I know it'll probably be silly of me to say this and all, but today marks the day that I have been single for a year. I know, I know... some people have never really gotten the chance to date before in their entire lives, but I'm selfish bitch sometimes and I think it's high time I find myself someone I can be close to.
I'm not talking a serious relationship, but for the entire year it's been almost as if my feelings have been "turned off" toward others. I find no attraction toward the "men" that attend my school because they're all either taken, jerks or just friend material.
Usually I'd be happy that I'm still single and I should be loving it because I have the chance to flirt with anyone and everyone, but it's getting a little lonely. :/
Now marching season's almost over for us, I really need to get my life back on track. I need to get back into my anime conventions, my staying up all night talking on the phone with that special guy I like (Well... there is no one.), get back to just being my good old self. I'm tired of always being stressed, always dealing with the drama, putting up with crappy teachers, looking for something new.
I just want to be myself again. 3