Friday, January 5, 2007

   I'm falling more in love
listening to:
beautiful rescue
this providence
singing off rooftops

Listening to some good indie. *nod* its rather sweet.

"I've been jumping off the tops of buildings ignoring sound advice...

and I'm falling more in love with every single word I withhold. and I'm falling more in love with you. because I think I've found my beauitiful rescue. and I've been dancing off the tops of buildings... with you..."

Hes amazing. he really is. my muse. I love to take my camera with us, when ever we go out, just to take pictures of him. ^^

I've muct have dumped out at least 7 rolls of film on out last date. And for christmas he got me an old 50's style camera. I plan on taking it with us the next time we go out. He loves video games, and plays them all the time. he loves heavey meatal, and indie, and jazz. and he doesnt mind that I'm a total photography fanatic. he even poses for pictures. I mean, I'm dreaming about him. I've even been skipping down the halls singing.

ither im insane, or im in love.

-el lizzo
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Thursday, January 4, 2007

   woooo I'm scared now!
haha. been a real smart ass today. I dont really know why. Just because I can I suppose. I mean, yea, its mean, but some people need some tough love. minus the love.

one of my friends is a case in point. shes super annoying. and emo. and on top of that she likes to stir up trouble and act like everyone hates her. its annoying. so I just basically told her, while she went on one of her "if I curled up and died no one would care" rants she uses for attention, that she should do the world a favor and just kill herself.

I'm somewhat joking, somewhat not. If you where really bipolor, and really depressed, I could understand. when your making bulltins on myspace about how your cutting your self, because soemthing didnt go your way, your really hurting the credibility of the people that are truely ill. and thats selfish, childish, and plain wrong. and not all emo kids are like that! I'm close to an emo kid. I'm indie. (basically emo with plaid shirts and a guitar. hygenic grunge if you will)

but I also dont mope about my life, and use sucide as a ploy for attention. its depressing. I dont know. I've been feeling this way for a while, I just havent said anything, because I know she would take offence, but anymore I dont care. I've only got a year left of high school, then I'm moving to georgia to go to SCAD, and do graphic design. so anymore, I really feel free to tell everyone my true opinion. and damed if it doesnt feel amazing!

well, sorry for the long rant.
its just nice to say how you really feel sometimes!

-lizzo-
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Wednesday, January 3, 2007

   Strange calm
Feeling a strange calm. No matter what seems to be going on in my life, I feel unaffected. detached. Its calm. very very quiet. but also very very calm. mabye its because I'm moving out soon, and I'll be on my own. I'm getting used to hearing the sonund of my own voice.

The band is finally taking off. Hariyuji monsters. an american visual kei band. its a little experement to see if it can actually last. I play guitar, I do lead vocals too. its not too bad so far. hopefully we can get a good enough fan base. it helps that I have a few friends stateioned in japan, so if anything, we can stir up a little bit of buzz.

(hoping for a big break)

-lizzo
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Monday, December 18, 2006

   I can see my beauitful rescue
I hope he feels that way. his hands are warm, as they clasp my cold fingers. his hug is tight, and protective, sheilding me from anyone that might hurt me. hes genuinely concerned about be, and remebers everything I say. I've never had someone do that. He has a genuine interest, and reapect for me. its not just teenage hormones. its a true feeling. mabye hes my knight in shining armor. I hope so. I pray so. the more I'm with him, the happier I am. I really dont care what others say.

I'm happy with him.
I want to be with him.
I think I'm gonna go for it. <3

-lizzo
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Thursday, December 14, 2006

   hurmmmm
lazy ohio day today. not much to report on. other than the usual, "omigawdimonfire" ha ha ha. (From the decline of vedio gaming series)rightttt. humm well, I have finnaly filled out my sketch book. meaning, I will be able to post up some of my sins on humanity. *cough* I mean art. Luckily TheO has a comic section. w00t. I wont have to deal with crappy evil getting things together.

hummm other than that.... ummm been playing mario online. kicking ass and tacking names. I love the "pre-winter break meltdown" teachers have. I get to be a slacker with little reprocussions. I mean, I'm coloring in my world lit class. COLORING people. and movie days glaore.

ahhh bless lazy teachers.

-lizzo
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

   too much tracing
Man. From an artist standpoint, its a little more grave. So, Here I am, once again, fencing my keyboarding class, prefering to surf MyO. (who wouldnt?) I decide, "hey, why not? I'll surf on the fan art entries on the champloo hub." Its pretty sad to see how much tracing is there. actually, in all the fan art.

I can understand tracing when you first start out. solidifying a drawing style, and getting your proportions right. but to post it up? and not only that, but say you did it from scratch? its not fair to the artist, nor the fans. thats plagurisim. well, thats my rant for the month. lol

once again, school sucks. learing chinese sucks. running the track in shorts in 30 degree weather sucks. but! My friends are awesome, winter break is comming up, and I have good grades. so all and all its well balanced, ha ha.

Thanks everyone!
-el lizzo-

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Monday, December 11, 2006

gwar
stranded in the hell that is school. >< mannnn theres some scary kids in my class. hummmmm so yes.... not a whole lot going on. you know, I prefer the otaku over myspace? its alot better. *nod nod* even though I'm a video game kid. not an anime freak. meh. oh well. its still nice.
see ya!

-el lizzo
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Thursday, November 30, 2006

   another school post
I'm making this a habit eh? ha ha ha. I love keyboarding. its sad! I can do alot. but I also have alot done, and alot of extra time. SOooo yea I guess he likes me. hes really shy. I like that ALOT I love shy guys. Erm. yea. Ignore that stream of thought. It was a brain fart. nothing more.

Thanksgiving break was nice. I have a horriable terror of turkeys, so that was fun. I almost broke my nose skaeboarding. MMM! and I got some new copic markers! so yea! my picturea wont suck as bad!!!

playing till the porch light comes on.

-el lizzo


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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

wow O.o
so I'm in class right now. and our schools blockers have blocked pretty much everything except google. >< I just want to check my sheezy art. gahhh its lame. I found a way to check my yahoo account, but other than that, I'm done. gahhh

welll other than that, lifes been good. getting good grades. my car broke down last week so I've had to take the bus. >< thanksgiving break starts tomarrow. I'm falling for my friends boyfriend. *cough* well they broke up. but yea. I cant break the sacred girl rule. no matter what.

well gotta go. peace!

-el lizzo
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Friday, June 23, 2006

   hummmm


ahhh updates are wonderful arnt they? *sweatdrop* yea, so I havent gotten on it a while... ha ha ha. I've been doing this crash corse excersise thing since the last day of school, and I've been rather self abusive about it. *sigh* I just got tired of being so damn lazy. so I've been working out, going to work, and yea. its no excuse, but *grin* you guys understand. ^___^ because I love you all!!! ^^

so yea, my last day of school...


hahah. i'm retarded right?
yup, I', the one with the pink hair in the trash can. hahah.
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