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Vitals

Birthday
• 1987-07-15
Gender
• Female
Location
• Some place in the arms of my boyfriend...who doesn't exist...
Member Since
• 2004-01-30
Occupation
• I'm a trained assasin...muah ha ha ha!
Real Name
• Blaise.............................

Personal

Achievements
• Uh, piano...been playing for like...15 years...and I've never had a boyfriend!!!
Anime Fan Since
• 1992...I was a lil' innocent kid.
Favorite Anime
• Gimme Rurouni Kenshin...and I'll be happy.
Goals
• To be loved (LOL), to make some kind of difference in this world...isn't that why we're here? And..to be a good Christian.
Hobbies
• Camping, anime/manga collecting (Yu-Gi-Oh cards especially) drawing/watching/reading it, and I collect chopsticks, guitar picks, and credit cards. Actually, I collect anything really from A-Z...
Talents
• Piano...writing/poetry...drawing *I like to think that*...and yah...I'm out-going...and my own person.

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004

Alone
Once when I was young and naïve,
And until I became aware of what was what,
I thought I loved a wondrous love,
But I didn't know it was unrequited.
I fell a thousand feet under,
And thought I'd been lost to the darkness.
And now I'm breathing heavily,
As I try to climb back towards the light.
I didn't see it right away,
Because you were my idol.

I gave you all of me
And in return you broke me.
I thought I realized
Just how far we'd come inside.
But you saw it differently,
And now I'm left alone.

I dreamed about you day and night.
I let you lead me and show me your way.
But now I'm feeling pushed aside,
Like you don’t care anymore.
You only see the fake me outside,
But you'll never see how you made me cry inside.
I'm trying to get rid of all this pain,
But it's so hard to let go.
I didn't see it right away,
Because you were my idol.

I gave you all of me
And in return you broke me.
I thought I realized
Just how far we'd come inside.
But you saw it differently,
And now I'm left alone.

Different, tortured, consuming memories.
Why I loved you I'll never know.
A broken spirit sleeps within my soul,
Brought back slowly as I reminisce.
The walls are up; I'll never trust you again.
You took my heart and toyed with it.
And now I'm shattered here inside,
Because you can't see what you did to me.

I gave you all of me
And in return you broke me.
I thought I realized
Just how far we'd come inside.
But you saw it differently,
And now I'm left alone.

But you saw it differently,
And now I'm left alone.

Alone.

And this one, I wrote after I had had this horrible mess with this one guy. That's the one I took the capo from...muah ha ha ha. *ahem* Now we're like...a lot better friends (oooh bad english there). And, life's still good. I got to get some music set to this stuff.

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No Way Out
Waiting, hoping, looking for a sign,
Wondering what it's like outside these walls.
Groping, feeling, looking for a door,
Thinking I've been locked inside forever.
Suddenly, I think I've found the light outside.
But lately I know it's just another lie.

I'm holding on tightly to something nonexistent.
I'm wishing I could fly and escape this prison.
I'm slipping slowly into lonely black darkness.
I'm seeing there's no way to the outside.

Falling, crawling, sinking to the floor,
Believing there's nothing left anymore.
Crying, dying, sinking to the endless abyss,
Getting that there's no more of the lightness.
Honestly, I'm sure there's only despair,
And since I can't find it, there is no exit.

I'm holding on tightly to something nonexistent.
I'm wishing I could fly and escape this prison.
I'm slipping slowly into lonely black darkness.
I'm seeing there's no way to the outside.

I'm going down,
I can't get up,
It's pulling me in.
I'm faking it,
I've got no reality,
As this uncertainty consumes me.
It's not worth searching for.
There must be another way,
And someday, I'll find it.

I'm holding on tightly to something nonexistent.
I'm wishing I could fly and escape this prison.
I'm slipping slowly into lonely black darkness.
I'm seeing there's no way to the outside.

There's no way.

You write the most depressing things when you don't know what to do in life. I wrote this one night when I was like...peeved at my mom. A lot of times, I just feel like I'm being boxed in. It's not cool.

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Such a sad long life we all live.
Only the lucky ones have an easy ride.
I'm definitely not one of them.
I often wonder what would
life have been like if I lived somewhere else
and was born into a different family.
No more than a faint echo in the distance.
What the heck am I rambling on about?
And, isn't this a lovely picture?
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Phwee!!!!

Red! Your eyes are red! You're a very distant
person, and you tend to hunger for power. In a
Manga, you'd be the sexy evil villain. Nothing
wrong with that, although you may want to think
about toning down the killing.

What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
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YAY!

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Last one...promise...people say I look like her!

theOtaku.com: What Gundam Wing Character Are You?
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I so knew this...

You are Seto Kaiba

Random 'Which Yu-Gi-Oh! Character Are You?' Quiz
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Phwee?

Which Sonic Character
are you?

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Lovable? What a joke...

Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and is always happy about everything ^^.
Congrats! And...can I hug you?? Please! ^///^

Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!!
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Isn't that sweet?

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in many relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.

What Do You Truly Desire? *PICS*
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