Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Go! Tentacool!

Time: 6:30 PM Song: Anti-nostalgic By: My Gravitation Soundtrack Mood: Serious. Toumei ga yozora somete hitori aruku itsumo no kaerimichi Kuchizusamu konna kimochi nemuru kimi ni todoketai na OH... UM... Nanika ni obieteru jibun ga chotto iya ni naru tsugeru omoi torinokoshita hibi ni... dokoka ni wasureteru kokoro ga chotto itakunaru toki wo tsunagu hoshi no yoru ni kimi wo sagashiteru Toozakaru kumo ni nosete boku no kimochi tachidomaru kaerimichi Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru Namida ga koboreteru egao ga chotto hoshikunaru kimi no soba ni ireru dake de boku wa... Dareka ga toikakeru rikutsu ga motto hoshikunaru kieru kage ni mabushisugita hibi wo utsushiteru Nanika ni obieteru jibun ga chotto iya ni naru tsugeru omoi torinokoshita hibi ni... dokoka ni wasureteru kokoro ga chotto itakunaru toki wo tsunagu hoshi no yoru ni kimi wo sagashiteru So my rank in school is number 72 (Hence the title... because Tentacool from Pokemon is number 72. :B) out of six hundred and something student sophomores in the school... pretty spiffy, ne? Seth: That seems like a very high rank to me. So Ushicon's very close now and I can't wait. Just Lemony Slash said, I need Ushicon like a drug so badly right now. Things are just getting worse and worse for me lately. Hence why I haven't been posting here in such a long time. (Because EVERYONE'S used to seeing my name highlighted on their friends list every day.) I started my period speech and all seems to be very well in that class. We're watching a pretty weird movie called "Rear Window" and it's a little boring in the beginning... but we gotta let the storyline build, ne? Seth: Not to mention Kawaii here nearly got into a fight. Hai, with someone I hate very much. So I was minding my own business after school and walking downstairs when I saw my daughter (Chris) was talking to her EX boyfriend. Now, he's a tad bit abusive angry and I don't like the way he does things at all. He still wants her and does so much to ruin her life and I hate it when people do that. I just walked by them after watching for a few moments and nearly got to the stairs when I heard Chris say something. I looked back and noticed that he was literally dragging her away from where I was. (He hates me as much as I hate him, but he is afraid of me and knows it.) So I did what I thought was right at the time. Seth: *Slaps forehead.* I ran at both of them and grabbed her, promptly placing myself in between both of them. He went to grab her and I placed a firm hand on his chest, still holding onto Chris with my other hand. I stared at his coldly and said, "I'm not going to stand around and watch you hurt her." And he said, "Don't touch me." As I stood there, hand on his chest to hold him back, I felt his heart beating irratically. I turned my back and began to walk away, still holding onto Chris, and he ran up to me shouting: "What the fuck is wrong with you?!" and I said, "What the fuck is wrong with you? You obviously have no sense of taking care of others with how much you hurt her." and he spoke, "I'll quit when she tells me." We both looked at Chris and waited and she felt very awkward in the position. He turned away, picked up his bag, and walked away... as usual. He won't hesitat to talk shit about me, but he'll back away from a conflict without a problem. I took Chris downstairs and she hugged me, thanking me, and we went our separate ways. As much as she thanks me for it, I still can't shake off the fact that she'll somehow just go back to him and I wasted my energy for nothing. I know she tells me that she wants to get away from him, but sometimes it's just hard to believe that she can't do it by herself. Oh well... if I see her talking to him, I will know that my attempts were in vain. Seth: And supposedly this guy has some sort of "Hitter" out to get her. *Giggles.* Exactly! Too frickin' funny. ^^ So, that was my day. Ushicon is so close! Which brings me to my next request question: [whineflail]Does anyone have at least four green glow sticks I could use at Ushicon? I have no time to go out shopping at all this week and it's just impossible to stop somewhere and get some on the way.[/whineflail] Alas! A picture of me! (Looks horrible because it was taken on a cell phone.) Well, I'm out. Ja! Kawaii Seth<3

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