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Friday, June 17, 2005


   livin life had got me down
playing

coldplay
sparks

_______________________

can anybody stop this thing?

will my head stop spinning?

can I really live life when I feel like this?

how far can I go?

how long will I be gone?

spinin `round cant come down

livin life... inside a bubble...


meh... so its raining... again... ahh not really a perky mood maker. So I quit marching band yesterday. and already I've had 3 people cuss me out for quiting, 5 so called "friends" hang up on me, when they called to find out why, and 16 e-mails, from nosey gossip sucking guard slut bitches. they can all kiss my ass.

Its like, oh sure, its ok to degrade me, and make me feel like your own fuckin door mat, when its convient for you, but oh when I decide I want to be a real fuckin section leader, when I decide, I want my section to run laps, after you guys forget how to play the fuckin FIGHT SONG you all get pissed off!!!

going on and on, about how much better of a job you can do than me, because I come into practice after going to bed at fuckin 3 am, after practicing for 6 hours straight!!! I havent had more than 4 hours of fuckin sleep in a contious span of 2 days since I was in fuckin junior high!!! I havent held a stedy boyfriend, or a job in a year, because I practice so fuckin much!!! you know what I do after practice? while my entire section goes to a hot tub party at me friends house, I lock my self up in my room, with out food or water, and I watch drum corp. and I do push up's and I practice marching, and I re write my drill, and I memorize my music. and I practice. I have no social life.

AND DO YOU SEIROUSLY KNOW HOW FUCKIN HARD IT IS TO BE A SOPHMORE SECTION LEADER, ORDERING AROUND JUNIORS?!?!

and oh no not just juniors, no folks. I have to order around my one of my best guy friends, but problem he had an ego so big its a fuckin surprise hes not fuckin the mirror every other fuckin day.

well now that stupid son of a bitch can try and play section leader. fucker!!! I swear! I just wanted to join so I could spend my summer with my friends! gurr... and now at least I can try and concentrate on school, and track. ha ha ha the fucker had the nerve to call me and ask wht was wrong. kiss my ass kiss my ass!!!

hope you have a nice time in hell bitch.

meh... I need to take a sprint around my block to cool off. I see ya'll later...

-liz-

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