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Saturday, April 11, 2009

   We Can Make You Happy, We Can Make It Alright!

Saturday 11th April 2009 at 09:11 So hmm...I had the house for the last couple of days as my brother was away ~ Laughs ~ I am proud of my conduct too. In the past when I had the house I would indulge in behaviours not good for my health but this time I was good ~ Cracks up ~ I even looked back on what I did before and thought I was stupid. I guess that is the light that comes after darkness, the fact you can see the error of ways that, when you are in them look like the most logical things ever ~ Laughs ~ Strange that! I don't normally look back and get such clarity ~ Dances ~ I think I am changing for the better...finally! I do have an awful habit of having to relearn things though so we shall see ~ Laughs ~ I never completely trust my memory of events ~ Glares at memory, or trust! ~ The best thing I did this week was getting my imooto chan Cati0vs back to the site. She was around yesterday so we were doing crazy RPG's through PM's ~ Falls to the ground in hysterics ~ It is the first time I have spoken to her like this since August, God I missed it ~ Monster hugs my imooto chan ~ She has to work today though so I am going to be bored ~ groans ~ I need to have a day of rest too so I think I might end up having to watch things, or just ignoring the day of rest thing and reading instead ~ Groans ~ I suck at resting unless I am depressed. I get way too much rest when I am depressed ~ Cracks up ~ Oh well, the best thing about having the house is totally playing my music really loud! In all honesty that is all I have done with the house this time ~ Bursts out laughing ~ I was even playing KAT-TUN insanely loud when dad came back and didn't bother turning it down till i left to do the pots and asked him what he thought ~ Laughs ~ I had sensed him come in but I don't trust my psychic powers any more than I trust my memories so i didn't really think he was back till I saw his car! I wondered how to act because I was sort of breaking rules, but in the end Ijust joked like i didn't care ~ laughs ~ I think that means I came across as arrogant ~ Curses ~ Ahh well! He didn't seem to mind! There is a chance my brother will be away next week but I don't know. He didn't have train fare last I heard so I don't know. If he does go though I should be able to have a day with dad which would be great. I don't get to spend time with him normally so maybe something good could happen ~ Stares at the middle distance ~ Either that or it will be hell and we will vow to never speak again. We don't speak much anyway so yea. He only talks about TV and I hate talking about TV except with myself and even then it is only X Men ~ Laughs ~ Obsessive much? ~ Rolls eyes ~ Conversations are like a foreign concept to me in reality and even in e-mails I find it hard unless it is about mind, experiences or utter insanity like RPG's ~ Spins ~ Ahh well, tis the lot I have been dealt and I do enjoy it! So hmm a question: When you wake up wanting nothing to do with the world how do you pull yourself out of it? Ahh well I shall end and wish you all the best y'all! Dranz The Mistress Of Magnus!

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