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I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

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2 (cause I can only think of two) of my Goals for Next year
1) Be on Honor Roll/ get a 3.8 gpa.
2) Have fun at least once every day. ^_^

Things you should know about me

1) I donít tolerate idiots well
2) I love cats
3) I hate it when people are mean for no apparent reason
4) My Kittenís name is Dinah!
5) I have two best friends
7) I want to start writing my own music and play it
8) I play an Alto Sax
9) I donít really watch movies but If I do I prefer Horror
10) I only write sometimes.
11) I get along with my parents.
12) My dad is the only dad that would do this:
Which makes him pretty cool. ^_^

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

People I would do anything forÖ
Sesshomaru434- Mitch
Akiko44- Kate

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Thursday, March 6, 2008

Time: 7:56 pm
Mood: Well It could be good. But its kinda bad. To tell you the truth I'm so full of emotions that I can barely talk without tearing up. -_-
Music: World- Sick Puppies


Hawaii was fun. I want to go back. But I'm not going to for a while...if ever. -_- I could be the happiest person in the world right now. But I'm not. Today I was shown more than 10 times that I was loved by people. I got 10 hugs from people. And about 50 people tell me that they missed me. And about 75 people ask me about Hawaii. It just goes to show that the things you want most are closer than you think. I'm feeling a little poetic this evening. That's good and bad.

I'm having some trouble. And I should be thinking..WHAT THE CRAP IS WRONG WITH ME?! YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU WANT!... but I'm not. I really want to talk to Kate. But she's not on when I'm on anymore. Cause I sleep at 8:30! She stays awake till freaking 1 in the morning.

I was so happy this morning. And in some sense I am. I'm very happy. But What could be my matter that I'm upset on this night? Why This Thursday? Why at all? Why? To tell ya the truth....I have no idea. T_T I'm so hard to figure out. I don't see how the people who are close to me deal with me. I have the weirdest changes EVER... I'll go from happy to sad in .00000000003 seconds flat.

I guess it kinda started when I didn't get on last night. I went to bed. I was tired. And I wasn't feeling good. And then The only person I was talking to got off. I figured I would sleep. It would make me feel better. But today I haven't talked to anyone worth talking to (cept for Kate, Michelle) And Guess what? My site won't let me PM people cause ITS STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired. So I'm going to bed. -_- Hopefully things will be better tomorrow.

*looks at the bright side* Tomorrow's friday.

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