Thursday, May 22, 2008

   LETS GET STARTED

>>>HERE IS HOW MY SITE WORKS<<<
SECTION BY SECTION BY SECTION BY SECTION

1 section description

2 the begging of the end

3 the pain of loosing someone precious

4 the past as if you really care

5 sand

6 what is love anyways

7 music n such





????????ARE YOU A NINJA????????



Real NINJA are STEALTHY, GOOD STALKERS, EMO, INTELLIEGENT, SWIFT, FLEXIBLE, NINJAS ARE HYPER, HAVE ANGER ISSUES, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST NINJA'S ARE SOMETIMES VERY HOT A.K.A NARUTOS SEXY JUTSU (o^_^o)






??????ARE YOU A NINJA?????


??????!!!WELL ARE YOU!!!????????










O WOW I FORGOT TO SAY WELCOME TO MY OTAKU SITE ............OK THERE I BASICALLY JUST SAID IT

IF YOU WANT ANYTHING BETTER THAN THAT .......
YOUR *******


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Thursday, March 27, 2008

   The Begging Of The End




if you really want to know me

i must tell you i take things seriously iv lost so many friends now and the ones i have i doubt they stay for long

i dont know how to live life to the fullest

but i do know that all any human being wants is to be loved

and like many others im sure ill follow in those foot steps they say there is allways someone out there thow i doubt there is one for me

im still learning what love is and how to love

i allso want to help my state or i geuss you could say village

i want to make sure the goverment is working and yes i do want to be looked up to iv allways been looked down apoun


now its my turn to have others looking up to me i geuss everyone


wants to be needed in life and that is a goal im going to reach ˆ¤

i can be a bit emo at times emotionaly unstable

my friends say i where my emotions on my sleeve and loose my shirt allot

.....well most of that is true

to all you emo people out there iv learned that crying in the dark is getting me no where

but it is much better than crying in public

........i make no sense and im not one to give advice

..............im not the smartest in the bunch either im actually

ok so im not dumb but im not an straight A student either

my school is pretty annoying THERE ARE SO MANY JERKS so many ***** in this world,

i cant bare it much longer can all you *** holes stop gossipping

the next person to gossip im going to through off a ****** cliff

and i hope you know that no ones going to catch you

.............why??? because you gossipers have no real friends..........

(( IF MAKEING OTHER PEPOLES LIVES MISSERABLE JUST TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL HAPPY OR POPULAR ))

...............here is a bit of advice for you


(GET A ******* LIFE)


OK IM DONE COMPLAING ABOUT THE ***** IN THIS WORLD

MY PHYCIATRIST OR PERSON YOU TALK TO TOLD ME THAT KEEPING THIS ANGER IN SIDE MAKES ME EXPLODE ON TO OTHERS OR ITS CALLED MISS GUIDED ANGER MY FRIENDS TELL ME I BOTTLE IT IN TO MUCH TO .............

O WELL ILL CHANGE WHEN I WANT TO


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Friday, July 27, 2007

   ( The Pain Of Loosing Someone Precious )



i feel pain from loosing someone dear,... such as my aunt when she died i had no idea what to do,

and at such a young age, i thought to myself,... she will come through that door,

and say hello to me any day,but i waited,......... and waited, and soon discovered,

when someone dies they never come back,......

i allways remeber talking to her for advice,

when i was between the ages 4-8 she was allways there for me like a gurdian, watching me, like my best friend,

she was allso my teacher and god mother

i miss her and every day i look back and remember the times we shared and think to myself why...

why did she have to leave. no one really knows.









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Thursday, July 26, 2007

   The Past If You As If You Really Care




if you dont want to read all this skip it and go past it to see some videos and blah blah blah
(O-o)







If you really want to know the life the names the village all that good stuff here is some info I looked up and actually its about dead on with what really happens so look around read do whatever

gaara (‰äˆ¤—…, gaara)

Gaara is a ninja from the village of Sunagakure, and the son of the Fourth Kazekage, the leader of Sunagakure, and brother to Kankuro and Temari. Due to his traumatic past, Gaara is a ruthless killer, slaying others without remorse and acting cold and distant even with his allies and siblings. His abilities in controlling sand earned him the moniker "gaara of the sand waterfall" (�»àe‚̉䈤—…, Sabaku no Gaara), more commenly translated as "Gaara of the Desert," or "Gaara of the Sand". His battle with Naruto in the series changes his outlook on the world; in Part II, he becomes Sunagakures Fifth Kazekage as a result of Naruto's influence pushing him to aid others. Witch is a good thing. I think?? (^-^) maybe when I think about it being eviler was fun (O.o)


gaaras background, though given in small amounts from the time of his introduction, is told in detail midway through Naruto manga volume fifteen. This backstory, told via flashbacks at the start of Gaaras fight with Naruto Uzumaki, serves as a way to contrast the two characters diverse upbringings. While both characters face similar hardships of hate and neglect in their youth, they each develop radically different personalities. Prior to Gaara's birth his father, then the leader of the ninja village Sunagakure, was forced to cut military spending and channel its revenue to other programs. To keep the village's military forces from becoming too weak, his father had the One-Tailed Shukaku sealed within Gaara during his birth. In doing so, his father hoped that Gaara would become the village's weapon, singlehandedly filling the void created by the budget cuts.
To help Gaara gain control over the powers granted to him by Shukaku, Gaara's father trained him in the ninja arts throughout his childhood. Despite years of efforts to tame and control the beast within him, Gaara was never able to gain complete control over Shukaku. Against gaaras will, Shukaku would lash out and attack those close to him, making him feared as a monster by the villagers despite his attempts to apologize. His father, fearing that Gaara might someday bring about the destruction of the village, ordered Gaara's assassination. Over the coming years Shukaku would protect Gaara from every assassination attempt and promptly kill the perpetrator. Realizing that he had been abandoned by his own family, Gaara adopted the belief that he, and by extension Shukaku, were the only people he could rely on in the world

gaaras most fundamental characteristic at the start of the series is a direct result of his background; as he is the only person he can count on, he comes to believe that the only way he can feel alive is by killing others. During the Chunin Exams arc, a chance for aspiring ninja to prove their worth and rise up the ninja ranks, Gaara displays this philosophy by either killing or seriously maiming anyone who makes the mistake of insulting him Towards the arc's conclusion, after weaker ninja have fallen to the wayside and Gaara is pitted against progressively more talented opponents, Gaara undergoes a subtle change in ideals: rather than finding purpose in life by killing just anyone, Gaara comes to crave killing anyone stronger than him, as only they are capable of threatening his existence. What would you do if you had someone trying to kill you sit there and let them or stand up and kill them first. (^-^)

gaara continues to seek out strong opponents for the duration of the arc, eventually forcing Naruto uzumaki to fight him by threatening one of his teammates. By fighting to save his friends, Naruto is able to defeat Gaara. Realizing that fighting for others yields greater strength than fighting for one's self, Gaara abandons his belief that he is the person he can rely on. For the series's duration Gaara tries to make amends with the many character's he had alienated, apologizing to those he hurt and improving his relationship with his family. At the same time, Gaara's fundamental characteristic becomes to protect as many people as he can, as in doing so he will be able to find true strength. This culminates in his replacing his father as the leader of Sunagakure during the second half of the series, his greatest dream being to give his life for the villagers no matter what their opinion of him may be risking your life for someone like that would be a great way to die I supose its better than you killing them then dying. Well that�fs just my opinion of course. (^-^)



Because shukaku is sealed within him gaara is granted complete control over sand. Because he fights on a variety of terrains throughout the series, many of which do not have high concentrations of sand, gaara always carries some with him a gourd not a peanut a GOURD which itself is also made of sand. When attacking others Gaara uses his sand to capture and subsequently crush his target, only varying the size and intensity of the action to suit the situation. Most of his battles involve repeating this method of attack over and over until he has succeeded in finishing off his opponent, and as such Gaara typically remains stationary for the battle's duration. If an opponent is able to escape his attempts at capture and get close enough to attack him, gaara possesses an automatic shield of sand that reacts whenever he is about to be struck. Though few characters have ever been able to bypass this defense, as it activates quickly and without Gaara's knowledge, Gaara armors his skin with a layer of sand as a precautionary defensive measure. Having sand all over your body extremely itchy but you get used to it (^-^)
If he is unable to defeat an opponent under his own power, gaara can bring out all or portions of Shukakus personality, giving him a proportionate access to its superior strength and speed. To do so he slowly covers himself in sand and turns himself into a miniature Shukaku, making him more violent and bloodthirsty in the process. When he firsts uses this transformation during the course of the story, Gaara is unconcerned with this particular side effect. Once he adopts his more pacifist mindset, he comes to fear what he might do to his allies if he taps into Shukaku, and thus has avoided using it ever since. Once he has completed his Shukaku replica, Gaara can force himself to sleep to fully bring out Shukakus personality witch is annoying by the way. Doing so allows Shukaku to fight at its full strength, giving him complete dominance over the battle so long as he is asleep or playing possum.
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   What is LOVE ??????
DO YOU KNOW WHAT LOVE IS ........



???? L....O....V....E ????



well i thought i would research it i have been wondering and wondering what is love i have asked people and they dont really explain it that well so i went around and got definitions and more i actually know what love is now ........................
...........................
......................ok ..... so
maybe....i dont.....but.....maybe some day ill figure it out








i did it i looked up what love puppy love and other weirder loves are and here are the deffinetions and explanations wow its really complicated but i still dont understand it well i geuss ill have to find antoher way to learn what love is exactly .........* sighs *

Love= represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction the word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction this different of meanings combined with the complexity of the feelings involved makes love unusually difficult to consistently define even compared to other emotional states
As an abstract concept love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards for another person even this limited conception of love however encompasses a wealth of different feelings from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love Love in its various forms



Unrequited love= is love that is not reciprocated even though reciprocation is usually deeply desired The beloved may not even be aware of this persons deep feelings for them This can lead to feelings such as depression low self-esteem, anxiety and rapid mood swings between depression and euphoria being such a universal feeling it has naturally been a frequent subject in popular culture
A broken heart is a common term used to describe the intense psychological pain one feels after losing a loved one (a.k.a break ups) through death, divorce, or other means as in breaking up with someone or having your partner move away. It is an extremely old and widespread metaphor that dates back to at least the time of the Ramayana where it was commonly used
Heartbreak is usually associated with losing a spouse or loved one, though losing a parent child pet or close friend or realitive can also break ones heart.
Puppy love= is an informal term for feelings of love particularly between young people so-called for its resemblance to the adoring, worshipful affection that may be felt by a puppy. The term is often used in a derogatory fashion describing emotions which are shallow and transient in comparison to other forms of love such as romantic love.
Puppy love also commonly known as a crush can also describe the love or lust of a child or adolescent for an adult. For example a student being attracted to his or her teacher could be considered puppy love In this case the term relates an infatuation which is not reciprocated the term may be argued from some people as patronising and belittling of genuine emotion.







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   MUSIC TO ENTERTAIN THE MIND





band= IF (mindless self indulgence)

>>>SONGS<<<
1 never wanted to dance
2 evening wear
3 lights out*
4 prescription
5 issues*
6 getit up*
7 revenge
8 animal
9 mastermind
10 on it
11 pay for it
12 due
13 money
14 bomb this track
15 mark david chapman
>>>END OF SONGS<<<

HERE ARE SOME OF MY FAVS FROM THERE CD












THE END OF MUSIC FOR NOW







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   poetry


Poetry by: lover of the sand










Rhyme
is part of time,
past on without a word, torn and then born, that is how rhyme was made, since the beginning of
time. O my what a rhyme in deed







You had me at “hello”
I couldn’t let go when you said “love”
I fell in fear
Im so full of cheer?
what is this feeling
so deep inside
so fearful, unknown,
soon to unravel, reveal, yet hide
the secrets deep inside,
soon to bloom, blossoming, bursting with cheer
I looked down to see inside, a feeling
so new, sweat so pure
the world couldn’t tell what has come near
I looked inside, found a string held it tight,
wound as if made of light,
I pulled with fear held on tight

I looked up
Surprised…. I was looking right into,

your eyes






THESE ARE SOME OF MY BEST RYMES FOR NOW INTILL I COME UP WITH SOME MORE

(O^-^O) PLEASE COMMENT ON MY POETRY AND LET ME NOW WHAT YOU THINK OF IT,

.......IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN DONT COMMENT (X.x)







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