevada
Hookers and Poker!

New Hampshire
Go Away And Leave Us Alone

New Jersey
You Want A ##$%##! Motto?
I Got Yer ##$%##! Motto
Right here!

New Mexico
Lizards Make Excellent Pets

New York
You Have The Right To Remain Silent,
You Have The Right
To An Attorney...

North Carolina
Tobacco Is A Vegetable

North Dakota
We Really Are One Of The 50 States!

Ohio
At Least We're Not Michigan

Ok! lahoma
Like The Play, But No Singing

Oregon
Spotted Owl...It's What's For Dinner

Pennsylvania
Cook With Coal

Rhode Island
We're Not REALLY An Island

South Carolina
Remember The Civil War?
Well, We Didn't Actually Surrender Yet

South Dakota
Closer Than North Dakota

Tennessee
The Edyoocashun State

Texas

...

Se Hablo Ingles

Utah
Our Jesus Is Better Than Your Jesus

Vermont
Ay, Yep

Virginia
Who Says Government Stiffs And Slackjaw Yokels Don't Mix?

Washington
We have more rain than you do

West Virginia
One Big Happy Family...Really!

Wisconsin
Come Cut The Cheese!

Wyoming
Where Men Are Men... And The Sheep Are Scared






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^.^ I was tearing up when I read this!!! lol

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Monday, July 18, 2005


INCOMMING!!!
FRIENDS COLLUGIES AND COUNTRY MEN LEND ME YOUR EARS!!! *doges an ear thrown by woot, and steph* I really wonder about you mental safety... now pick up tose ears and give them back to that poor man!!! *points to miroku crying in the corner* ok now the super big announcement....

IM UN GROUNDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*eyes tearing up* yes yes!!! so wonderfun so slick so hot!!! I'm here alive and well! with most of my sainty left. (luckly I didnt have much to go on anyway) lol but yea ^.^

but...

ocassionaly...

I still have those dreams...

late at night...

where I do aweful...

terriable...

horriable things...

to peguins...

and turkeys...

with a really big gun...

and a croquet mallet...


*grins* yup well I just finished the 6th harry potter. two days it took me, two days!!!

and yup someone very big dies. I cried for a long time.

and just a warning.

once you finish the book, you'll have a strong urge to kill any one who looks like snape.

I wont be able to look at my uncle joe for a while. his un canny likeness triggers a murderous rampage to insue when ever we're within 2 miles of each other.

*grins*

if you want to know who dies come pm me. its a big un`!!!

well ta ta for now!!!

-kari

aka gummy wolf

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005


   please note*
everybody who has been wigging out over the past few weeks, because I havent been posting or anything, I'm grounded for the rest of the summer. Sorry. I screwed up, and failed my algebra exam, and lost my spanish book. so my mom had to pay 50 buck for a book, and 180 for summer school.

so yea... umm I'll be posting in a few weeks. right now my dads on shut down, so I get get home alone long enough to play online.

till then kiddies!


*huggles* I'll miss you all!!!

-kari

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Tuesday, June 21, 2005


   KILL!!!
GIRRR!!!!! *stomps around angrily* SOME PEOPLE CAN BE SUCH ASS HOLES!!! *screams* ok.. well Lemme exeplain please.

It's kinda well established that I some what of an athlete. I enjoy running, and I play tennis daily. I like to exercise, and it really calms me. but some people need to get a grip! Well I'm taking summer gym this year, so I can take my biology class come fall semester, because yea, I have to take a credit of gym, and a credit of health, so I'm taking it, to get out of the way. well we went to the weight room today.

let me exeplain the weight room. filled with perverted gross jocks that smell worse than a jock strap, and then, these gross, stick thin lil cheerleader freaks whose sole puropse in life revolvs around thier vagina, and how sluttly they can look. The football team was in there today.

I was already kinda annoyed already, because we have a few freshmen in our class. Now I dont wanna come across, as an upperclassmen prick who is always dissin freshmen, but... GOD THEY ARE DUMB!!! I mean like soo retarded. one dude tried to bench 100, with out a spotter, and damn near killed himself!!! just because I was doing the one machiene, thats like a bow flex... I cant remeber what its called... but yea, I was doing 100 on that. but I had a spotter, I graduly worked my way up, and I've been doing weight lifting, and rep's for a year now.

any way... well the football team was there like I said. and of corse thier groupies. fuckin cheerleaders. I'm friends with a couple of them, and one of the guys challenged to to that bow flex thing. I accepted, and we started drawing a crowd, when we hit the 50 pound mark. His girlfriend, was at first cheering me on, joking with him. but by the time we hit 100, he was getting tired, and I was just getting started. thats when it happend. We had more weights added again, and it was 150 pounds. he droped out, but I went on, and got to 175. my personal best. when I beat him, he just laughed. he patted me on the back, and said good job, and even gave me a hug, when I fell over. cuz face it, hurts like hell, and your leggs wobble when you sit up.

when he hugged me, in a brotherly, friendly way, and the whole team slapped me on the back, the cheerleader girlfriend tried. and she broke the damn thing. problem was she was already mad at me for beating, and hugging her boyfriend, so when I laughed at her for breaking the machiene she got pissed, and disappeared.

I did a couple laps around the track, and got my stuff ready, and went home. but as i was heading to my car, which givin is not the nicest thing in the world, I found that bitch keyed it. my car is a `95 toyda corrola. piece of crap, kinda car. but I dont need crazy ass bitches keying the rusty faded paint!!! GOD DAMN! so now I gotta drive around with the word "slut" keyed on my side door, and the crazy bitch slashed my tires!!! so I gotta go out and pay like 600 bucks for a car that's prolly gonna die next year.

ohhh just wait, tomarrow I'm checkin with the front office, and that bitch is gonna pay. key my car and slash my tires?!? ohh I'm gonna make that bitches life a living hell...

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Friday, June 17, 2005


   livin life had got me down
playing

coldplay
sparks

_______________________

can anybody stop this thing?

will my head stop spinning?

can I really live life when I feel like this?

how far can I go?

how long will I be gone?

spinin `round cant come down

livin life... inside a bubble...


meh... so its raining... again... ahh not really a perky mood maker. So I quit marching band yesterday. and already I've had 3 people cuss me out for quiting, 5 so called "friends" hang up on me, when they called to find out why, and 16 e-mails, from nosey gossip sucking guard slut bitches. they can all kiss my ass.

Its like, oh sure, its ok to degrade me, and make me feel like your own fuckin door mat, when its convient for you, but oh when I decide I want to be a real fuckin section leader, when I decide, I want my section to run laps, after you guys forget how to play the fuckin FIGHT SONG you all get pissed off!!!

going on and on, about how much better of a job you can do than me, because I come into practice after going to bed at fuckin 3 am, after practicing for 6 hours straight!!! I havent had more than 4 hours of fuckin sleep in a contious span of 2 days since I was in fuckin junior high!!! I havent held a stedy boyfriend, or a job in a year, because I practice so fuckin much!!! you know what I do after practice? while my entire section goes to a hot tub party at me friends house, I lock my self up in my room, with out food or water, and I watch drum corp. and I do push up's and I practice marching, and I re write my drill, and I memorize my music. and I practice. I have no social life.

AND DO YOU SEIROUSLY KNOW HOW FUCKIN HARD IT IS TO BE A SOPHMORE SECTION LEADER, ORDERING AROUND JUNIORS?!?!

and oh no not just juniors, no folks. I have to order around my one of my best guy friends, but problem he had an ego so big its a fuckin surprise hes not fuckin the mirror every other fuckin day.

well now that stupid son of a bitch can try and play section leader. fucker!!! I swear! I just wanted to join so I could spend my summer with my friends! gurr... and now at least I can try and concentrate on school, and track. ha ha ha the fucker had the nerve to call me and ask wht was wrong. kiss my ass kiss my ass!!!

hope you have a nice time in hell bitch.

meh... I need to take a sprint around my block to cool off. I see ya'll later...

-liz-

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